a/n: wooooo triple update why the fuck am i like this😭😭 someone send me help, I should probably be focusing on school

Lisa had gotten hit by a car.

Those words which Chaeyoung had whispered to Jungkook over the phone had been enough for him to lose his mind.

He hadn't been thinking while he had driven to the hospital. Note; well over the speed limit.

How had this happened? He thought she had driven home! She always drives!

His spirits fell even at the possibility of seeing her when he noticed her family talking outside of the of the hospital room.

"Is Lisa here?"

"Yes...why is he here?" Her father questioned, a dark glare formulating instantly.

"Lisa's boyfriend, Dad. Just let him inside."

"Lisa is dating a Jeon? Even after all the times I warned her?"

"Can't you just let him inside?" Lawan argued. "Why can't he see her?"

"Because he's a Jeon! I will not have my reputation ruined because of a dating scandal."

"That's enough!" She glared at the man. "I'm sick of you twisting everything up just because of your damn reputation. Now think clearly, think long and hard Dad, when was the last time Lisa smiled because of us, huh? Have you ever once thought about her as a daughter? Not the girl who's inheriting your business?"

"Are you telling me I don't love my own daughter?" He clenched his jaw. "Lawan Manoban, you better watch your words."

"I'm done watching my words around you! If you were even here, you would notice that he makes her happy!" Lawan pointed at Jungkook. "She's not out doing this just to deceive you, she actually likes him! Just let him see her, please."

Lawan shook her head, frantically trying to rub at her eyes. "Dad, she got hit by a car. She's not okay. Do this for her please, it's the least you could do."

Jungkook finally felt like he could breathe again when Lisa's father left with an air of anger. Lawan bit her lip, before touching his shoulder.

"I'll give you some time alone with her. I...don't tell her I did any of this."

"But you just—"

"Don't say anything, please. Knowing Lis—Lalisa, she'll figure it out somehow."

Lawan left without a further word, letting Jungkook open the door.

Lisa didn't even look unconscious, she even had the ghost of a smile on her face.

She looked asleep, like nothing was wrong. Despite the bandages.

His throat was tight, a feeling much worse than how he had reacted when he found Aeja's dead body.

So he cried, not out of anger like he did when he found out about Aeja cheating on him.

She would be okay, but just seeing Lisa like this made Jungkook feel terrible. He could've prevented this had he decided to walk her home.

He always did that, why didn't he this time?

It was strange, he couldn't get over the feeling. Jungkook actually loved this girl. For once, he didn't know what he would do to himself if she were to just...disappear.

He didn't know what that meant with Aeja...this was how people felt in those k-dramas.

It wasn't just that either, that night in his backyard, when he had made love to Lisa, she admitted that she had given up her virginity to him.

He had been shocked to hear those words, "Jungkook, I haven't done this before."

And not even long after, she got hit by a car. Something told him it wasn't an accident, but he desperately wanted to believe it was one.

He wanted all of this to be over with.

Jungkook wasn't sure how long he spent time there next to her, sitting in the nearby chair; it felt like the longest time.

"Are you crying?"

He sat up, noticing Lisa's fingers curl around his.

"You're awake."

"Well, it's not like I was in a coma...how did you get in here? My sister was here, and so was my dad."

"I, uh...they weren't here when I came inside."

"I don't believe you." She frowned. "Lawan probably did this."

"She told me not to tell you." He smiled, kissing her knuckles. "How are you?"

"I'm fine. I feel kinda' numb from the pain meds...you weren't crying because of me, were you?"

His silence caused her to frown more.

"Jungkook..."

"Lisa, that was incredibly scary for me. I-I didn't know what to do with myself. I'm so glad that you're okay though."

"I'm okay. Don't worry, I'm fine now. I knew there was something to what Tzuyu said though. It's not done Jungkook, we're still stuck in this!"

"No, we're not. Sana, Roa, and Tzuyu are in jail. They confessed. It's over."

She pressed the remote of her hospital bed, adjusting it so she was able to sit up properly.

"You should sleep."

"No no, I don't want you to leave."

"I'm not going to." Squeezed her hand again. "Why would I?"

"Because you have a home to get to."

"Hardly. Now be quiet and sleep. You need rest."

"I—"

"I said sleep." He ordered, then smiling gently afterwards. Jungkook reached over to brush her bangs away from her forehead, leaving a lingering kiss.

"I'll be right here."

"I don't want to go through this again." She whimpered, lowering her head so he wouldn't be able to see her tears.

She didn't often cry in front of him, she didn't really cry much at all. The brown haired boy sighed, resting a head near her lap, his other hand occupied with tracing smiley faces on the back of her hand.

"Nothing will happen to you, I swear this won't happen to you again. Okay?"

She was silent.

"Lisa," He murmured. "You trust me right?"

"Yes." Jungkook heard her answer instantly. "O-Of course I do."

"I'll be right here if you need anything. Anything at all, okay?"

"Okay." He felt her ruffle his hair, imagining that cute grin on her face.

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a/n: this part is really short but man do i get the feels from this 😢

Tzuyu couldn't help but cry. Like a river, she curled up into a little ball.

How could she have done all of this?

All she had ever wanted from the beginning was just to be friends with the Queens.

How had it twisted into someone dark and scary like this? This hadn't even been her intention!

By the time she got into the game, she was obsessed.

She could go and blame it on Sana—she had started it all in the first place. Tzuyu hadn't realized that she would be sending all these texts, and all in a long moment of obsessing revenge.

"Why couldn't they just accept me as a friend?" She had always wondered. When Jennie had left, she had done her best to become popular, because well, popular people hung out with popular people.

Lisa, Chaeyoung, and Jisoo didn't even spare her a word when she was BIC. They had just minded their own business, making Tzuyu furious.

"It's okay Tzu," Her Mom had cooed. "You're not like everyone else. It makes you special."

She hated being like this. Having BPD.

(BPD means Borderline Personality Disorder.)

She was definitely unlike anyone else, not in a good way. Her personality could switch like that.

Even because of the smallest things, like she getting too much sauce or cheese on her pizza. It was frustrating to many extents that she would lock herself in her room for days.

She wasn't coming back to St. Helena's. She didn't want to, and she couldn't.

There were other places for her to continue suffering.

How does it feel that you'll always lose that the end? Looks like Lisa took away your man, Jennie took away your title, Jisoo took away your reputation, and Chaeyoung turned you in.
And it seems like I have arrogated your game, hm? ;) sweet nightmares!
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