Third person POV

Jungkook couldn't get to breath, his lungs were burning while his constant hiccups blocking his way to breath.

He pressed the break abruptly, halting in his way and gasping for air yet it seemed hard to him to breath. He couldn't understand the reason for why he's suffocating inside and making himself suffer.

Swiftly wiping his dripping tears, he opened the window, letting the breeze touch his puffy wet eyes.

He cluelessly Unpocketed his phone, gazing for a number which was still save there with his cutest name. His thumb trembled to touched the number but his mind couldn't.

He can't bother someone's happy life for his own achievements. He can't call Taehyung just know his where's about. The later definitely won't accept his calls.

He sighed, backing from the number and gazing at another who's quicker to response it.

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Third person POV

The weary sun seal up it glamorous colour  hiding behind the ceaseless river and spreading a tangerine orange shade to the city. Jungkook lost himself in the hue, letting his mind to freshen up in betwixt the grassy area.

"Hey" Hoseok settled in the grass ground sitting beside Jungkook who's eyes were fixed on the setting sun in front of them. Jungkook didn't reply, instead he hesitantly slanted his head towards Hoseok's shoulder, letting his eyes closed in the warmth.

Hoseok let out a grinned, spreading his hands over Jungkook's shoulder and embracing him into his arms and giving Jungkook his time to open up.

Minutes passed, both sat there. Jungkook has his eyes closed as many tears dribbling off it and wetting Hoseok's shirt, but later didn't seems to mind as his gazed fixed on the setting sun.

"Kook it's alright!" Hoseok tried to make his voice as shooting as possible just to serene the other who finally opened his eyes and gazed up at Hoseok.

"You say it's alright" Jungkook chuckled.
"But no. It's Never gonna be alright hyung" his faint voice barely audible to Hoseok, but it's holding a bunch of dejection which he could sense it easily.

Hoseok couldn't help but sighed, settling his shirt up as Jungkook slanted back from his shoulder. He saw Jungkook rubbing his dried tear from his sloppy cheeks and gazing at the end of the river.

"Did something happen?" Hoseok finally queries with a breathy voice, getting Jungkook's attention, who nodded without switching his gaze.

"I saw him again!" Jungkook let out a deep yet low breath, eyes closed as head thrown back, facing the cerulean sky.

Jungkook voice somehow made Hoseok muddled. " Who?"  but soon it's came to his mind, letting him sense what Jungkook taking about.

"You mean Yeonjun?" Jungkook shook his head, staring at hoseok.

"It wa-was Tae." Hoseok gasped at the moment he heard the name. There's no way he saw Taehyung, it's perhaps someone else again Jungkook thought as Taehyung.

"You sure?" Jungkook nodded.

"Yeah, i was sober and.....and he's my Tae.. I'm sure." He stared down, tugging some grass to distract his fuck up mind. 

"He... He was... was just looking...so small." He didn't noticed, how the droplets of tear rolled through his cheeks until it's reached his busy hands down there.

"I- i swear to......god..... If that fucker isn't taking care of him... I'll— I'll punch.... Punch him till death." His voice spatted out with venom, dribble with dominant as a feel of anguish filled him up as he shoved the tugging grass harshly.
Hoseok shook his head helplessly, unaware of what to say or what to not just to console Jungkook.

"You know what Jungkook? Sometimes we have to let go of something Just make ourselves sere—"

"But i can't." Jungkook blurted out. He could catch up the thoughts of Hoseok, but he can't help, he can't let go of Taehyung, he can't let his fillings die.

It's something he didn't dreamt of, he can't live with lie that he'll be happy someday.

"Jungko—"

"I can't help hyung. I know you're trying to help me but I'm— I'm so sorry that i just can't let go of Taehyung" Jungkook voice almost shout out as he stand up starling Hoseok a bit, who stand follow him.

"But Jungkook i just—"

"Hyung~ — I.. i love him so much." Hoseok prevent himself from saying further, he end up knowing Jungkook getting obsessed with Taehyung, his love for Taehyung taking a aggressive way —which he scared that, it will end up hurting one of them. It's not like they aren't hurting now by each time, but the way Jungkook behaviours are changing vigorously —are making him scared for the younger.

Hoseok nodded desperately, tapping others arms, who smiled pressing his lips and picked up his jacket from the grass.

"I should leave" Jungkook informed.

"Take care"Hoseok voiced as the younger cross passing him till his car, and drive off from his sight.

He exhale staring at the water and throwing a piece of dried clay which generated a shooting sound to his mind. The next thing he did to Unpocketing his phone and dialling it instantly.

As it got picked, his voice came up sternly which was completely different from the voice he used in front of Jungkook.

"Do me a favor!" His left hand itself made its way towards his pant pocket.

"I'll send you some pictures, just get me the information where he lives?" He hang up before pocketing it in and making his way towards the exit.

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Third person POV

"You get this for me?" His voice came out excitedly but mixed with anxious, the eyes a bit sparkling but still having the tint of fear.

Taehyung nodded at the thrilled tone, without looking at Chi-won who's busy staring at the watch Taehyung gifted him a minutes ago.

"But you didn't have to buy thi—"

"You didn't like it" Taehyung flop down on the couch, grabbing his strawberry bowl and munching it without care, while Chi-won shook his head, his lips almost pouted when Taehyung said those words. He swiftly come to him and sat, showing his wrist where he wore the watch.

"See,it's looking good" he dreamly mumbled, making Taehyung to look over his hand and chuckled.

"Yeah it is." Taehyung mumbled, Gazing at Chi-won, who stared back with a dubious way.

"Tae?" sighing and standing up from the couch Taehyung walked till his drawer—

"Chi-won. I really want me to change but" he paused "but I can't help—" his voice somehow sounded desperate while he placed the strawberry bowl in the drawer and stared back at Chi-won, who stand up heading towards Taehyung. His face change into a confused expression as to know —what Taehyung is taking about.

"I just need some space" Taehyung blurred out, looking down as again the trail of guilt rushed through his vain.

"Tae what—"

"I'm so sorry Won" Taehyung reluctantly sniffed, tears of guilt dropping from his hazels as he apologized for being rude to his husband.

Chi-won instantly came closer, embracing Taehyung in his arms, who let him hugged —but didn't hugged back. He just didn't feel like to do that.

"Sh sh Tae it's alright. Why you're even apologizing?" Taehyung snuffled, he himself don't know why he's apologizing; he himself bewildered about his thoughts.

He knows his heart will never be same —it'll never feel that way again he used to but yet he's trying to be okay. Every broken pieces of his heart is still cravings inside to get back the love he desire but he is helpless.

He's dying inside to get back Jungkook but he can't do anything with his defunct self, he can't help but cry. Helplessly. Desperately.
Just because they aren't together doesn't mean he had lost his feelings, that he's only bury with controls.

He can't help but think him as a selfish to make two person to suffer because of him—.

"Tae, it's alright." Chi-won shushed him, as he patted his blonde making Taehyung to sighed out loud.

Chi-won gave him time to simmer down, as he invariably analysed himself to know the reason behind Taehyung's behaviour. He knows there's something Taehyung tolerating with, so he always wondered what could be it he's put up with.

Taehyung snuffled clearing his eyes, before pulling up form the hug.
"Is it okay?" He heard Chi-won voice, came out very faintly to him in which he nodded.

"Tae...." Chi-won dragged Taehyung to the bed, making him sit and gave him the glass of water which Taehyung gulped it down.

"Your mom called me..... saying you didn't pick up her calls, and mm she called us tomorrow for dinner" Chi-won hesitantly spoke, much aware —not to make Taehyung sad again.

"Oh, is she?" Chi-won nodded "Actually i already planned it for tomorrow. I- I mean jin hyung called us so....mm you can go to mom I'm fine." Chi-won nodded again, not wanting to asked anything which may cause Taehyung to change his mind.

"Alright then. I'm not going without you anyways. I'll call her later." Chi-won climbed up to his bed, settling inside the cover. He patted beside him motioning Taehyung to get in.

"Tae, let's sleep. We have a meeting tomorrow." Taehyung bobbed, climbing beside Chi-won.

There's a huge bolster in between them. distancing both and separating their proximity.

It's which prevented them to get intimacy while Chi-won always wanted to be close to his husband, to cuddle him till sleep but he doesn't have any intention to make Taehyung apprehensive around him so he'll just manage it till Taehyung will get comfortable with him.

"So you're joining office from tomorrow?" Taehyung queries, hugging tight his pillow.

"Not only me but you're too." Chi-won excitedly uttered, but soon his smile faded imaging Taehyung to glaring at him, he without any stumble he swiftly switch just to let out a deep sigh, when he saw Taehyung pondering over something.

"Me? Meeting?"Taehyung spoke, still pondering.

"Mm yeah, and dad said we have it with Jeon enterprise tomorrow!" Taehyung eyes snapped at Chi-won, who flinched moderately, but finished spreading out a akward smile.

Taehyung seem to didn't react at first as his eyes glued at Chi-won face, finding it so much engrossing but his eyes switch when the carried into his mind.

The name! Yeah the name!

"With... with whom?" Taehyung attentively asked, turning towards Chi-won who has his eyes blinking rapidly.

"With Jeon enterprise—?" He bushedfully muttured, which made Taehyung to sit up on the mattress —swallowing hard.

Chi-won gulped at the sudden occurrences, as he himself sat up beside an anxious Taehyung whose eyes roaming over the white walls of their room.

"Jeon, you said?" Taehyung confirmed again, his gazed still not meeting Chi-won's.

"Yeah! What's wrong with that?" Chi-won queries! He was just a bit taken aback by Taehyung's gestures, he's acting strange.

"You don't want us to work with them?" He voiced, very calmly and softly making Taehyung to faintly gazed up at him
—shooking it off.

"Then?"

"Chi.... Chi-won you know.. mm with whom you have the meeting?" Chi-won nodded, his eyes still wide as confusion got his best.

"It's Kim Namjoon or perhaps Min Yoongi. I mean me and you are going to attend it behave from our enterprise." Taehyung didn't contented with the reply as he throws a questionable look towards Chi-won.

"They said, the CEO is in holiday so the managers are taking the meeting, and many companies will attend it." Taehyung carefully listened everything Chi-won spoke.

"The CEO?" Chi-won stared at him befuddled, he wondered why Taehyung's so much affected with the office work so sudden. Normally he just goes to office and do his works, sometimes attends meetings if Mr. Kang aka Chi-won's father wants it but never get into this much clos with those stuffs.

Taehyung is a business major so Mr.kang readily asked him to work rather than staying home, where he agreed gladly.

"You're asking his name?" Taehyung nodded.

"Oh It's Jeon Jungkook" and there his breath hitch, preventing him to react at Chi-won's calls.

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