It's morning. A new day!!!

Mirari opens her eyes as sunrays fall on her. She looks around to see the album and the shirt on her, she regains the memory from last night.

She sits on the bed looking outside to see a bright sunny day with some clouds, she sighs.

Not letting her pain make her sad again because seeing her devasted would make Jaro worried.

She showers and then cooks breakfast. A bit later wakes up Jaro and gets him ready for the special day.

While he eats his favorite sandwich holding Siesta and keeping Calabacita next to his chair he speaks giving cute expressions, "Momma, we gettin pumpum. I wan big one".

"Yes, baby we will get you a big pumpum", she says busy cleaning the kitchen.

"Momma, Momma", he says while eating and looking at Siesta.

Mirari thinks he is just blabbering and she gets close to him since he didn't even finish one-fourth of his food. "Jaro, eat quick, we need to go to get your pumpum", she says looking at him and trying to feed him.

"Momma", he again says and this time Mirai has to listen because his face seems serious this time.

"Yes, tell me, little prince", she says moving her head in a nod.

"Siesta says look good in purple and pendan", he says looking into her eyes and blinking a few times.

Mirari freezes in her place because only Jungkook used to say she looks gorgeous in purple.

Jaro continues, "Lil sister is with Dada". Mirari shook to the core hearing these words from her son.

She looks at Siesta seated on another chair in front of Jaro. She is scared, she gulps and takes a deep breath. Picking up his son and leaving the dining table taking Jaro away from Siesta.

She sits on the couch catching her breath and she thinks for a little while and looks at her son.

"Jaro, baby, why not we go tomorrow to get you a pumpkin?", she asks caressing his head and making him sit on her lap.

"No, no, wan today, no morrow, today", he says with his sad pout playing with his fingers.

"Baby, tomorrow there will be bigger pumpkins. Today, let's go to grandma, she misses her Jaro", Mirari tries to cheer him up and divert him by trying to lure him to something else.

But he doesn't listen and starts to cry. "Wan pumpum hoy, Siesta with me", he says crying pointing towards the dining room where Siesta is.

This is exactly why she can't throw Siesta out even if she wants to. She sighs because she doesn't know how to win from her son.

Finally, she gives up in front of her son's tears and decides to go for it.

Scared but with no choice she makes her heart strong to go back to that place which she never wants to see.

The pumpkin patch!!

She feeds Jaro quickly, changes their clothes, and sits inside the car carefully driving where she doesn't wish to.

Mirari is in front of the pumpkin patch with Jaro in her arms. She is standing there for the last five minutes not wanting to step in.

"Momma, in in there look", Jaro is trying hard to get off his Momma's arms or to ask to go in but she is frozen.

"Momma", Jaro screams and that is when she moves her face and eyes looking at her son.

"In pumpum in there", he says pointing inside the pumpkin patch finally making her move.

To her surprise, she is wearing Jungkook's favorite purple dress and the pendant she bought. She gets inside slowly. She is moving so slowly as if someone will attack her. She is scared of the past horrors.

She meets the same old lady who helped her at that time when she needed the most. That old lady has been there supporting and taking care of her since then. She made Jaro feel better that day and visited him quite often.

Mirari also takes care of the old lady as her mother. She helps Mirari get in to make her feel comfortable. She talks sweetly to Jaro.

Mirari walks deep inside and she doesn't want to put down Jaro even after his hard efforts.

But when the old lady asks and calms her down. Once she feels at ease she puts him down but holds his hand keeping him close.

"Momma, there, there", Jaro pulls Mirari towards a place that comes into her dreams making her cry every night.

That is the place where Jungkook took his last breath in her lap.

Seeing this place memory hits her hard and she feels no control over her body that her tiny little son is pulling her with one hand with Siesta in another.

Her legs are walking close to that place.

Currently, the pumpkin patch owner in respect of Jungkook has built a little pumpkin hut. Yet, that place brings back the pain she hides inside her chest every day.

"This pumpum, this round and big pumpum, Momma", he exclaims.

Mirari can't seem to walk past that hut. Her leg froze.

Whereas Jaro gets an opportunity to run to that pumpkin with a big huge smile.

He starts to play with it and touch it and makes Siesta sit on top of it.

Mirari falls to her knees, covers her face, and starts crying. She let out all those tears she hid seeing that place where she saw Jungkook lying down.

"I am sorry, forgive me. I couldn't be a good wife. I-", she sighs and cries in her sorrow and speaks looking towards the hut.

"I couldn't save you nor I could get the courage to be here. I am sorry, baby".

"I miss you and I love you, Jungkook".

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She is again at this place which ruined her family. So much is going inside her brain.

I wonder what will happen now. What are your thoughts about it?