Post Grace's Leave
TW: EATING DISORDER

Ashley had been traveling back and forth for a while now. From Grace's last show she went and worked in Chicago for a while longer during the time before October 13th.

The thing was that Ashley had grown accustomed to leaving and coming back, no matter where she went. She had fun being with her two families, she figured it must've been how children of divorced parents lived.

The only issue was how much she missed one family when visiting another. In London, Ashley missed Brittany's chaotic nature, Abby's home cooked meals, Andrea's shenanigans.

In Chicago, she missed Natalie's comfort, Collette's calm nature, and Erin sleeping with her every night. Ashley had taken one of her two pups, Rascal, while Erin had the other twin, Ronnie. It helped her adjust, and she grew with the changes.

Ashley had been working through the changes, but one thing that always made her insecure was her body. She was paler than before; and she would often spot her waist from her Boleyn costume, and it wasn't as thin as before.

It made her feel like she wasn't perfect. She was supposed to be perfect, like all of her family was.

She spent her days staying away from fattening foods, which made her so paranoid she counted calories daily. She was so stressed with shows that she didn't eat, she didn't want to risk it.

She could continue on with shows like nothing was wrong, because nothing was wrong. She was fine, everything was fine!

Or so she thought..