~Taurtis~
as we left the prison and the bloody sight I realized. "guys don't we start college tomorrow?" I asked them. both nodded. great now I'm going to get my sorry but to school...without Sam....out of all the people it had to be him. the people I love. the universe always does this to me. always ends up hurting me. I mean I get many great things in life but WHAT good is the things ans objects if family or friends keep getting hurt. I find that to be more common now. I get someone as wonderful as Sam only to have him get hurt. when will the day come when I get hurt. will my death be soon. what if Sam.....no he's strong I know it. "alright" is all I answered as we began to walk home. it was lonely not having Sam around. He would always try and make me laugh and sometimes did. He would be there when I needed him. and now well isn't here. I might as well go and visit him. "hey I'm going to go see Sam" I said to them. "oh can I go?" Jacky said catching up to us. she was adorable and Grian made her keep her stuffed bunny even if J warned to throw it out. "can she" I said taking her in my arms. J had a look a look of sadness but relief "take her" He said Grian nodding. however the way J said could have been misunderstood such as him saying to take her away. I nodded as began to walk to the hospital. "uncle Taurtis will uncle Sam get better?" she asked while we were still walking. "I hope so don't worry ok?" I said to her putting her down and holding her hand. "I worry a lot daddy still is mean well...no mean but he seems to ignore me" she said looking at the rocks below her feet. it's sad to know J was still not over the death of Yuki, but I see why he hasn't. "oh shiny" I could hear her say picking up a rock which was father shiny. Never change Jacky.

-Freak out