How could you ever let that go?

So you take a weapon in hand.

You train yourself. You learn. You grow. Your only thought is revenge. You search them out... hunt them down... you fight... you attack... and you kill them... and kill them... and kill them... and kill them. Sometimes things go well... and sometimes they don't. Each time you ask, how will I kill them next time? What's the best way to kill them? Day after day, month after month, that's the sole thought that takes up residence in your head. Of course, you test every idea you have when the opportunity presents itself. And in time...you come to relish it.