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"Why won't she answer her phone." I grunted. This is the 10th time I have called Sofia but she won't pick up. I'm worried sick. I'm worried about her and Emily. God I hope they are okay.

"Snickers!" I yelled as I banged on her hotel room door.

"What do you want!" She yelled swinging the door opened.

"Sofia won't answer her phone, and when Bella called me asking about LaVelle she still denied to talk to me. I heard her puking and I know something is wrong with my love. What should I do."

"Michael, first of all, she probably didn't eat anything this morning that's the cause of the puking, second of all, maybe the reason she can't or don't want to talk to you is because she is puking and third of all, your daughter is fine. Everything is fine. Stop worrying and get some rest. We have a show tomorrow. Remember??"

"I won't sleep until I hear her voice and she tells me she's alright. I won't do another show until she tells me and you better believe that. Call Isabella and tell her what I told you. I mean it snickers. I want to hear from her and I want to hear from her now." I demanded and walked away from her and sat by my phone.

"Baby girl please call. I just want to make sure you're okay. I love you so much. Please just call."

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"I'm actually pregnant. Bella?"

"Yes you are."

"To make sure that test isn't wrong, I'm going to need you to take me to the doctor tomorrow to find out for sure and to see how far along I am."

"Okay no problem. I can't wait until Michael finds out. He is going to be so happy"

"No he won't" I quickly stated and she looked at me confused.

"What do you mean he won't, child do you know how much that man wants kids?"

"Yes I know this, but I don't want him to know. I want this to be a secret. I mean it Bella please don't tell anyone. Not even Cass or Avery."

"Okay fine, but why can't we tell Cass or Avery. They are, as I do recall, our best friends as well"

"Look, I will tell them when I feel that the time is right but you have to swear that you won't tell anyone.. not one soul"

"Fine I swear"

"Nope. You have to do me and your swear."

"Whyy. I swore I wouldn't tell."

"Because as best friends we have to do our special swear and not the group swear."

"Fine"

"I'm waiting."

"On this night, I Swear not to tell this secret. This secret being that you are pregnant and no one needs to know. I swear to not tell anyone and keep this to myself."

"Do you swear to not acknowledge it?"

"I swear I won't acknowledge it. I will pretend it doesn't exist and won't talk about it when not told to."

She bent down switch her butt from left to right, clapped three times then did a split, and stuck her hand out.

I shook it and she spoke. "I hate that swear. It's the getting up from the splits that I hate. Help me up." I giggled and helped her up.

"Looks like I'm staying the night. Have anything I can sleep in?"

"Yeah, I'll be back." She said as she left. I went into Emily's baby bag and took out her pajamas.

"Hey mama. You still sleep. Daddy was worried about you earlier today." My cell phone started to vibrate and I realized that I hadn't talked on the phone all day.

I grabbed my phone and it read that I had 34 missed calls and 20 unread messages all from Michael. I unlocked my phone and called him back. He immediately answered

"Hello? Michael"

"Sofia baby why haven't you been answering my calls and replying back to my texts?"

"I'm sorry, my phone was on vibrate and I didn't know you called nor text until my phone vibrated before I called you back."

"Don't ever do that again you hear me? Do you understand? You had me worried."

"Okay baby, it won't happen again. I'm sorry."

"It's okay. How's Emily doing? How are you doing? Why was Emily crying earlier? And why didn't you talk to me when I was on the phone with Bella?"

All of these questions ughh

"Emily is doing fine, she's asleep now. I'm fine, Emily wanted Bella to hold her instead of me that's why she was crying earlier and I was puking earlier because I didn't eat anything this morning." I answered trying to block off his curiosity.

"You know, I wasn't going to call you until I got back from my break in three months."

"Why? Michael I missed and still miss you so much. Just hearing your voice isn't doing anything. I want to see you but I can't because you're all the way in Europe, or Japan." I sniffle as I held the phone between my right shoulder and ear. I began to change Emily and put on her night clothing.

"Baby, I want to see you to that's why I didn't want to speak with you because it'd only make me miss you even more."

"Oh, Michael"

"I love you Fee, I love you so much. Kiss Emily for me. I have to go"

"Michael no" I said crying. "Michael can't you stay on for a little while longer? Please?" I plea hoping he'll give in. I really want to talk to him.

"Baby girl I can't. I have to go I'll talk to you when I come back home"

"But Michael that's three months from now."

"I know. I'm sorry. I can't talk to you anymore. Baby you have to understand where I'm coming from."

"Michael please"

"SOFIA I SAID I CAN'T. I HAVE TO GO, I'LL CALL OR TALK TO YOU WHEN I GET BACK." He yelled and I covered my mouth.

"Micha--"

"DAMN IT SOFIA. I HAVE TO GO"

"I'm sorry. I love--" he hung up. I wiped my eyes and picked Emily up and walked her to Bella's room.

"Bella...."

"Oh my...what's wrong?"

"Nothing. Can we just go to bed? Please?"

"Sofia, tell me what's wrong. What happened?"

"I'm fine Bella. I just want to go to sleep. Can we go to sleep? We have to go to the doctors in the morning."

"Okay. We can go to sleep. Here I'll take Emily and lie her down while you're showering." She hesitantly spoke an I nodded, handing her the baby.

"Thank you."

"Your welcome. Towels are under the cabinet and your clothes are on the counter top. Thrown these clothes down the shoot so I can start them up."

"Okay. Thank you night."

"Good night."

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Why did I yell at her. "FUCK!!!" I screamed. This shit is killing me. I have to apologize.

I quickly grabbed my phone an was about to dial her number, but a knock came upon my door. I quickly went to it and opened it without looking through the peephole.

"Michael baby, you miss me?" Oh god. Out of all people why her?

"Rachel? What are you doing here?"

"To please you." She said as she walked in uninvited.

"I told you we can't do this anymore. Are you trying to ruin my life?"

"Sounds like you aren't happy. How about I make you happy?"

"No. I can't. I have a girlfriend. I'm not a cheater."

"Oh that's okay, hey baby do what you want."

"Leave."

"I'll be your night loving thing and you can do whatever you want. C'mon daddy. You want this, I want this, we both need this." She said as she slowly walked up to me and unbutton my shirt.

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I cried myself to sleep and had a dream. I was walking throw a pasture of red and white roses. I was wearing all white and I was pregnant, funny part about that was that I had a little girl holding my hand. She was wearing a blue and white sundress with baby doll socks and shoes.

"Mommy, is daddy here?" She ask innocently. I smiled and nodded my head. She looked ahead and started to smile big. Ahead of us was Michael. He was sitting down. He had Emily in his lap smiling back at us. "Sofia. Come here baby girl. Serenity, how are you? How's daddy's little girl?" He said to me and Serenity.

I woke up after that and looked down at my stomach. "I'm pregnant?" I whispered. I rubbed my stomach and smiled. I lied back down and waited for morning. "Tomorrow, we will find out for sure."

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"Get out Rachel. You need to leave."

"Now why would I do that?" she kissed my chest "when you want this."

"I don't" I whispered breathing hard and fast.

"Then how come your dick is hard? You need a suck?" She said as she unbuckled my pants and pulled out Mikey Jr. Fee's 'Jackson Prescription'

"No. Move. I will not go for this again. Remove yourself from my room now or I'll call security." I said as I pushed her off of me and put Mikey Jr. back into my pants and zipped them up.

"Michael I'm not going anywhere. You want this. NOW GIVE IT TO ME!!"

"I said no. GET OUT" I gripped her arm and dragged her towards the door. "Get the hell out and DO NOT come back here again. I'm not cheating on my girl again and if you think I am, you have another thing coming your way. Get the fuck out. BILL GET HER OUT OF HERE AND MAKE SURE SHE DOES NOT COME BACK HERE. I MEAN IT AND IF SHE DOES YOU'RE FIRED."

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~~next morning~~
~~ at doctors office~~

"Sofia Anderson?" The nurse with a clipboard called my name. I looked up from playing with Emily and stood up.

"That's me."

"Please follow me ma'am. The doctor is ready for you." I nodded and picked Emily's car seat. Bella grabbed her bag and walked behind me.

"Thanks for coming Bella."

"No problem Fee anything for you."

"Here we are." The nurse said as she opened the door. We walked in and I sat in the chair.

"Sofia Anderson, hello I'm Doctor Bowers. What are you in for?"

"I'm here to see if I'm pregnant. I took a pregnancy test an it said positive. I just want to make sure that I am, and the test wasn't false."

"Oh no problem. First I have to ask you a couple of questions."

"Okay."

"When was the last time you had your monthly period?"

"Umm, about two and a half months ago?" I wasn't sure, but that's when I do remember having it.

"Have you been nauseous?"

"In the mornings, yes. I throw up at least three times a day."

"I see, any weird eating cravings?"

"No. None."

"Okay. Go into the bathroom and urine in this cup."

"Ok" I took the cup and went to the bathroom. After doing my business, I set the cup on the countertop and washed and dried my hands. I walked back into the room and handed the cup to the nurse that was in there.

"We will have the results in a few minutes. It won't take long. Do you mind waiting?"

"Okay. It's not a problem. We can wait."

He left out of the room and we sat in silence for a second. Then Bella spoke.

"I hope you are pregnant. I want to be an Aunty again since Avery and Cassidy are already pregnant."

"I know. I hope so to." I said as my legs shook and I bit my nails nervously.

"Hey, calm down. It's going to be okay." She said as she put a comforting hand on my thigh. I looked at her and nodded. Minutes later the doctor came back in. I stood up and he spoke.

"Well, Miss Anderson you are pregnant. You are two months and a week pregnant."

"I only have one child?"

"We will find out at your next appointment. In your next appointment we will be doing an ultrasound to see. Thank you for coming. Your next appointment is in two weeks from now, when you're three months."

I smiled and hugged him out of excitement. "Oh god, thank you so much Dr. Bowers. this mean so much to me. BELLA OH MY GOD I'M PREGNANT!!" I'm happy. No excited, oh god I'm the happiest and luckiest person in earth right now. Then I thought about what Michael told me the doctor said.

"Wait, Dr. Bowers?" I called as he was just about to exit the room.

"Yes?"

"I was pregnant before with twins. And also a little fetus. I miscarried all of them, but the doctor said that I would never carry another child again."

"He missed diagnosed you incorrectly Miss Anderson. An if he didn't, consider that a miracle child."

"Thank you doctor. I'll see you when I'm three months."

"Okay. Bring the father to. It's always better when he's here." I smiled and nodded. Then Bella tapped my shoulder. I looked at her and she put up the swear sign with her hand, and I nodded catching on to where she was going.

"Doctor Bowers, the father won't be coming next time. It's a 'surprise' I want to keep it a secret as long as I can."

"Oh. Okay I understand. Well good luck and see you later." We nodded and exited the hospital examine room and hospital building.

"I cannot believe you're pregnant. Oh my god. I'm so excited."

"I am to like oh my god. Michael will not find out about it. By the time he comes back for his break I'll be five months. I need a new wardrobe. No more sexy Fee. It's time for loose clothing so he can't tell"

"Don't you think that'll draw attention and he'll wonder why you're dressing like that?"

"Yeah, that's why I'll make up and excuse. I have three months to figure that out. So I'm not worried about that part. I'll keep all of my sexy clothing, I just will have to make room for my loose clothes."

"Okay, well you know I got your back for this. All the way"

"Yeah, I know. Make sure she is secured." I said as she strapped her car seat into the back of the car. "Wouldn't want anything happening to her."

"Yeah. Umm, your phones been ringing for the past five minutes. Are you going to get that?"

"O shit, it's my boss. I have to take this hold on."

"Hello?"

"Hey. Sofia, how are you?"

"Cody, I'm doing good. Is something wrong?"

"No, I just need you to pack up"

"Why?"

"I'm taking you to the place you've always wanted to go to."

"YOU'RE TAKING ME TO NEW YORK!!" I screamed from joy, which got Bella's attention.

"Yes. I am. Consider this a vacation. We can do a lot out there. What do you say?"

"I'm in. How long are we staying there?"

"About four or five months."

"Okay. I'm down. I just need you to bring me back in about two weeks because I have a doctors appointment that I have to attend, regarding my pregnancy."

"You're pregnant?"

Oh shit. God I hate when excitement hit me. I spill everything. Ugh.

"Well, I just found out yesterday, but I found out for sure that I am. Will that be a problem?"

"Oh no it's not and congratulations. I'll be to pick you up in an hour."

"Okay. I have to pack, so I'll probably be taking a long time, unless you want to help?"

"I'd love to help."

"Are you taking a vacation. What about your clients?"

"Yes, I'm taking a break. That's why I'm going to New York and I'd figure you'd want to go."

"Well you figured correctly because I do. Thank you so much."

"You're welcome. I have to go. I'll see you later. Love you and goodbye."

"You too"

I hung up the phone and Bella tapped my shoulder.

"Hmm"

"I'm guessing your going to New York, but for how long?"

"Five months" I said smiling.

"Are you crazy. Michael is going to worry about you. You can't be gone that long. You'll miss when he gets back from his tour. When he gets back you'll be five months, and and three months later you'll be eight. Are you trying to get yourself in a lot of trouble?"

"No."

"Then why are you doing this. Look I'm just trying to look out for you. I know you love Michael, and seeing that he is calling now proves the same for him."

"He said he wasn't even going to call me until he came back from his tour. He yelled at me for wanting to talk a little while longer last night. He hung up on me while I was saying I'm sorry and I loved him. What I'm doing is revenge. I don't care for the circumstances. I'm pregnant and with his child. He should at least be thankful that I didn't get an abortion. I want this child and I won't even think about doing that. Now I think he'll get where I'm coming from. Yes he'll be pissed when he finds out but oh well. I'm going to New York. And I'm leaving today."

"Sofia please. Don't do this. I know this is a lot of stress and god knows you do not need to be stressing while pregnant. That can lead to a miscarriage. I just don't want to see you upset anymore."

"And I know this. That's why I'm going to New York. I'll drop Emily back off to Lisa and began to pack my things. Michael will think that I've left him. I don't care. I make enough money. I can buy my own house or an apartment. Do not tell anyone where I'm going. Please."

"Alright. I won't. Just like I won't mention you're pregnant. But I will be at that ultrasound doctors appointment. And you're going to be there as well. Just......just be careful."

"Okay. I will. Thank you so much." I hugged her and smiled as our stomachs touched.

"We're mommy's." I said to her she smile softly and I got into the car. My phone started to ring and I knew it was Michael.

"I'm guessing that's Michael huh?"

"Yeah. I'm going to take that." I said and she nodded.

"Hello" I spoke dryly.

"Baby, how are you?" Michael asked and it's like he needs to tell me something. I can sense it.

"What's wrong Michael?"

"Rachel came down to my room and tried to seduce me. I didn't let her though. I was about to call you back when she knocked on my door. I didn't look through the peephole, I just opened the door and there she stood."

"Michael, I can't talk right now. I have to pack up my things."

"Where are you going?"

"A Place With No Name. I can't talk Michael I have to go."

"Sofia. That's not funny. Tell me where you are going. Please."

"I have to go Michael."

"Baby please. Are you leaving me." I stayed silent. I don't know why, I just did.

"Sofia I'm sorry. Please don't leave me."

"I'm not leaving you Michael."

"Then where are you going?"

"The Big Red Apple."

"What?"

"You'll figure it out eventually. Bye Michael."

"Sofia!!" I hung up the phone and looked out the window and sighed.

"I think this is a bad idea, Sofia, but I'll support you and I won't tell a soul."

"Thank you. That's all I need. Just support."

"I'll have an extra baby crib in my house just in case you know."

"Yeah thank you. I love you Bella."

"I love you too."

Now Michael knows how much I love him. Just wait until he finds out about our child. How much more he'll love us. "God I love you Michael."