"SO little of what could happen
Does happen."
S A L V A D O R D A L I

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"Can I confess something? " I slowly bit my lip making sure no one was really around.

She searched my eyes before setting her cocktail down. "You know you want to.."

"So I like Baron." I closed my eyes and tipped my head back, not believing I actually said it out loud.

I mean I had said it out loud to myself quite a few times when reminding myself how silly I was being but it was the first person I told. And telling her didn't feel silly it felt right in so many ways but shouldn't have because there was no point in them...

She rolled her eyes but then smiled, "well the way you were talking about him, showing that caring side I knew it would be obvious soon. And well with your hormones going crazy, sharing a room and well a bed.."

I giggled hoping she hadn't recalled that slip.

"So I can't be spontaneous and just want to bang a guy?" I smiled a bit.

"That doesn't even sound like my NeyNey"

I sighed because I thought I could be but I wasn't.

"Besides, you guys spend most of your time together. He has become your friend even if that's not what I initially wanted, you have been stuck with him for two months being nice to him, what else are you going to do you know?"

"Yeah" I mumbled.

"Then go to that room and finally have some mindblowing sex. I mean you aren't the type to just bang and not spend the morning with someone but you already do that so it will be good to relieve some you know.." She nudged me, if only she knew...

"That's if he's there. I kinda set him up with someone" I cringed a bit thinking about the words I had blurted out before I left him simply because I was mad at him. Hurt and mad but deep down knew I was doing it simply as a stupid defense for myself.

"Of course you did."

"I figured if I see him with someone else then it will make it all go away. I don't need distractions from work." I didn't even believe the words I was saying because that didn't work, I hadn't been back to the room having gone straight to Nikki's so I wasn't sure what he was doing or if he maybe had work.

"You can't be all work and no play"

"Weren't you the one telling me not to make the same mistake?" I sighed.

"Oh my word its just sex babe and he is clearly not like Mr Big Shot. "

Apart of me knew she was ignoring that I had said I liked him because Nicole wouldn't be so calm knowing what had happened the last time I fell for someone at work.

This one was entirely my fault though, I seduced Baron.

"It always is.."

"What always is?" I heard Dolph and saw him heading over with Nattie.

I rolled my eyes and prepared myself to get lost in mindless chatting with my friends...

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I sighed as I entered the empty room deciding to clean up a bit because I wanted to fuck his brains out but we had had a good morning so maybe we could just hang out before.

The only mess there was the luggage since I had done a good cleaning job this morning.

The later it got I knew thinking the good mood from this morning before Andrea made her appearance wouldn't be happening, I mean it was only nine but we had to get on the road in the morning.

I did just what Nikki suggested instead and slipped on his t-shirt from his luggage instead of waiting to do our usual trading before getting into bed. After about half hour he walked in and judging by his face something upset him I was sure he went out looking for trouble everywhere.

He didn't say anything but I knew what he wanted, sometimes he didn't speak. I would be working real late editing my shows and he would come in after me stumbling in or he'd be asleep but once I came out of the shower I'd be pinned beneath him.

I removed my underwear as he stripped down to his basketball shorts but I frowned as he didn't push into me but instead buried his face into my neck as his fingers worked over me.

I was so surprised I felt myself close to the edge but before I could reach the clouds he stopped and crawled down my legs and I moaned loudly as his tongue slicked over me. I was no stranger to it but he usually did it to wake me up..

"Oh yessss" I bit my lip feeling the knot in my stomach but he immediately stopped again causing my eyes to snap open.

I saw him walk over to his backpack and pull out, a condom?

"I thought you didn't like it" I half breath just wanting to be fully satisfied.

He didn't say anything as he dropped his shorts and slid it on. He then pushed hard into me in one swoop causing me to gasp but he didn't wait , he continued pounding into me.

It was a bit too rough for my liking and the anger was in the air as he pushed harder and faster and hurt a bit. While I usually enjoyed it I didn't like him this mad, I usually saw hidden things in his eyes but all I saw and felt was anger. So needless to say I was silent and not really responsive just allowing him to get done hoping to hear what was going on.

He soon pushed hard into me and as he did he immediately stood up and went to the bathroom.

I was a bit confused but waited to hear the door again. I turned on my side, facing it, and it soon opened while I frowned as I saw him dressing.

"Where are you going?"

"Sparks flew with her this morning" He shot back before leaving causing my heart to sink.

I went to shower and sighed as I should have known it would be thrown back in my face and I felt even more sick that he had slept with me and now went with her, proving I was nothing more than just sex...

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I felt myself being shaken awake and saw Baron crouching in front of me in the dim light.

"Hey you need to get up."

I frowned and then saw Andrea beside him.

"What?"

He nodded towards her as I sat up.

Was he serious?

I sighed and moved towards my luggage and got a shorts out.

"Or you could stay here. " his voice was soft and almost sincere while he was about to fuck her beside me?

No thanks.

"Its fine.." I mumbled and walked out feeling stupid as ever.

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HAPPY 20 CHAPTERS! SORRY ITS SO SHORT 😞😞
WROTE A CRAPPY MID-TERM TODAY😠
BUT WILL MAKE UP FOR IT SOON😘😘
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