you say you know how it feels like
you say you know exactly how i feel like
you say itll be all over soon, just be patient
itll all be okay, you say, be happy, you say
but cant you see?
that your words just add up to the weight in my shoulders
that it only adds more pain in my heart
that it only drives me into the wall covered with thorns that will pierce through my skin without mercy
that every word of encouragement stabs my chest repeatedly until i break
i know your just trying to help
but please dont
im fine
dont worry about me
im fine
please dont help me
let me give up
let me let go
if this isn't good for me
then i dont wanna know...
let me stop trying
let me stop fighting
i dont want your good advice
or reasons why im alright

you dont know what its like.