~Taurtis~
Another night had gone by slow. I haven't sleep in a week now and I know it's deadly at this point but....I can't sleep. I want to and every time I reach over to hug Sam I realize he isn't here by me. he's no longer by my side. right now he's next to a life supporter with nothing more than medicine in his countertop I'm not there by him. I'm not there a lot usually cause the time would run out. "gord Sam please...I need you here" I spoke to myself as I looked at the ceiling sadness ran through me like a breeze on a sunny day. Days weeks maybe without sleep and here I was thinking of Sam....

(sorry it was short but I hope I made the other longer)

-freak out