Sometimes I feel as if GOD is not listening.
Sometimes I feel like HE ignores us all.
Sometimes I feel like HE doesn't exist at all.
Is it blasphemous to think this way?
Why would a father that loves us so, leave us in a world so dark so cold?

With all your power and all your might, why not punish those who perform wicked acts of the night?
It hurts, I'm in pain, sometimes I feel as if I'm barely sane.
At times I imagine you just like Zeus, arrogant and using our prayers as food.

Does prayer really help?
Show me how
I know my struggle is nothing compared to some, but my being still aches and I try to feel numb.
What is this pain, this thumping in my heart? Is it a call to duty, or a warning before I fall.

What would you have me do, what is your way?
I struggle with these questions each and every day.
Is it right for me to question your ways?
Should I accept whatever comes my way and say it is destiny, it is your will.
Or should I fight it with every fibre of my being?

Is this your will, is this your doing?
Or is it a fairytale to say you are omniscient?
Is it that our lives are just that?
Ours to live and choose what we want.
Is it that all roads lead to you, or have you given us the tools for our eternal doom?

I may never know the answers until I reach your doors for GOD is a spirit and they that worship him must worship him in spirit and in truth.