Michael woke me up from my nap and helped me downstairs to the kitchen where the chef had prepared lunch for us.

"How long have I been sleep?" I asked Michael while he pulled a chair out for me to sit in.

"About an hour and thirty minutes. Did you sleep well?"

"yes I did. What were you doing while I was taking my nap?"

"I was with LaVelle taking care of business."

"awe what are you going to do about the tour?, and what happened to Zack did they arrest him or something?"

"Shayy don't worry about it everything is undercontrol."

I literally just stop eating and got angry with him and ignored him after he just called me that name that I specificlly told him not to do.

Did he really just call me that. I told him not to call me that and I told him the reason why. Is he doing this on purpose? No he couldnt be ...Could he? I don't know but I am getting really frustrated. All of these emotions came crashing down on me when he called me that. When he called me that I feel anger, annoyed, irritated, infuriated, I felt all of these emotions and it didnt help the fact that my face was now completely red and my nose started to flare in and out which means I was really pissed. I could just--

I got my thoughts cut of by him speaking and looking at me concern. I didn't stare at him because all I seen was Zack instead of Michael and that made me go beyond angry.

"are you ok? your face is red as an tomatoe and your nose is.. just flaring in and out."

I quickly got up and hopped to the counter where my crutches were and grabbed them. When I grabbed them I headed for the stairs. I didn't care if I had to not be on my bad ankle I let go of the crutches and began to limp up the stairs.

"what are you doing!!! You are not suppose to be on your ankle. What is wrong with you?"

I ignored him again and continued to walk/ limp up the stairs. It hurt so bad but I didn't care I was so angry with him and I just didn't ever think he would call me that at all.

I reached the room and Michael was chasing after me with the crutches in his hand I quickly ran/ limped into the room. He was only two centimeters away from the door when I slammed it into his face and locked it. I was now crying because of two reasons, one was beacuse my ankle was hurting so bad and two was because of what Michael had called me. It might sound stupid for being mad at him but if you haven't been in my shoes then you don't know how it feels to be where I've been.

"are you ok? What's the matter with you?"

"Michael just leave me the fuck alone!!!" I screamed from the other side of the door. He was making me even more mad.

"watch your mouth. That is not lady like at all and you shouldn't be using those words anyways. Not while I'm around."

"oh go to hell Michael. Just leave me ALONE!!! Why can't you understand that I don't want to talk to you. Go away and leave me alone damnit!!!"

"excuse me? you are in my house and you should have respect for me and I will not stand here and listen to you talk to me like you have lost your mind."

I stood up from off of the ground and hopped to my closet where my clothes were and grabbed a suitcase and started to throw things in it. When I was finished I zipped it up and went straight to the door and opened it to find Michael still standing there with my crutches in his hand with an concern and angry look on his face. I pushed passed him and hopped to the stairs with my suitcase. I got to the stairs and let my suitcase fall to the bottom, then I began to limp down them. When I finally reached the door I grabbed my keys from the keyholder by the door and tuned to Michael and said...

"I know this is your house. Well I don't care anymore goodbye Michael," I began to walk out the door and then I turned around again and said

"awe and tell Bella I said I'll call her later and not to worry about me and thanks for helping me with everything she and LaVelle has done for me."

And with that I hoped out the door and got into my car and started the ignition. I knew I couldn't go anywhere without my crutches, So I took the keys out of the ignition and opened my car door and headed back to Michael's house door. I forgot that he gave me a key to his house incase of emergencies or whatever so I took it off of my keychain and unlocked the door. Michael was standing right behind it and I limped to my crutches and grabbed them. On my way out I placed the key on the table that he was near and he looked like he wanted to cry. I don't know why and I really don't care.

I began to walk out the door again but this time he grabbed my arm and stopped me. I turned around and yanked my arm away from him.

"where do you think you're going?" he asked wiith a crack in his voice

"Hmmmm how about a place far away from this fucking house now move out of my way." I said harshly with sarcasm

"will you stop being sarcastic for once in you life and stop cursing!!" he yelled threw his clenched teeth. It made me jump because it was kind of unexpected

"I will once you move out of my got damn way!!!"

"stop. Just please stop its not lady like and you can't go anywhere with your ankle like that. Which means you can't drive anywhere." he said with a smirk but his eyes told me different. they still were filled with worry and concern.

"oh really?" I said still with a mad expression on my face

"yes really."

"watch me" and with that I pushed him out of my way and went back to my car I opened the back door where my suitcase was and put my crutches back there with it. I opened the drivers door and got in. I saw Michael walking after me the whole time trying to stop me but I quickly started the car back up and put my car in reverse. I reversed my car only to have Michael banging on my window saying

"Shayy will you get back in this house before you get into a car accident. Shayy please. C'mon now get back into this house now. I don't want you to hurt."

At that moment when he called me that again I began to have flashbacks from when Zack hurt me and Isabella. I rolled down my window only enough for him to hear and see my whole face and what I had to say to him.

"Michael...I hate you. You say you don't want me to get hurt well clearly I am hurt and its you that's hurting me. I told you my reasons why I don't like to be called that anymore and you continue on doing it. I don't know why. And don't tell me you forgot because I know you didn't. Even though I want to dance with and for you and it's my dream and all but fuck it. My life is already fucked up and it can't get any better."

When I told him that I hated him I know I broke his heart. He tried to hide it but I could see it in his eyes. I began to roll my window back up but he put his hand on it while it was still rolling up and I gave him a look that said 'if you don't move your hand, I promise you I'll smash it and drive away'

He immediately moved his hand and I sped off as fast as I could and drove out of Neverland gates. I reached a hotel called Country INN & Suites and got out with my crutches and a bellboy came out of the hotel and helped me with my suitcase. I said thank you and got checked in. I was on the fifth floor room #345 and I took the elevator.

When I reached my hotel room, it was an nice and comfortable size for me. I gave the bellboy a twenty dollar bill as a tip and he thanked me. When I got settled in, I grabbed my cell phone to find it completely dead and so I put it on the charger and picked up the hotel room phone and dialed Bella's number.

It rang twice then she picked up.

"hey Bella" I said lowly but enough for her to hear me.

"SOFIA AALIYAH ANDERSON HAVE YOU LOST YOUR DAMN MIND!!" she asked with worry and concern in her voice. At least she didn't call me that name I don't want to ever be called again.

"no, but whatever you do DON'T call me shayy anymore please."

"ok but where are you?'

"I'm at Country INN & Suites. I'm fine."

"I'm on my way"

And with that she hung up the phone before I could even protest.

"Great... Just fucking great now she is going to bring Michael and LaVelle with her and I'm going to have to face him again and I really don't want to." I whispered to myself

"I guess I'm just gonna have to ignore him the whole time he's here."