Chapter 32: Move On?
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After the ring ceremony was over, Sana was talking to Jay. While talking, She was sometime looking at Sid who was standing beside Sanjana and they both were talking to some guests and relatives. She felt a pinch on her heart whenever she saw them together.
Noticing it, Jay asked, "Baat hui Sid se?"
Sana looked at Jay and said smiling forcefully, "Haan... Thoda bohut... Hi hello type."
"Don't you think you guys should have a proper conversation? 7 saal se yeh misunderstanding chal rahi hai tum dono ke bich. At least ab toh clear kar de, sach baata de usse."
"Nahi J.B. Ab kya hi clear karu? He is engaged now. And he seems to be happy with Sanjana. Aise mein purani baaton ko bich mein laa ke main uske liye sab kuch complicated nahi karna chahti."
"Sana aisa kuch nahi hai jo tu soch rahi hai. Sid Sanjana se pyaar nahi karta...."
"Par shaadi toh kar raha hai na?" Asked Sana interrupting making Jay quiet.
She smiled sadly and said, "Phir dheere dheere pyaar bhi ho jaayega. Aur hona bhi chahiye. Akhir Sid ko chhor ke toh main hi gayi thi. He deserves someone like Sanjana, not me."
"Par...."
"J.B trust me. I'm really happy for them. Aur main yaaha aap ki shaadi enjoy karne aayi hoon. Unn dono ko alag karne nahi."
Jay sighed and nodded.
After sometime, he said, "Waise tu hotel mein kyu ruk rahi hai humara itna bada ghar rehte hue?"
"Woh main bas aise hi...."
"Dekh main kuch nahi jaanta. Shaadi hone tak tu aur tera woh dost.... Kya naam hai uska.... Yeah Shubh.... Tum dono yaheen pe ruk rahe ho."
Sana was denying at first but after Jay insisted a lot, she finally agreed. After that, someone called Jay and he left from there while Sana again looked at Sid and Sanjana. The cameraman was clicking their photos.
"Thoda close aaiye dono." Said the cameraman and they stood little close giving pose.
No matter how much Sana was trying to stay strong, their closeness was affecting her. Her heart was breaking seeing them. She couldn't stay there anymore and went outside.
Though Sid was pretending like he was busy with Sanjana but from the starting his eyes were on Sana. He noticed that she left from there and immediately moved away from Sanjana.
"Tum yaaha ruko. Main aata hoon." He said to which she nodded.
Then he also went outside and found Sana standing at the garden facing her back. She was crying silently which Sid couldn't notice. He walked towards her and noticing him, Sana immediately wiped her tears.
"Aur congratulations Mr. Would be husband. Akhir tujhe tere liye perfect match mil hi gayi." Said Sana hiding her emotions perfectly.
Sid smiled slightly and said, "Perfect ka paata nahi, match mil gayi hai. Bas........" He paused for a while and said, "Kuch sawal hai, jinka jawab abhi tak nahi mila."
Saying that, he looked at Sana whose expression changed hearing that. She knew what he was talking about.
She took off her eyes and said, "Kuch sawalon ka jawab naa hi mile toh behtar hai Sid."
Saying that she was about to leave when Sid held her wrist tightly.
"Kaha jaa rahi hai? Phir se bhag toh nahi rahi jaise 7 saal pehle bhagi thi?" He asked sternly with pain filled voice.
"Sid mera haath chhor. Yeh thik nahi hai." Said Sana trying to free her hand.
Sid held it more tightly and asked with teary eyes, "Aur jo tune kiya, woh thik tha?"
Sana stopped moving her hand noticing his tears. She felt bad.
"Pyaar kiya tha tujhse. Aur tu bhi toh karti thi na? Phir kyu kiya mere saath aisa? Kyu mujhe baataye bina aise chhor ke chali gayi? Itna bura tha kya main? Agar kuch problem thi toh baat kar leti mujhse. Hum mil ke solve kar lete usse."
Teardrops fell from Sid's eyes which made it hard for Sana to control her emotions.
"Koi problem nahi thi Sid. Bas uss waqt mera tujhe chhor ke jaana zaroori tha, teri bhalai ke liye. Aur woh sach main tujhe nahi baata sakti Sid, tu aur bhi zyada tut jayega woh sun ke jo main nahi dekh paaungi." She said in her mind.
Sid took a deep breath and said, "Paata hai 7 saalon se mujhe yeh sawal pal pal khaye jaa rahi hai ki tere jaane ke piche kya wajah rahi hogi. Aur aaj mujhe uss sawal ka jawab chahiye."
"Maine likha toh tha letter pe. Nahi ho raha tha mujhse aur. Main nahi kar paa rahi thi uss relationship ko continue." Said Sana without looking at him.
Hearing that, Sid pulled her closer and grabbed her shoulders tightly. He looked at her with anger and pain filled eyes.
"Meri taraf dekh ke baata. Kya yeh hi sach hai? Tu sach mein sirf iss wajah se mujhe chhor ke gayi thi kyu ki tujhe accha nahi lag raha tha mere saath? Baata Sana."
"Haan yeh hi sach hai." Said Sana freeing herself from his grip. "Mujhe accha nahi lag raha tha tere saath. Hum dono bohut alag hai yaar. Isliye chizein work out nahi hui humare bich. Jaane se ek raat pehle main tujhe baatane aayi thi sab kuch lekin phir himmat nahi hui. Bura feel ho raha tha. Isliye woh letter chhor ke chali gayi. Ab jabardasti toh main uss relationship mein nahi reh sakti thi na?"
Sid became numb hearing that.
After sometime he smiled sarcastically and said, "Sach mein Sana, jitna maina socha tha, tu uss se bhi zyada heartless nikli."
"Agar khud ki khushi chun ne matlab heartless hona hota hai, then fine. I am heartless." Said Sana coldly. "Aur waise bhi woh 7 saal purani baat hai. Aaj ki date mein sabse bada sach kya hai paata hai?"
Sana took Sid's hand and showed him his engagement ring.
"Yeh hai sach." She said hiding her pain. "Abhi kuch der pehle teri engagement ho chuki hai. Tu Sanjana se shaadi karne wala hai and trust me uss se zyada acchi ladki tujhe kahi nahi milegi. Saamne itna accha future hai tera uske saath. Tu kyu abhi mujhse yeh saare sawal kar raha hai? Bhul jaa jo bhi hua and just move on yaar. Now you have Sanjana in your life."
"Move on? Right. Thik jaise tune move on kar liya na uss ladke ke saath?"
Sana became confused hearing that.
But before she could say anything, he said, "Bas dhyan rahe, uske saath bhi woh mat karna jo tune mere saath kiya tha."
Saying that, he looked at her with disgust and started leaving from there. Suddenly he thought something and turned back.
"Aur haan, tu iss galatfahmi mein mat rehna ki main tujhse aaj bhi pyaar karta hoon. I just wanted some answers which I got now. Warna move on toh main kab ka ho chuka hoon, Sanjana ke saath."
Saying that, he left from there angrily.
"I know." Uttered Sana and smiled sadly with teary eyes.
After that, she also came inside the mansion and stood with Shubh.
"Sana, tu ro rahi hai?" Asked Shubh in a serious tone seeing tears in her eyes.
"Nahi toh..." She said giving a forceful smile.
Shubh took out his hanky and said, "Dikh raha hai. Ab poch le aanshu. Warna make-up kharab ho jayega aur tu bandariyan lagegi."
Sana glared Shubh while he himself wiped her tears with his hanky making her chuckle.
All this was noticed by Sid. He felt hurt seeing her smiling at Shubh.
"Sana iske saath itni khush hai? Iss hi liye sayad itne saalon mein ek baar bhi usse mera khayal nahi aaya. Aur ab woh mujhe bhi sab kuch bhulne ko keh rahi hai. I wish it was that easy for me." He thought sadly.
At Night...
Mahi took Sana to her bedroom and said, "Tera saara zaroorat ka saaman rakh diya hai yaaha. Kaal subah tak hotel se tera suitcase bhi aa jaayega. Aur bhi kuch chahiye ho toh baata dena."
Saying that with a poker face, Mahi was about to leave when Sana said, "Mahi Di!"
Mahi looked at her hearing that.
Sana went to her and asked sadly holding her hands, "Kya baki sab ki tarah aap bhi mujhse nafrat karti ho?"
"Jo tune kiya hai uske baad ek Didi hone ke naate mujhe kya karna chahiye?" Asked Mahi to which Sana left her hands and looked down having no answer.
"Jaanti thi. Jawab nahi hoga tere paas.... par main tujhse nafrat nahi karti." She said further. "Chhoti behen jaisi thi tu meri, aur humesha rahegi. Bas jaane se pehle ek baar yeh baata deti ki tune Sid ke saath aisa kiya kyu tha. Akhir kya majboori thi teri?"
"Woh main aap ko nahi baata sakti Mahi Di." Replied Sana. "Bas ek request hai. Jab tak main yaaha pe hoon, main aap sab ke saath pehle ki tarah rehna chahti hoon. Kya yeh possible nahi hai?"
"Paata nahi. Main bas itna hi kahungi, ho sake toh sab kuch clear kar lena. Warna bohut der ho jaayegi."
Saying that, Mahi caressed Sana's head and left from there.
Sana sat on the bed and thought with teary eyes, "Ab clear kar ke bhi kya hoga jab woh insaan mera raha hi nahi?"
Tears rolled down her cheeks remembering about Sid and Sanjana's engagement.
Next Day...
Jay and Mahi's pre-wedding photoshoot held at the garden. The photographer was telling them to give different kind of pose.
"Thoda paas.... Nahi nahi aise nahi.... Acche se ki jiye." Said the photographer.
"Aur kaise kare? Sau tarah ke pose toh de diye. Ek bhi sahi nahi ho raha. Hadh hai!" Said Mahi getting irritated.
"Mujhe toh yeh pre wedding photoshoot ka idea starting se hi bekar lag raha tha. Humein nahi karna yeh sab." Said Jay to which Mahi nodded.
"Aise kaise nahi karna? Bina pre wedding photoshoot ke aaj kaal koi bhi wedding hoti hai kya?" Said Sana coming there.
"Exactly." Said Sid agreeing. "Udhar Ambani ke waha pre wedding pe pre wedding hoti jaa rahi hai. Aur aap dono se ek photoshoot nahi ho rahi?"
"Par...."
Before Mahi could say, Sana said, "Koi par var nahi. Bhaiya aap ek accha lekin easy pose karwao."
The photographer nodded and said to Jay and Mahi, "Ek kaam ki jiye, aap dono woh titanic wala pose di jiye."
Jay and Mahi sighed and spread their hands together giving titanic pose. But it was looking weird.
"Aise thik hai?" They asked.
"Jokers lag rahe ho dono." Said Sid and Sana together.
Jay and Mahi immediately took down their hands.
"Bas ho gaya. Humse nahi hoga yeh sab." Said Mahi and came back with Jay.
"Arrey itna toh easy hai. Ek pose nahi ho raha? Rukiye hum kar ke dikhate hai. Sana aa mere saath." Said Sid making Sana little shocked.
But before she could react, Sid took her in front of the camera. It was like he forgot everything for a moment.
After standing in front of the camera, Sid pulled Sana by her waist and hold her hand with his another hand.
"Bas aise hi toh karna hai." Said Sid while Jay and Mahi looked at each other not being able to understand what to say.
"Sid..." Uttered Sana softly looking down to which he came back to his sense and immediately left her.
"I'm sorry." He said.
"It's ok."
"Wah kya pose diya aap dono ne? Bilkool hero heroine lag rahe the. Ek baar phir se kariye na. Main aap ki kuch photos nikaal leta hoon jin ko dekh ke inhe pose dene mein asani hogi." Said the photographer.
"Hum kaise matlab....."
Both Sid and Sana started hesitating.
"Haan yeh sahi rahega." Said Jay. "Akhir pre wedding photoshoot ka sawal hai. Thoda help kar do."
"Haan phir humein asani hogi." Said Mahi.
Having no option, Sid and Sana nodded. They gave the same pose again.
The photographer clicked their picture.
"Ab thoda aise ki jiye....."
The photographer guided them and they gave poses according to that while Jay and Mahi smiled seeing them together after a long time.
The photographer clicked several photos of them in different poses.
"Ab woh titanic wala pose." Said the photographer and they did it.
They both were looking into each other's eyes deeply when Sanjana came there.
"Kya ho raha hai idhar?" She asked hearing which Sid and Sana stopped giving pose.
Mahi explained everything to Sanjana.
She thought for a while and then said, "Agar pose hi dikha rahe ho toh woh bridal style mein pick up karne wala pose bhi dikha do. Pre wedding photoshoot ke liye accha rahega, hai na?"
The photographer gave a huge smile and said, "Bilkool sahi kaha Madam. Woh wala pose best hai."
Sana became uncomfortable which Sid noticed.
"Ab rehne di jiye na. Itne saare pose toh ho gaye. Ab unka photoshoot ki jiye na jinki shaadi hai." Said Sid.
"Arrey Baba unke liye hi toh ho raha hai. Tum dono accha kar rahe ho. One last pose please!" Said Sanjana encouraging them.
Sid sighed and then picked Sana in a bridal style to which her heart skipped a beat. They both became lost in each other.
The photographer clicked their photo. Even after that, Sid kept standing in that position as if he didn't want the moment to end.
"Move on, yeh word bolna bohur easy but real life mein apply karna utna hi mushkil. Kal maine keh toh diya ki main move on ho chuka hoon but everything was a lie. Sach toh yeh hai main kabhi tujhse move on ho hi nahi sakta. Neither now, nor in future. Because I still love you Sana and will always do. And I f*cking hate this fact." He said in his mind looking at her while Sana couldn't save herself from his intense gaze.
Meanwhile, Sanjana's smiled faded away slowly as she sensed something between them. But she couldn't understand what was it.
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What will she do after that?
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