(Warning: This will make you cry. Also if you don't want to hear it don't read it)

I get it you feel sorry for yourself. You want to get it over with and use the rope,knife,pills, and even the water. I don't get why. There are other ways to stop it. Just ignore it think of the good times. It's sad that your doing this to yourself. But what's even worse is that your pulling everyone else into it.
With Love,
Gamer