Cat got her tongue
Short chapter you guys. Vote and comment. Sorry I didn't update earlier, wattpad deleted this chapter and I had to rewrite it so here it goes.
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"Oh my god that feels so good" I moaned as the masseuse began to rub oil all over my body and massage the spots that really needed it.
"Can you get right about here because I get my back broke down a lot by my boyfriend. He puts in too much work, if you know what I'm saying." I said as I placed his hands on the lower of my back. He chuckled and obeyed my command.
I never really knew a massage could feel so good. I usually get one with my clothes on, but being naked and getting rubbed all over making each pain and ache slowly go away, is so much more comfortable and better.
"How yah doing over there Lisa?" I raised my voice loudly because she was all the way on the other side of the room. She didn't reply, I'm guessing she's enjoying it because she gave me a thumbs up.
"This is amazing." I sighed as he rubbed all over my lower back, massaging it so perfectly.
{Michael's POV}
Where is that girl? She can't be that far.
"Michael!" I heard Janet scream. I was just about to get in my car.
"What Janet?" I spoke rudely, which made her stop dead in her tracks.
"Michael are you okay?"
"No, I'm not. Do you know where Sofia say she was headed first?"
"Yeah, she said they were going to get their massages first than their hair and nails done. Why? What's wrong?"
"Nothing. How long will they be?"
"Well, since they left about 45 minutes ago, they should be back in an hour."
"Alright. I'll just wait. Are the girls asleep?"
"I just put them down. We need you. Where did you want us to put the tables?"
"In my dance studio. Everything will be held there. Make sure everyone is working and doing what they need to do. I need to talk with Sofia."
"Okay. I'll get everything situated."
"Thanks Dunk. And I'm sorry for snapping at you. I'm just really mad right now and I needed to speak with Sofia that's all. I'm truly sorry."
"It's okay apple head. Be careful and drive around, to cool yourself down ya know. But don't go around and crashing into things. We don't need you dying again."
I giggled at her then embraced her in a loving and much needed hug. "I won't Janet. I promise." I kissed her cheek as I got into the car.
"I love you Michael."
"I love you to Janet. Watch my girls until I get back and thank you so much for everything you're doing. I really needed you and you came through."
"You're welcome and I got your back BB" (BB: big brother)
"And I got yours LS" (LS: little sister)
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I've been driving around for about 40 minutes trying to clear my head. I know driving that long is a lot, but it's actually calming me down. It's calming me down a lot.
I knew Sofia thought that if be cheating in her. I knew it. But for her to go and actually chest on me? And with Zack? Nahh, that's not cool and I'm not accepting it. AND IN MY HOUSE?! I. Our bed?
"There's no way in hell she's getting away with this."
Maybe this isn't true. Maybe Stacey is lying. Nahh, Stacey couldn't have been lying. I mean I can tell when someone is lying to me, and Stacey wasn't lying to me.
Why would she risk losing her job for that?
"You know what, I'm not even going to stress myself over this. Today's is a good day and I'm going to keep it that way. I'm not losing Sofia that easily. I love that girl to death an our child."
I went into the drive through of KENTUCKY FRIEND CHICKEN and ordered an bucket of honey barbecue wings and original chicken.
Yes, I was recognized right off the bat, but the lady that took my order didn't cause a scene and I'm glad she didn't. I was not in the mood whatsoever.
"This should make me happy" I spoke as I grabbed one of the honey barbecue wings and began to eat it. One turned into two and two turned into six.
They were so good, I couldn't stop eating them. I licked my fingers, then wiped them with a napkin and headed back home. I needed to freshen up a bit.
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{Sofia's POV}
When I arrived home, the house was decorated. Balloons were all over the place, they were red, black and white.
This is weird
"Janet?" I called out. I heard her talking, but I didn't know where she was.
"Lisa--" I turned around to ask them a question, but her and Snickers were gone. I frowned, but stop once I heard Serenity.
I immediately ran to the sound of her voice, well cry.
I walked into the room and there she was, lying in her bed with her arms stretched out.
"Hey mama. Why are you crying? You're gonna wake up Emily." I picked her up and kissed her cheek.
"Sofia," I jumped and turned around to face Michael.
"Oh my god Michael, you scared me. Why are you walking up on me like that?" I breath out, catching my breath. He scared the hell out of me. Jeez.
"You look beautiful." He spoke as he took Serenity for my arms.
I frowned at him. Something ain't right. He's showing no emotion whatsoever and it's kind of freaking me out.
"Michael, are you okay?" He just looked at me and shrugged his shoulders.
"I'm fine." He walked around me and picked up Emily and walked out of her room, heading towards our bedroom.
"Michael?"
"What Sofia? What do you want."
"Okay, why are you calling me that? What did I do?...What's wrong with you?"
"Your name is Sofia isn't it? Or should I call you Shay? You want me to call you that again? Or did you change your name again?"
"Michael, stop it. Don't call me that ever again. What is wrong with you?"
"The question isn't what's wrong with me? It's what's wrong with you?"
"What's wrong with me?" I scoffed pointing to myself.
"Yeah, what's wrong with you girl?" He placed Serenity and Emily in their lazy chairs and walked to our bed.
"Ain't nothing wrong with me Michael."
"Oh, yes there is. This bed, those sheets" he snatched the sheets off of the bed and threw them in my face. He picked Serenity and Emily back up and took them to Janet and came back into the room and slammed the door.
"Michael what the hell!!?" I screamed throwing the sheets on the floor.
"How could you do this?" He angrily pushed the bed onto the floor.
"What did I do Michael? I didn't do anything wrong."
"Sure about that?"
"I'm positive Michael. Why are you tearing up this bedroom!?" He continuously threw all of my things on the floor; onto the bed.
"How about you be here in five minutes?" He mimicked in my voice.
"What are you talking about Mich--"
"Oh, enough with the bullshit Sofia. You know what I'm talking about. Why was he in this house? Why was he here Sofia? And in our bed? On those sheets? I want that burned. I want that bed out of here. Anything he touched in this fucking room is getting the hell out of here right now! Where the hell else has he been?"
"Who?!! Michael who are you talking about?!"
"SOFIA!! You know who I'm talking about. Zack that's who I talking about!"
I sat quiet for a second. I watched as he continued to tear the room apart. I closed my eyes and slapped my forehead. How could he have found out?
"Michael," I sighed.
"No, don't Michael me. You did this."
"Michael," I walked up to him and touched his shoulder. He pushed me back roughly and walked around me as I stumbled to keep my balance. "Michael what is wrong with you? I'm sorry okay. I'm sorry."
"Leave your sorry at the door Sofia. I don't wanna hear it. You might as well place a sign on your forehead saying that I'm sorry because you are quite sorry. You're pathetic. You know what I'm gonna do? I'm gonna put a sign on the door, better yet, I'm going to put in my voicemail 'if you're calling to say your sorry, then call someone else because I ain't here to accept or listen to them' I ain't taking this shit Sofia."
"Michael, I know you're upset, but I'm sorry. I was--"
"You were what? What!?"
"Michael you had left me at 10 o'clock at night to be with some girl. You were cheating on me!?"
"I wasn't cheating on you girl! Why would I do that? Why would I deliberately do that to hurt your heart? I'm trying to mend back the broken pieces from all of the times I hurt you, and you accuse me of cheating on you? That's not on my to-do list. Apparently that was on yours. It worked. Congratulations. Do you want a cookie now? You've hurt me. You did it really good too!"
"Michael you left me. I thought you were cheating on me-"
"So that give you the right to bring that bastard to MY house and screw him in MY bed?! You could've at least had enough heart to take him somewhere else. You're so fucking disrespectful Sofia, in so many ways."
"Michael I apologized."
"Well that apology didn't work. It ain't gone work this time Sofia. I can't keep forgiving you for hurting me. It's like you don't get it!!"
"I do get it Michael! What I don't get is why you left me to be with some other chick?!" He looked at me, then walked to the drawer. He pulled something out and walked back to me.
I looked at him as he threw a box at my feet. I picked it up and opened it. I gasped once I saw the diamond ring in the box. I looked up at Michael.
"You happy now?" He snatched the box out of my hand and placed it into his pocket.
"Michael," I walked up to him and hugged him. "I'm sorry. I didn't know."
"Are you always like this?" He said pushing away from me. "I try sooo hard to keep you happy and by my side. I can't do this shit anymore. I'm sure there's someone out there that won't take me for granted. I've risked my life for you. Died twice trying to save you and this is how you repay me." He chuckled and went to our closet. I watched him as tears flowed down from my eyes.
"Michael, I appreciate all you've done for me. I appreciate you. I love you."
"I'm sure you do Sofia. My fans love me. They never betrayed me. They never took my love for them for granted. You know, I think this is finally all broken. This is so messed up that we can't even put the pieces back together. You know when you have a puzzle with a thousand pieces and you have to put it together to see the picture and beauty behind the hard work you've put into it. You keep trying and trying, but the pieces won't seem to fit. You finally give up and say forget this. You push the puzzle to the side and go for an easier one. One that's not so difficult to work with, and will have a better outcome. The grass is greener on the other side. And I think I want to take a trip to the brighter side."
"Michael, what are you trying to say?"
"I'm trying to say that I'm done. I'm done with you. I'm done with us. We obviously aren't for each other.--"
"No Michael. Stop it. We..we were meant to be. You love me and I love you. I just got you back. Please don't do this."
"I do love you. That's why I'm letting you go."
"Michael," I walked up to him and grabbed his face, making him look directly in my eyes. "We are a team. We aren't breaking up. I don't want you in my life Michael, I need you. I need you. Look, just let me show you."
"Sofia--"
"No, please. I'm not talking about sex or anything. I want to prove it to you. Please?"
"There's nothing you can do Sofia. We're broken."
"No. We aren't. Michael please. It's been two years Michael. Two years, do you want to throw that all away? Everybody makes mistakes Michael. Nobody's perfect. Let me save something for once. Let me save this. You don't have to save me again Michael. It's my turn. Let me take risk on my life. Let me die for you. Just let me. Please. I'm willing to do anything for this relationship as long as you're willing to let me. Please?"
He looked at me and smiled.
"I've made my mind up Sofia. You were the biggest mistake I've ever made. Making love to you and creating Serenity wasn't a mistake. That part in our relationship was suppose to happen."
I sat down on the bed bench with my back towards him as tears continued to flow down my cheeks.
"So you're saying that you fucked me just to make a child. Like the same way you did Lisa? You got on your knees that day in the studio and placed your hand on hers and my stomach and kissed them saying that you're in love with me and you loved Lisa, you just weren't in love with her. You love your kids? That was all just to get me in bed and have your child? The day I lost the twins and fetus you broke up with me. The day you found out I was pregnant again with your child? You just played me all along?"
"It wasn't like that Sofia."
"That's exactly what it was Michael. You used me. I thought you were actually in love with me. Wow," I giggled hiding the hurt and looked at him. "For the actual first time in my life, I was happy. I was in love. I thought that being with you was a good thing. You treated me right, you never physically beat me for no apparent reason, and you protected me. You were always there for me. I knew that one day, just one day that I'd be your wife. I'd be the one cooking and cleaning this house, taking care of our kids while you were working. I'd be the one doing anything you'd ask of me. I truly thought and believed that I was the one."
He didn't speak a word. He just stared at me and I stared back.
"Sofia, I didn't use you. I would never do that. What we have and had was real. It's real."
"Then...w-why can't you give me a chance? Why won't you let me be here for you? Like you've been there for me? I'm doing everything I can to save this relationship? I want us to work."
"We are only hurting each other Sofia."
"I'd rather be hurt by you than to loose you forever."
He stared intensely into my eyes. I saw a tear roll down his cheek as I wiped it. We slowly leaned in to each other, only to meet in a blissful kiss. I wrapped my arms around his neck, bringing him closer to my body.
He started to hover over me, but we fell into the floor, that didn't stop us though.
"I love you Michael" I moaned/cried as his kisses trailed down my body. "Please don't leave me." He continue to kiss me as I rubbed his hair.
He stood up and walked to the door locking it.
"I want you to stay quiet and don't speak a word. I don't want to hear anything come out of your mouth. Understand?"
I nodded my head as he walked towards me....
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