"They always told her life is what you made of it.
But how could that be true?
She had always tried to make life the absolute best,
yet it never worked."
E X C E R P T S O F S T O R I E S

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No broken hearts in the club, no tears in the club
Cause we gon get it poppin' tonight
No broken hearts in the club, more drinks pour it up
Cause we gon get it poppin' tonight

"Brrrrrrrriiiiiieeeeeeeee Mooooooode da da da da da" I screamed out missing our fellow bestie, well my bestie, her sister.

But she was preggers, the lucky bitch, while Nicole's boyfriend was currently at home sleeping which meant she would be leaving soon to be there when he wakes up from a rough night in the ring. While I had no one and Naomi was sucking Jimmy's face. Cute, I mean I guess they were celebrating her being back but have you ever been basically the only single one and its like the love is just thrown in your face?

Well that's what this torture felt like...

"Lucky fucking bitches" I groaned and sunk down on the step with a pout.

"What just happened?" Nicole giggled and I wasn't sure either, I wasn't drunk but I wish I was.

We going straight to Miami
Hop on a plane don't need no plans
Shining so hard like a Grammy
Forget all the players what they did
We gonna be buying the drinks, we gonna be buying the drinks
Line off the bottles, line off the models, we gonn' forget everything

"I'm hot right? Like I'm smoking aren't I? Maybe my personality just throws guys off. But I haven't wrestled him, okay maybe once or twice, he's just urgh and urgh and oooooh" I mumbled not even sure if they were taking note of me considering they were wasted.

"You are making absolutely no sense right now but I weirdly understand you. You like the wolf?" Naomi laughed.

"Woof woof" I heard Jimmy.

Oh ain't nobody going home, you know what you came for
To dance off the pain, don't feel a thing, just feel the champagne
If you're feeling lonely, better let me hear you sing

"Aaaaaaaaaaaaahwooooooooooooo!" I sounded out and soon they were all joining in.

"Aaaaaahwwwwoo... What are we over the wolf thing now?" I groaned.

"Nah wolves be doing their thing. They're dope, ask wolfie over there?" Jon nodded behind me.

I frowned and turned to see Baron not even sure how he knew I was here. I saw Andrea in the distance and rolled my eyes, "to the dance floor guys!"

"To the dancefloor!" Everyone made their way and I was about to as well when I felt an arm grip mine.

"Why did you leave?" He gritted but still made himself audible above the loud music.

"Because I am a grown woman who can do as she pleases" I scoffed, "you're hurting me by the way"

He wasn't but it got him to let go of me and I quickly made my way onto the dancefloor getting lost in the bodies.

I hated clubs, I loved the drinking and the craziness but clubs were just too stuffy and...

I sighed as I felt myself being pulled against someone, "You're mad at me and I don't like it"

His voice was low and deep above the noise and I turned to face him, having to stare up at him due to us being so close.

"I'm not mad, I'm just sick of being stuck " I blurted out not sure where this would be ending up.

"Stuck?"

"Yes! I'm at work all day and then I come back to our hotel room and I'm at your convenience. Its a routine and I hate routines" I screamed out.

"Okay then tell that to Bryan because he is the reason you are stuck with me." He shrugged and made his way through the crowd but I grasped his hand.

"Don't act like you feel like you aren't stuck with me either"

"What?" I wasn't sure why he seemed so confused about everything after what he did last week, disrespecting me.

I guess I had to remind him...

"Oh my gosh, you kick me out of my room so you can fuck Andrea after treating me like shit. And then you bring her here probably on some date and.."

He glanced around before staring down at me.

"Are you jealous?" Was all he asked and I rolled my eyes because it was clearly amusing him when I was so fucking mad, hurt and everything I didn't want to feel again.

Rejected...

"Does it matter? I get it okay? I'm the girl next door who will always be your loudmouth friend who is there for a fuck and for you to take your moods out on. And maybe once in awhile actually force a laugh out of you. But that's all I am someone at service to the guy who doesn't have any friends and who isn't my friend either and who is only here because me being mad at him would make his life awkward because we hang out all the fucking time."

"And I'm the guy who will always be there to give you one. You were the one calling out my name in the bed, the one who came crawling to me after I fucking pushed you away so you shouldn't be complaining honey" He snapped.

"The first night we slept together you were the one who fucking seduced me into this shit and now when I continue to do what you wanted, what you told me you could get from any other guy on the roster but settled for me, you are fucking mad."

I glanced away...

"You're right. I'm sorry for wanting to be wanted by the guy who only thinks about where to stick his dick" I moved to the VIP area and picked my bag up.

"You're so annoying" He groaned as he ran his hands over his face before resting them on his sides as he stared up shaking his head.

"I know." I sighed and stared up at him .

"I never wanted Andrea you know? I never did anything with her, never planned to, and I came here because Matt said he saw you guys head out with a limo."

"So you came out here looking for me?" I smiled not even sure why.

"Yes." He shrugged.

"Why?" I sat down but he remained standing.

"Because I hate sleeping without you" He rolled his eyes in annoyance causing me to certainly not believe he really meant it.

"Bullshit you don't, you fuck my brains out and then I'm non-existent. Either that or you hurt me and leave for a date" I sighed and glanced away.

"I was mad. I'm sorry." I heard him next to me and realized he didn't have to apologize when he was a single guy who could choose anyone. And I had thrown him in her direction knowing what he preferred...

"That's okay I know mad is a norm for you. I just. I should probably get my own hotel room because I can't do it anymore" I stared straight ahead at the strobe lights and the bodies moving on the dancefloor.

"But that's what you liked!"

"Yeah not every night though. Every night of you staring blankly at me when I'm staring at you with googoo eyes. You not touching me because its business and me going from a high to you just disappearing and then a simple THANKS KID that was fucking awesome of you for letting me use you. Or last week with anger and you don't care if I'm silent and not enjoying it and you're not rough because you didn't even see me. Then tonight when I do it you want to get mad for the silence, You're just mean." I simply stopped not really feeling like continuing any further with last week flashing into my mind.

" I am mean though." He confirmed not seeing my point.

"Yeah but you've never scared me before Baron" I breath staring into his eyes, maybe it was the alcohol or maybe I was just too close to something that wasn't good anymore but was pulling me closer to a hurt I didn't want to risk feeling again.

The sooner I got out the better before he realized and made it worse by being cold when dismissing me.

"Well then you should get your own hotel room. You lasted much longer than I expected KID." He stood up and pushed his way through the crowd and I simply stared ahead already missing him even if we were arguing.

I had wanted something light and fun but it was heading for everything but and it was my own doing but I couldn't let it reach the point of no return.

"No wolf for NeyNey?" Jimmy frowned appearing next to me.

I shook my head and hugged him knowing he was too out of it to even realize what just happened.

I wasn't even sure what just happened.

"No wolf for NeyNey"

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SO I DID DEDICATIONS FOR THIS CHAPTER BUT WATTPAD WENT CRAZY AND DELETED THE DRAFT AND I LOST TRACK OF ALL THE PEOPLE WHO VOTED+ ADDED THIS BOOK AND I'M SO SORRY. I GUESS I'LL SEE THE RESPONSES OVER THE NEXT FEW CHAPTERS AND THEN DO IT: (

JUST WANT YOU GUYS TO KNOW I APPRECIATE EVERYONE VOTING + COMMENTING + ADDING BECAUSE THIS IS A UNIQUE PAIRING!

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