She,she was... forced to.
forced to learn about life,people.
how people can be rude,senselessly.
she jusz wanted some love but she only got pain.
pain which she thins never got of girl which she loved
girl which was her close friend.

of pain which she got she got idea...
idea just go to kitchen,break all stuff but then she saw it don't help.

she saw nothing help so she just start cry and cry.
she lost her voice bc of scream,scream of crying.
she was always putting someone else in first place then herself,but she did it bc she care,care about others but not bc of herself.

unfortunately she had learned at a very young age something about of people.
she learned that she no need believe everyone,bc sometimes others turn back to her,then she's alone,alone in pain.

she was looking out the window and think,think about memories.
memories which is now just past.
in her brain have been just question "why" and "where is all memories now"
one page her brain scream of pain one just think maybe its better,her heart say her go to her,talk w her but brain say contary.

She feel alone,alone of people which care about her,bc she still loves that person and can't saw others bc of her.
some people was say she don't care,but she do bc she's still same person,but person in pain.

she just wanted pain stop,everything come to reality again and she get her life back.
she just wanted at the moment her back and talk with her as before.
she think what's louder her sobbs or her scream.
now she saw how one person can change her life.
she scars made the best of her, but she only saw her.

she want leave her body and go away.
cause she don't saw exit.
she is still alive but hearbroken.