Sorry that you all have to deal with me and my problems..

I know I probably sound like a petty bitch all the time..

I'm not strong or special or anything like that, so why stay?

Aris is sitting beside me trying to make me forget all the bad shit but it's not really working..

I appreciate him trying though..

In other news, I got caught with cutting yesterday..

Now I got stitches and my admission has now been extended further.

I was also told I couldn't go near Aris anymore because my actions would 'rub off' on him.

Ha. How childish.

That's not stopping me though.

Aris is the only person I can stand to be around.

And now that he's been around me for awhile, I'm use to his company.

But now, I lost all chances of escaping thanks to me fucking everything up. Like usual.

Guess I better get comfy. This will be my new 'home' for a long time.