"You're never going to get a job or life if you keep being a little shit you know"

"Wearing that again? Pfft. No wonder why you have no friends"

"Who the fuck gave you permission to look so fucking disgusting? Surely I didn't"

"Haha you're a waste you know that? You should by now, unless your IQ of 2% is failing you again"

"What was I thinking bringing you into this pathetic world? Should've aborted you when I had the chance"

I can't get these out of my head..

They've been said to me all my life by my own mother.

And I believed her.

Still do.

I was never good enough. And I never will be..

Please make it stop..

Make the voices stop..

I don't want to be here anymore..