A/n: this was too long so it ended badly, it'll continue next Saturday.

Sorry if the end disturbed you,

Sorry I missed yesterday's upload.

And in case some of you don't know, yes, this has all happened to me.

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~ 3rd person ~

"Please Jack, it'll be fun, you've been hauled up in either the living room or our bedroom for weeks!" Pleaded Mark.

"Mark, I said no. I'm sorry but I just don't feel like going out and being around a bunch of people, especially ones that are drinking" Jack replied gravely. Mark sighed, disappointed that his own boyfriend won't go to his best friends birthday party with him. After Mark trying over and over to get Jack to go with him he eventually gave up. Yes, Mark was displeased in Jacks decision but he couldn't force him to do something he didn't want to do.

"I'll be fine, you go and have fun, after all it's only a small indoor party with friends right?" said Jack, giving Mark one last hug before he heads out the door.

"Ya it is, but are you sure you don't wanna come?" Repeated an anxious Mark.

Jack nodded and ushered him out the door before Mark said or asked anything else. He got in his car and before he started pulling out of the driveway Jack yelled while waving, "give Bob my best wishes!" Mark waved back smiling and drove off.

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[9:00pm]
- At the party -

Mark pulled up to the house and didn't expect to see what was in front of him. Hundreds of people in Bobs spacious backyard dancing and drinking which honestly looked like they belonged at a heavy metal concert or a club, a big DJ booth playing ear ringing bass music, beer pong tables, Bobs pool and hot tub filled with half drunk-half sober women and the occasional pukers unloading all the alcohol out of there weak systems in the grass. Mark was blown away, he thought it was a small get together, but oh boy was he wrong.

He shoved through all the partying people attempting to look for Bob or anybody he recognized. Eventually he found him by a group of girls near the hot tub.

"Bob!" He exclaimed, trying to talk to him over the loud music. Bob noticed his friends arrival and excused himself from the sluts that were hanging all over him. They walked over to a quieter area but it wasn't much of a difference from where they stood before.

"Sup buddy, what took ya so long?" Asked Bob, resting his hands on his hips.

Mark was almost lost for words, "w-what what took me so long?!" He stuttered, clearly very flabbergasted by this whole thing.

"Dude! What happened to the 'small friends only' party?" He asked.

"Oh funny story," laughed Bob.

"My buddy who is a dj knew it was my birthday today so he said he'd come over with a gift, sure enough he came and I guess his gift was all this" he gestured to the crowd and dj equipment.

"Oh" is all that Mark said, still looking around.

"So, where's Jack?" Bob questioned.

"Oh uh he didn't feel well enough to accompany me tonight but he told me to tell you happy birthday" replied Mark.

"Oh that sucks, hope he feels better"

"Whelp, the night is young, come party!" Bob beamed heading  over to the alcohol table pouring himself and Mark shots.

"What's in these?" Asked Mark looking into the shot glasses.

"These my dear friend are 10 shots of Everclear, 5 for each" said Bob.

(A/n: for those that don't know, Everclear is a strong drink that is 95% alcohol and that does in fact taste like shit)

"Everclear? That tastes like ass Bob, and plus, I promised Jack I wouldn't drink tonight" Mark said bitterly.

"Oh come on Mark, quit being a party pooper, if you want I can change it to Bacardi 151?"

(Bacardi isn't as strong as Everclear, it only contains 75.5% of alcohol)

"I promised Jack, and plus I need to drive home tonight anyway"

"I'll get my buddy John to drive you, he's driving Felix home since he's drinking too, it'll be fine" Bob pushed the 5 shots to his raven haired friend.

Before Mark could push the tiny glasses away again, a small group of people formed and started chanting along with Bob.

"DRINK DRINK DRINK DRINK DRINK!" They chanted.

Mark gave in to the peer pressure too easily and downed each shot with Bob to make them happy and before he could get up to leave the area, the group clearly weren't satisfied yet.

"MORE MORE MORE!" They cheered.

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By the end Mark had consumed 30 shots of Everclear and had ran outside to release the pressure that was in his stomach. He was beyond drunk and hazy. Felix had seen the show and yes he took a few drinks but not enough to get hammered so he still had clear judgement. He decided to get John and take Mark home since it was almost 2:00 in the morning.

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John dropped off Mark and drove away, he stumbled to the front door and managed to open it. Jack had been up for hours wondering where his boyfriend was, he wasn't answering calls or texts and was very worried something happened.

Jack heard the door close and ran downstairs to see him.

"Mark! Jesus you scared me, what took you so l-" He was cut off by Mark slamming his lips onto his own, Jack was taken aback by his boyfriends actions and tried to push him off seeing he was getting too aggressive.

"Mark!" Jack yelled pushing him off the minute he tasted alcohol on his tongue. Jack was furious that he broke his promise, he was about to give him a piece of his mind but Mark paid no attention.

The drunken raven haired man pushed Jack up against the wall kissing everywhere from his lips, to his neck, to his chest. His hands roaming around the smaller ones waist and lower. Jack tried his hardest to push him off but he wasn't very strong.

Jack knew where this was going and didn't want it to happen but didn't give up on trying. "Please stop" he pleaded, tears of fear beginning to run down his pale face.

"Oh shut up, you like it" said Mark rather seductively. His grip tightening on Jacks arms making red marks, more and more tears falling from Jacks eyes as pain seared through his arms and neck.

Flashbacks from a part of his life were reawakening, he had spent years trying to forget them but all that mental work. Gone. There was no hiding the memories now, not anymore.

"Mark get off of m-" Jacks trembling voice became muffled as Mark harshly placed his hand on the others mouth.

"You talk too much"