Now hear me out this has nothing to do with this story it's about me and if you actually care you would listen.

I give up ok...I just can't I try to be as cheerful as I can I try to make everyone's day but honestly

I am to busy saving others to even save myself, I been losing from the beginning I am really trying

I'm honestly always being kind to others even if they are mean but if I keep getting taken advantage OF then what's the point

so many of my friends either leave me or don't talk to me. Honestly I think I finally lost

I lost this battle of happiness, lost this battle of being strong I'm just weak

if I can't even smile myself then what's the point of going on like this

I can't keep pretending anymore guys I think my sadness has finally won my depression

it's getting better but still.....I'll still be cheerful on some days but...not all days

I'm sorry but I'm human too and I can't change my emotional ways I'm sorry but I give up....

-Freak out