A few days have passed, I went back home. Added some more stuff to the painting, like starting the background and stuff. Luka's bouncing around from our houses though is spending the most time at Dylan's. It's been Issac fronting for the last few days though.

"So, you excited for this camp?" My mom states, placing her hand on mine.

"I mean getting out of school's nice."

"How's Luka doing? You know there's always room for them here."

"I know and xe does too. It's just staying at Dylan's place." Staring out the window, I watch the raindrops fall. -Crack- Lighting flashing before my eyes. That was beautiful. I hope the others can see it.

Continuing to drive, the weather worsens... Focusing more on the road, mom stares it down. Turning off the music. There's a dead silence, nothing but the rain hammering on the car. I hope the others are okay... This weather is worrying.

"Ugh, this weather is bound for accidents. I wouldn't be surprised if they postpone it till tomorrow to keep people off the roads." Stating mom keeps her eyes locked on the road ahead. Accidents? Fuck... Fearie, Luka, Dylan, Arden, Devil... please be safe...

Half an hour passes, nothing but continuous rain and the occasional lightning strike to break the silence. -Bzzzt- My notification goes off. Picking up my phone I have a message from Fearie's mom. Why would she be messaging me? Checking it, I read it in my head. Hi Froggie, so Fearie, Dylan and Luka are in the hospital. I'll give you an update as soon as I can...

What?-...No....No! It can't...

"Mom, turn the car around."

"What?! Why? We're so close?" Pulling up my Google maps I look up the closest hospital.

"We need to go to the hospital." Trying to keep calm.

"Hunny I can barely see, it'll be hard to even pull over."

"Take us to the fucking hospital!" Finally, tensing up, facing warming, feeling tears start.

"What has gotten into you? I'm pulling the car over right now." A gas station coming up. She signals and pulls in. "What happened?! It's already hard enough not to crash the car!"

"Th-that's what happened..."

"Froggie, we didn't get into a car crash. What are you talking about?"

"We didn't, but my friends did and they're in the hospital..." Looking down at my lap.

"...." Pausing, she doesn't speak. The sound of raindrops and thunder fill the silence. "Where's the nearest hospital? They would've gone there. I have to keep my eyes on the road so you give me directions." Finally looking up at her, I nod wiping away the tears. Be strong. Stop fucking crying so you can get to them that's the most important thing. Making sure they're okay...

Driving the opposite direction, I tell mom directions as she focuses on the road. Don't fucking cry now. Do you fucking do it. Making it to the hospital. I panic. What if they're not okay?...

"You head inside. I'll find parking." Nodding, I bust out the car door. Pulling my hood over my head. Sprinting into the main entrance I bolt to the front desk.

"Oh hello. Do you have an appointment? Or are you visiting someone?" Fuck I'm sorry Luka...

" A Lucas Orion Lauchlan." Saying Lucas felt like a betrayal. It's Luka's dead name. And I feel like I should cut out my tongue for saying it. Repeating what I said, they type into the keyboard.

"Ah, Mr. Lauchlan. He's in the eastern wing. But you need his approval, before yo-"

"I just got a fucking text that said he was put in fucking the hospital. They're my best friend you'd think I'd have eyr fucking consent!" Smashing my wrist on the counter, the tears begin again. "Please... I just need to see vem.."

"...Ok, let me get you a visitor's pass. You'll have to wait till he's awake though."

"T-thank you..." Calming down a bit. Sitting down on one of the chairs, I waited. Mom left to go to work, but gave me money for food and other necessities. Waiting for two days, I sat at the front desk. Getting food from the cafeteria downstairs.

Finally giving me a wristband that states 'Visitors pass' they instruct me to follow the orange line on the ground to room 464. Doing as they instruct, I follow the line half sprinting half walking. 459. 460. 461. 62. 63. 464!

Shoving through the door, I speak. Praying, hoping for the best. "Where is he..." Looking around, I spot Luka, in a hospital bed. His face...The left side looks like a battle ground. Half of his mouth ripped apart, showing teeth through his closed mouth. His left eye looks like snow with red squiggles across it. The whole side is cut up and burnt. "... Luka?.... Fuck.. I was told you guys were in the hospital but I wasn't told how bad it was.. Shit that's not nice.. Umm.. are... are you okay?" If he's this hurt, what about Dylan? And Fearie?...

"Luka? Whose Luka?" A nurse asks from the other side of the bed. Since when were you here?! Freezing, I stare at them.

"What in the shit are they talking about?" I ask, turning to Luka. This human right here is Luka shit bag. Jesus, you think it would actually be good at calling you the right name. Looking back at Luka, I tense a little. It was hard to see them this way. Fuck you! He's been through a lot, and it's not like it's his fault.

"I'm sorry sir but you can't be here." Turning back to the nurse, my breathing speeds up, as frustration floods me.

" Look. I got the pass. So I can be here." Raising my wrist, showing

"I don't recall Lucas clearing this. In fact he couldn't speak until moments ago."

"It's Luka... Eyr name is Luka." Pausing I take a deep breath.

"Luka??? Sir, are you in the wrong place? This is Lucas's room."

" You dense fucking bitch!!! Luka is Lucas's name!"

"Well still. 'Luka' did not clear you to be here."

"Then why do I have the fucking visitors pass, and the front desk told me how to get here." I state slightly yelling.

"Well, you shou-"

"DEAR FUCKING GOD. I AM HERE OK? I'M HERE TO SUPPORT MY FUCKING FRIEND! I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR TWO DAYS, SO FUCK YOU." Staring straight at them, unblinking. Finally they back off. Turning back to Luka I notice xe zoned out as to avoid the loud noise. Shit. I hurt xir ears. Fuck, why did I have to be so loud. Waiting a second, checking to see if the silence brought Luka back to reality, but nothing.

"Luka. luka? Luuukkkkaaaaaa.." Stating, waving my hand in front of its face. Snapping back to reality, he looks at my hand, then at me. Looking back at my hand, e bonks it with xe's head, keeping it there. I give him a little pat on the head. Suddenly tears begin to fall from xer eyes.

"I'm.....sorry..." He stutters, tensing the worst situations pop into my head. Someone didn't make it... I wasn't there to protect them. It's all my fault, I should have been there.

"Why would you.... Luka what.. What happened? Please tell me.." I can't be true... Zer tears become steadier. Suddenly, he falls back onto the bed, passed out.

"LUKA!" Shaking him a bit. Don't go... Please. "HELP HIM!" I cry looking at the nurse. Swiftly she moves towards us, checking the monitors and his breathing. Then taking a sigh of relief.

"He's just tired. He passed out from exhaustion." Breathing again I look at the hospital bed.

"Is there a person named Dylan here?"

"Mr. Lucas came here with a Dylan, yes."

"It's Luka, stop fucking dead naming him."

"Right, 'Luka' came here with a Dylan."

"What about a person named Feary?" Please. Please be okay.

"No sorry, I did hear one person didn't make it out of the crash though."... No... NO!..

"NO!" Clenching my hands, tears begin. Throwing a punch at the wall. Then more. "Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit." I punch the wall till my hands are bruised and bloody. Collapsing to the floor I don't speak. She's gone... Fear... I'm sorry, You deserved better than this! It should've been me...

"You, uh, you ok there?" The nurse states, reaching their hand out.

"DO I LOOK FUCKING OK TO YOU??" I state turning towards them.

"... I could always take you to the psych ward if you need."

"I JUST LEARNED THAT MY GIRLFRIEND IS DEAD, I'M NOT A FUCKING NUT JOB."

"Sorry..."

"Yeah, you should be fucking sorry." I pause, standing up. " Tell Luka I said goodbye..." Walking out of the room, I wipe the tears from my eyes. Though more replace them. E's gone...