a/n: this is excused from the gif challenge, but kudos to those who recognize where it's from!!

"Hey."

"Hi." Taehyung looked up from his phone, greeted with the usual sight; Jennie and her silky brown waves.

He had grown to like her, no matter the amounts of arguments they had. A slow and gradual process but unfortunately now Taehyung didn't see why people didn't like her.

She was a sweet girl when others really got to know her.

He knew she wouldn't admit it herself, even though most of the time she did all of the initiating. She genuinely wanted to be nice.

And Taehyung didn't stop her. Because it was nice to know that people change.

"I pulled a useless prank today." She sighed, crouching down next to him. One leg over his motorbike, he looked over at her.

"Hm?"

"I may have stolen Suho's car keys and then painted the car pink."

Jennie smiled as she heard a laugh escape from his lips.

"Before you say anything, I painted the car myself. I'd say it looks rather good."

"Then are you interested in art?"

"I don't know, maybe." She hummed. "How'd you do on the English quiz?"

"Surprisingly well."

"Did you cheat off of me?"

"The answers were literally right there Princess. I must say, you did a bad job of covering them up this time."

"Oh." She frowned, faking disappointment. Jennie knew he had been absent the past few days, but still that bitch of a teacher made him take the quiz on a book he hadn't even received yet.

To her, it just didn't seem fair.

"There's something I...want to show you." Taehyung wasn't looking at her, instead the grey clouds in the distance.

"Okay."

⭐️

After making an angry exit from Lawan, she was in the grand backyard of Jungkook's, staring up at the clear navy sky.

"Do I regret what I said? No, not really." She was talking mainly to herself, but Lisa turned her head when she heard Jungkook snort.

He sat down next to her, passing over a can of soda.

"I'm serious."

"I know. Otherwise I wouldn't be laughing."

"Would you do the same too?" She heard herself asking, before leaning into her elbows.

"I think so." He smiled at the top of her head.

"You think so?" She gawked. Then slapped his leg.

"Yah!"

"You think so?" Lisa repeated, pushing him over onto his back.

"Doll, I openly told Junghyun about us. Doesn't that mean something? Heck, I even kissed you in front of practically the whole school!"

"It was just our friends that paid attention though." She mumbled. "And he's just your brother!"

"You just told your sister!"

Lisa opened her mouth, ready to argue when she realized she had nothing to say. She grumbled something incoherent, laying down on the grass next to him.

Jungkook laughed, a loud musical sound, before poking her cheek.

"Do you know how annoying you are sometimes? I heard this whole seminar from Jin about how I need to 'use protection'. He acts as if you're my first relationship!" He paused.

"Because of you I've never gotten so many talks about relationships." He glared at her when she started to laugh.

"Yah! What's so funny?"

"I just find it funny that Jin was talking to you about sex. I always get scared to go inside Jisoo's bathroom because I know they've probably done it in there."

"I heard they fucked in a theater."

"I wouldn't be surprised." She giggled. "Jisoo's a wild one."

"I...didn't need that visual." Jungkook cringed. Lisa laughed again, before readjusting herself. Resting her head on his outstretched arm. His fingers made their way to play with the ends of her hair.

She thought about that a lot.

Sex with Jeon Jungkook.

Many of other girls could check that off their list, he was indeed a player. And there was her. Of course, Lisa did like him! Sometimes a little too much.

She was often scared to admit that she would choose him over a lot of things. What did that make it then?

Lisa didn't know that Jungkook was confused over the same thing as well.

Being with Aeja had been euphoric. Like a bright splash of hot pink paint. So sudden, so bright?

It wasn't what he had with Lisa. With her, everything seemed so much softer. Not fragile, like he was scared he would lose her.

With Aeja, he was always scared that one day she would get tired of him. Just a high school kid, who has nothing to promise but rich parents and a lonely house.

"You want to know why I forgave you so easily?"

"I had been wondering that. It seems so unlike you." She sat up, turning over her shoulder to look at him.

"I guess I understood why you did that. But you don't have to worry about me choosing you over some dead girl. She's dead Lis."

"I'll admit my logic was stupid."

Jungkook tugged on her hand, kissing it, then sitting up as well.

There was something very vulnerable about the look on Lisa's face, and the feeling on regret all over again. It had been there for the days he had ignored her, and it was back.

"Don't feel bad." He whispered.

"You have trust issues. And I broke it."

"Yes...but can you trust me when I say it's okay?"

Lisa's eyes glanced down before her wrapped her arms around his neck, closing the gap.

"Besides, I've felt a lot better about the fact that my parents have half abandoned me since you've been around. Does that ease you?" He mumbled against her lips, smiling when Lisa eventually grinning.

"Maybe."

"Maybe?" Jungkook kissed her neck.

"It's kinda' scary what effect you have on me."

"Well, I could say the same." She defended. "J-Jungkook, we're outside!"

"So what? There's no one here." Continuing to leave marks on Lisa's neck, he slid a hand under her leg, pulling her closer into a straddle-like position.

"Lisa, I think I love you. I don't care if anyone else sees that."

"Y-You're not just throwing around the word around, are you?" Her smile was gone.

"I have trust issues, I've never dated a girl properly. But since the party when you kissed Taehyung, since you forgave me for lashing out at you, I realized what I have with you is so much more different than anything I have experienced."

Lisa had the audacity to laugh.

"Really?"

"You think I'm joking?"

"No." She kissed him again. And again and again.

"I love you too." Was all the innocent blonde whispered before pulling her loose shirt over her shoulders.

a/n: idk why i feel so uncomfortable writing and re reading these kinds of scenes lol, like i used to be fine before😂😂😂

is it possible to regain innocence

lol whatever i better get used to this if i want to write the sequel (coME ON SU YOU CAN DO THIS)

last thing before i leave y'all alone

STAN CLC

ok bye feel my fucking sarangae because this book is #1 for taennie even though i neglected them so much

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