Ahhhh rant up head about nothing in particular

Gosh damn it I feel disgusting rn (it's 10:30 pm) I got "T h e w e e k" yesterday and I've been cramping so bad. It comes in waves andndjdbdksndj
It's horrible damnit
Also someone wanted a commission from me on insta
So I accepted, and asked them to send the points. They then asked "Whag points?" I politely explained the payment, and then they asked how to send the them, I politely told them.
The next day, I sent them the link to my profile, and the said it wasn't working. I asked "What's not working?"
"Creating an account"
By this point I was fed up, and asked them if they had the points.
"Uhhhh idk"
Djsbdkxbsksbs
Then I told them to re-commission me when they had the points. They sent a bunch of sad faces. I told them not to guilt trip me.
There was no respond for a few mins until they said: "My art sucks"
I told them once again to not guilt-trip me.
They said, "Whatever -_- BYE"
I said kindly to be kinder to commissioners in the future and to have a good day.
They responded: I SAID BYE
So I said thanks for your time and left
About 15 mins later they said;
Sorry I was stressed out
Shdbdkdbdndn
I wanted to say: Mate I have anxiety and I snap too but that's not a completely valid reason.
But I said: It's okay.
They asked another question about points, I responded. And then said I gtg, as they asked another question. I didn't want to deal with them and feel like a tutor anymore, so I blocked them, mainly for guilt-tripping.
Idk if you know this about me, but I get guilt-tripped very easily 0w0
Also we went to this food festival in our city (by We I mean my fam) and it was so crowded when I saw it I was like
Purity
Whatever you do
Do not have a panic attack
Please
20 minutes later I was almost crying and I was fidgeting and panicky and I felt disgusting (for reasons mentioned earlier) and my parents (I haven't told them about my supposed social anxiety) were confused, so I just told them I was tired so they said I should eat and forced me to eat even tho J wasn't hungry (I just wanted frozen lemonade and chocolate djdjdndkdnd T0T) so that was fun (I got a slushee tho XD)
It's weird because I'm hardly ever hungry anymore (I eat breakfast every 3 days or smth oops) and I don't get hungry? Idk
And now it's 11;00 and I'm not tired ajsbsjdbdjen
I'm in that state we're I'm getting tired and I wanna sleep but can't and ska

Thanks for coming to my ted talk

I'm still craving some frozen drink rn but I only have tap water owo