MUDDLING OF EMOTIONS
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"We need to get her face to face with her heartbreak.... We will try to do this both individually and at group level too.......you are understanding????" Anubhav told and everyone nodded.
Later at midnight, Santosh and cheetah knocked at her door, "come in!" she called. They entered and saw her reading something with specs with dangerously calm and empty eyes. "Madam Sir! You are in your room that too in such good weather, the cool breeze is blowing. Let's enjoy it Madam please, I want to go to lawns in haveli and feel the bliss of cool grass under stars." Santosh said enjoying in her imagination with her carefree attitude. "Haseena smiled and said, "Then go!! Who is stopping you, Santosh Sharma!!! You are free to enjoy in any way possible...." "No madam sir!! I want to enjoy with you.....please please please, please!!!!! Don't refuse me....please..." she pleaded to make a puppy face to which Haseena gave in. "alright!!!! Let's go if you wish so..." she replied. "Yes!!!" Santosh gets elated.
They entered in lawns only to find Anubhav and Karishma there. They had an eye lock which was broken by Santosh, "DSP sir! Karishma madam! You are here too.....good....madam sir now when we all are here why not play a game together....it will be fun..... Come!!!" Santosh dragged Haseena towards them without waiting for her response. "Okay then the game is..." she was about to explain but get interrupted by Haseena, "Santosh Sharma I don't want to play any game....now when they all here then you can enjoy yourself with them I am going to my room..." "What is this madam sir? We are guests here and you are the host is it right that you will go leaving guests alone...please stay with us and play please don't be a spoilsport...." Santosh pleaded. "Okay fine!!!" she gave in again. They settled down on the grass in such a way that Karishma and Anubhav were right in front of Haseena while Santosh and cheetah were at her both sides. "So now the game is that we will sing a song turn by turn but we must sing this song dedicating other without naming them... so Cheetah first you, then me, then Anubhav sir then Karishma madam and them Haseena madam." She told the rules and everyone agreed.
first cheetah started looking at Santosh Sharma,
Do nain sitaare
Hai chaand sa mukhraa
Kya kehna uska
Afreen
Dawat mein jaise ho shahi tukda
Uske jaisi na koi nazneen
Shahi joda pehn ke
Ai jo bun thun ke
Wohi tu meri sweetheart hai
(song sweetheart from kedarnath)
Santosh looked away ignoring him completely giving him full attitude while seeing it everyone smiled including Haseena too. "Enough cheetah you are done....now it's my turn..." and she sang this one.
Main tu baadlon se tour jaungi
Main tu apna hi sur paungi
Hay jo crazy crazy sapne mere
Sare chunn ke main bun aaungi
Han mana iss dunya ki hu hi
Nahi main apni hi dunya bnaungi
Ke ek zindagi meri sau khwaishaan
He ek zindagi meri sau khwaishaan
(song ek zindagi from movies angrezi medium)
"Santu ji! I will fulfill all your wishes....." he murmured which was audible to Haseena and she laughed a little. "Now it's your turn Anubhav sir!!!" santu said to him and Haseena get tightened.
Dil ka dariya beh hi gaya
Ishq ibadat bun hi gaya
Khud ko mujhe tu saump dey
Meri zroorat tu bun gaya
Baat dil ki naazron nay ki
Sach keh raha teri kasm
Tere bin ab na lein gay ik bhi dum
Tuhje kitna chahney lage hum
Terey sath ho jayenge khatum '
tujhe kitna chahne lagey hum
baat dil ki nazron ne ki
sach keh raha teri kasm
teri bin na lein gay ek bhi dum
tujhe kitna chahne lage hum
tere sath ho jayengey khatum
tujhe kitna chahne lage hum
( song Tujhe kitna chahne lage, kabir singh)
Anubhav sang this song by his heart with eyes reflecting his love for her and another side it did move Haseena and it came on her face too but only for a brief second and after that once again they could only find emptiness and silence. Though Haseena had never broken eye contact with him it was he who was not able to take in more silence. "Karishma madam now your turn..." Santosh asked and she started knowing too well that she won't be able to hide her emotions but this time she does not wish to hide them
Naina....jo sanjhe khwab dekhte the
Naina.....bichad ke aaj ro diye hain yun
Naina .....jo milke raat jaagte the.
Naina.....sehar mein palken meechte hain yun
(Tears streamed down her eyes and she was reminiscing their moment at her home when Haseena was not well...how they used to spend time with each other....those moments when they together fought with goons....she was constantly staring at Haseena whose eyes were now reflecting pain.....)
Juda huve kadam
Jinhone li thi ye kasam
Milke challenge hardum
Ab baant te hain ye gham
Bheege naina jo khidkiyaan se jhankte the
Naina..ghutan mein band hog aye hai yun
Saans hairaan hai
Man pareshan hai
Ho rahi si kyun ruaansa ye meri jaan hai
(Karishma's face was now full of tears while Haseena's eyes get wet too....everyone was feeling pain in her voice and crying with her....)
Kyun nirasha se hai
Aas haari huyi
Kyun sawaalon ka utha sa
Dil mein toofan hai
Naina.....thhe aasman ke sitaare
Naina.......grahan mein aaj tootte hain yun
Naina.....kabhi jo dhoop senkte thhe
Naina.....thehar ke chaaon dhondhte hain yun
Juda huye kadam
Jinhone li thi ye kasam
Milke challenge hardum
Ab bantte hain ye gham
Bheehe naina jo sanjhe khwab dekhte the
Naina.......bichhad ke aaj ro diye hain yun
(Naina song of movie Dangal)
Karishma Singh finished the song with her voice ended in her throat and her face full of tears and eyes making eye contact with Haseena which was never broken even by Santosh's words who asked Haseena to sing as it's her turn...Haseena looking at Anubhav and Karishma in between
Kyon beech mein yeh diwaarein hain
Badhne lagi yeh daraarein hain
Hai wajah kuch wajah
Yeh dooriyon ke Ishaarein hain
Samndar mein doobe kinaarein hain
Har Jagaah Har jagaah
Soye nazar mein sau dard jaagein
Bikharti gayi mein jod jod dhaage
Haariyaaannn.......
Yaara matlabi thi teri yaariyaan
Haariyaan.......
Yara matlabi thi teri yaarian......
(She said and for the first time a tear dropped through her eye since they had reached there, which she wiped next instant)
Ishq mein thi kitni Khamiyaan
Bas mili hai badnaamiyaan
Haaannnn......
Ishq mein thi kitni khaamiyaan
Bas mili hay badnaamiyaan
Dil ke mushafir ne dekhi hai
Har pal nakamiyaan
Saare khwab tootein
Ankhon kea age
Bikharti gayi main
Jode jode dhaage
Haariyaaan........
Yara matlabi thi teri yaariyaaan
Yaariyaan...yara matlabi thi teri yaariyann....
Jhooti sajana ki yaari
Jhooti thi wo daave---daari
Jhooti nikali dilon ki
Saudebaziyaan
Haariyaaan
Yara matlabi thi teri yaariyaan
(song Matlabi yaariyaan by neha kakkar)
Haseena sang the song looking directly at Anubhav and Karishma Singh who were getting more engrossed in guilt and could not be able to maintain eye contact.... Other side Haseena's condition was not good they had successfully stirred emotions in her which she had enclosed with great difficulty so as soon as the song ended she wiped her tears and ran inside saying, "I am tired I need to go....." "Madam Sir...." Santosh tried but Cheetah stopped her, "it's okay santu ji let her go....." she nodded looking at him. Karishma and Anubhav's state was not good. Cheetah supported him and Santosh supported her to their rooms and put them on the bed, guilt-ridden and exhausted. Haseena entered her room panting heavily she closed the door behind her and at once washed her face numerous times with ice-cold water. She poured herself two glasses of water back to back, taking deep breathes in between. Calming her nerves a bit She intentionally engrossed herself in files and laptops related to school projects not giving her thoughts the slightest chance to haunt her once again and she drained herself to sleep with her head on the study table only.
How is this part? Stay tuned for a village tour with Choti sarkar and her guests.......
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