I was so dumb when I was like ten or eleven.

Okay I've always wanted to be an author or something in the music business and I've been playing piano for 8 years and writing stories since I was in first grade.  THESE ARE EXACT WORDS FROM A STORY I WROTE IN 2010 OMFG IM CRYING BYE 

“Hi!” I say, a little too loud. The boy jolts back just a bit and I almost drool. His shaggy blond hair is swept back, away from his sapphire dreamy blue eyes. His smile is pure gold and his-

“Hey I’m Chase,” he says, shaking my head. I nod, my heart exploding bit by bit. “What’s your name?”

“Callie,” I answer. He smiles at me and I blush.

“Wow that’s perfect.” Chase’s voice is so dreamy and soothing. He looks into my eyes and smiles. “You remind me of someone.”

“Really? Who?”

“I don’t know. You look great though.”

I blush thirteen shades of red and give him my million dollar smile. He chuckles, pushing back strands of his hair.

“Okay well I’ve gotta go meet someone important at the mall so catch you later Cal Gal!”

“Chase wait I-”

He turns around and smiles at me. His hair was irresistible! Chase runs over, hugs me tightly, and whispers in my ear, “You’re perfect.”

He skips out the door and I frown. Why would he think I am perfect? Has he seen me? No, he hasn’t. I am devastated. I could actually be friends with him but I can’t tell him much.

I WAS NINE YEARS OLD FOR GOD'S SAKE WHAT THE HELL WAS I THINKING WHO WHISPERS IN GIRLS' EARS GOODBYE IM DONE MAY THE LORD FORGIVE MY SINS 

btw if you want to see more of my sad old work just let me know that was from a story I wrote called Sixteenth Summer aka worst summer ever LMAO