"hey, y/n, are you awake?" yedam pops his head in the room before letting his whole figure in. he was holding his laptop, teddy bear and a bag of chips. using his feet, he closed the door behind him.

"yeah, i don't feel drowsy at all." you said, taking off your earphones and placing your phone down. "what's with all that stuff?"

"i feel bored so why not watch a movie with you?" yedam sits down on the bed beside you, placing his laptop and the bag of chips in front of him while his teddy stayed on his lap.

"don't you have class tomorrow too?"

"yeah but i want to spend time with you, is that not allowed?"

"it's already ten."

"we'll watch this movie and after the movie, we'll sleep, okay?"

"um, yedam,"

"yeah?"

"can you stay here? i hope you understand why i'm still a bit scared of sleeping here alone. i know that there are no ghosts, it's just the place is still a bit foreign."

"sure." yedam nods as he opens his laptop and plays a video.

the both of you were so into the movie since it was an action movie this time and not a kdrama, though it still had some romantic scenes.

yedam leaned his back on the wall while you had your head resting on his chest unknowingly. you were too concentrated that you didn't even feel yedam playing with your hair.

the bag of chips rested in between the both of you. you would take a chip or two from the bag while your eyes were stuck on the laptop screen and yedam noticed that.

yedam couldn't deny but he has a crush on you. he wondered if it was obvious or not. yedam being that guy, he dips his hand inside the bag of chips along with you and the both of you get the same chip.

he drops the chip and takes your hand instead. when yedam gently squeezed your hand, you returned to reality, finally realizing that you have been leaning on his chest.

you immediately sat up, looking at him with wide eyes. your cheeks were heating up, but you thought that he wouldn't see because of the lighting.

"i saw your looks at the girls earlier. were you mad?" he asked.

"w-why would i be mad?"

yedam sits up, not leaning on the wall anymore. he lifts up your intertwined hands out of the bag of chips and places it in his lap. you stared at it as your heart beated like crazy.

"you glared at them."

"i did not."

"stop denying please."

"look, i was just concerned because wore short skirts."

"it's the school uniform, dress code."

"hey! don't blame me. you know that i haven't went to school for decades."

"yeah but who were you mad at? the girls or me?"

"how could i be mad at you?"

yedam just states at you, glancing at your lips. your hands go cold, you couldn't explain how you felt. he was about to lean closer to you, but you looked away, facing down.

"y-yedam,"

"what's wrong?"

"i'm sorry. it's just that.."

you heard him sigh. it kinda hurt you.

"it's okay. i understand."

he was about to stand up but you squeezed both of your hands tighter.

"don't leave me now, please." you said, still looking down.

yedam kisses your cheek and you felt like fainting. your heart raced and you felt butterflies in your stomach.

"i won't, i'll just go get you a glass of water and maybe a hot pack too. your hands are so cold." yedam said before letting go of your hand to go out of the room.

you felt your hands were colder without his touch. you continued to stare at the floor, wondering what you're feeling.

you haven't felt it before, but you knew what it was. you just couldn't confirm it. half of you says that you love him and want him but half of you is scared to fall in love.