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Taehyung woke up the next morning feeling quite relieved from the night before. Although he only talked to Jungkook for a bit, he got to spend time with his family for a whole night which was the most important thing to him.

So he was confused when he heard his dad yelling cuss words from downstairs bright and early. Curiously Taehyung got up from his bed and walked out of his room, rubbing his eyes cutely as random strands of hair perked up from his head.

"Mom? Dad? What's wrong?" Taehyung obliviously questioned, rushing out the door once he saw his mother and father staring at the house in disbelief. "Those fucking teenagers." The man groaned. Taehyung hated hearing others cuss and was about to scold his dad for it but held himself back.

Taehyung stood next to his parents to get a good view of the house, and when he saw it his heart dropped.

The house was filthed with toilet paper. Covering the grass, trees, and even part of the house. Taehyung tried not to let it get to him, but he couldn't help it as his lips began to wobble.

"W-who would do t-this?" Taehyung stuttered out, trying to hold back his tears because he didn't want to cry in front of his parents. It wouldn't be that big of a deal for anyone else, most would just laugh it off. But not Taehyung.

"I don't know. I'll clean it up." The man huffed out as he began picking up random pieces of toilet paper that laid on the grass. "I-I'll help" Taehyung offered as he began to help his dad pick up the paper.

"No Taehyung, go inside. I got it." His father stated, causing Taehyung's frown only to grow as he nodded and headed inside along with his mom. He felt bad because he wanted his fathers stress to go away and he thought last night was the beginning of it, but now it just spiraled back down again because of what someone did.

Taehyung and his mom didn't say a word to each other as each headed off into their separate rooms. Taehyung opened the door to his room and headed towards the window that wasn't across from Jungkook's, it was the window that looked out into his driveway.

Taehyung could see his dad struggling to clean everything up, the mans expression only filling up with stress which caused a tear to slip from Taehyungs eye. He hated to see his dad so upset, he hated seeing anyone upset but when it came to his family it really triggered him.

He wanted to go help so bad but he knew he would just get pushed away again, so he just stared out the window with tears now streaming down his face.

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Jungkooks heart broke as he watched Taehyung stare at his house in disbelief, he didn't even want to think how heartbroken Taehyung would be if he knew that he agreed to let this happen.

He felt so guilty knowing it was his fault, the way Taehyung's lips would quiver and how his eyes started filling up with tears. He knew he messed up and he only felt worse once he saw Taehyung's dad force the boy back inside.

Jungkook grabbed his head in his hands, he couldn't get the image of how sad Taehyung looked a few seconds ago out of his head. It was really heartbreaking and the raven haired couldn't believe himself. He knew Taehyung was going to react this way and he still let it happen.

"Fuck." Jungkook mumbled out, his eyes slowly averting to Taehyung's room once he saw that the said male had entered. He saw Taehyung making his way to the other side of his room, looking out the other window he had in his room.

Jungkook as well felt tears brimming at his eyes once he saw Taehyung start to cry, quickly wiping them away because he was not a crier.

Out of instinct, Jungkook knocked on his window to get the youngers attention who's head quickly whipped around to the sight of Jungkook. Taehyung sadly smile at the older which broke Jungkook's heart even more.

I can't tell him it was me, he'd hate me the raven haired thought to himself as watched Taehyung slowly walk over to his desk. Even if it wasn't him who exactly did it, he was the one who agreed to it which made him guilty.

Taehyung waved his hand to the older as he sat down in his usual chair, waiting for Jungkook to write something.

"Hey, I saw what happened to your house. You okay?" Jungkook knew he wasn't okay but it didn't hurt to ask, right?

"I'm fine." Taehyung wrote. No he wasn't fine but he wasn't about to vent about how hurt he felt because that would be embarrassing. Jungkook knew that as well which only made him feel worse. His heart tugged at the sight of the dried up tears on Taehyungs face.

"I'm so sorry about that. That's fucked up."

Taehyung pouted once he read the curse word.

"Don't curse please, it's not good. And you don't need to be sorry, it's not your fault."

Jungkook gulped once he read Taehyung's message. Great I made him sad again Jungkook groaned to himself. And he almost laughed once he read 'it's not your fault' because it definitely was his fault. He could've stopped it but was too selfish to do so.

"Sorry, I won't cuss anymore. And yeah, I just can't believe that they actually did that. I didn't think they'd do it." Jungkook wrote out of anger towards himself, not even rereading what he just wrote.

Taehyung's heart dropped once again as did a double take at Jungkook's message.

"Wait, you knew about it?" The brunette wrote with shaky hands, trying not to cry as he placed the message on his window.

Oh no Jungkook thought to himself. He took his paper off the window and re-read what he wrote, mentally punching himself once he realized he gave himself away. "You idiot" He told himself.

"I can explain." He wrote, becoming scared once he saw the heartbroken look in Taehyungs eyes. "Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck" The older cursed to himself.

"And you didn't tell them not to?" Taehyung was barely able to write, he couldn't believe that Jungkook would do such a thing. It broke his heart. He thought that they were friends. Taehyung was shaking so hard that the words he wrote were barely legible.

Jungkook didn't know what to write, he had no excuse because it was his fault. He tried to think of something to cover up his mistake but there was nothing.

"Tae, I'm so so so so so sorry. It is my fault and I am so sorry. I wish I told them not to, I was just selfish." Jungkook sunk his head down low as he placed the message up on his window. He didn't want Taehyung to see the guilty look in his own eyes.

"Is it because of me? Is it because they found out you were talking to me and you didn't want them to think you were talking to some weirdo like me." Taehyung wrote out, now letting the tears slip from his eyes.

Jungkooks stomach twisted into a knot as he read those words over and over again. Taehyung was right, he was right on point besides the part where he said he was a 'weirdo'.

"Taehyung of course not, I don't think you're weird. I think you are really cool and a great friend. They just assumed I was gay because I was talking to you and I didn't want them to think that."

Taehyung bit his lip, trying to keep himself from crying even harder as he read the words he wrote. "Friend" Taehyung mumbled to himself. He knew Jungkook saw him as nothing more than a friend but it hurt him when it was actually told to him.

"Is it that bad to be gay Jungkook?" The brunette wrote. He was now scared to tell Jungkook that he was gay because of how much Jungkook seemed to be homophobic.

"What? No, I just didn't want them assuming things that I'm not." Jungkook quickly wrote. He knew all and well that Taehyung was gay and he really had no problem with it.

"Well it seems to be a problem to you, and in that case I don't think you'd want to talk to me becomes I am gay and you probably hate me now." Taehyung wrote, putting the message up on his window as he let the tears flow out of his eyes. He knew Jungkook read his message, and he didn't want to read the hateful words he thought Jungkook was going to say to him so he ended up closing his window right before Jungkook was able to put up his paper.

"No!" Jungkook exclaimed once he saw Taehyung begin to close his window. He banged his arms against his window once Taehyungs were fully closed. "No come back.." Jungkook mumbled to himself, shutting his eyes closed as he rested his head against the window.

"God I fuck everything up" Jungkook groaned to himself, ripping apart the paper that he was about to put up on his window and tossing it into the trashcan. He wondered if Taehyung was ever going to talk to him again, he figured probably not because if he were Taehyung he'd hate himself. But that was exactly the opposite of what Taehyung was thinking.

Taehyung tossed himself onto his bed, wetting his pillows with his salty tears. He couldn't believe Jungkook would do such a thing, he knew that he was over emotional but he couldn't help it. His dad was still cleaning up the house and he wasn't even halfway done, it would most likely take days to clean and he didn't want his father going through that much stress.

Taehyung ended up crying himself to sleep again because of the same person that he shouldn't like.

I feel like im updating too much too soon but OMG I WANT TO DO A FOURTH UPDATE SJAHKJDBJABDJK im just having all these ideas and im getting excited over literally nothing😩💀

omg I lowkey read over this before I posted it and while I was reading it over I GOT ANOTHER IDEA UGGHGHGSHSJHSFJ SOMEONE TURN OFF MY BRAIN PLS IVE BEEN WRITING FOR TOO LONG IM GONNA END UP DOING 5 UPDATES JKSHDKJ