A L E X A:

1. What are your exact feelings toward Caleb?

It's complicated. I cant say what i feel for him exactly, its hard to pinpoint. He's obviously very physically attractive. But he was mentally beautiful too. He was like a walking contradiction. All hard and rough on the outside was soft and warm on the inside. all those things he told me about his past, it really opened up feelings for him inside me. But now..now i feel disgust and resentment towards him.

It all started with Fear, then hate, then like then... The point is, at the moment, i hate him with all my being. He's a murderer and if what Marcus said is true... I could never forgive him for that.

2. How do you feel now that you found out Caleb killed your parents and what will you do once or if you make it out alive?

I feel physically sick. Its sickening to think that someone you developed feelings for is responsible for your parents death. And as for making it alive, i did. Now i'm going to stay as far away from Caleb Castillo and Marcus as possible.

3. Did you ever imagine your life like this just from an assignment? Do you regret anything?

If I'm being honest, no. I thought studying psychology would be interesting of course. But i never imagined it would bring this much destruction into my world. I regret ever taking the assignment. After all, i only did it to find out why whoever killed my parents did what they did. Now i know and I'm not completely sure i could ever be sane again myself.

4. Have you ever thought about having a life with Caleb before you found out what he did to your parents?

I wouldn't say I've thought about "having a life" with him but I've certainly thought about what could've happened between the two of us after i got through to him. That was the whole reason i stuck to the assignment with Caleb. I genuinely wanted to get to know him better and maybe help him find himself, his real self, along the way. It seems that couldn't be further from what i want now...

5. Will your feelings remain the same as before after learning that Caleb killed your parents?

Absolutely not. I could never forgive someone for that. It didn't happen very long ago and the "who did it" game was never solved by the police. Its all still fresh wounds and even if it happened decades ago, i never could forgive someone for taking away the two most important people in my life away from me, not matter how clinically messed up they are.

6. Why are you dumb at times?

*frowns* Im not stupid? *looks to Scott* am i? *Scott nods*

Thank you for your question. Many people have questioned my inability to use my brain in difficult situations. Maybe its because the only bad situation I've ever been in before all this happened is my parents death. It hit me hard and when i found them bleeding on the floor of our house after school, i panicked and even then i didn't know what to do. I was too paralysed to call the police, and screamed to the top of my lungs then. My neighbour heard and called them for me. Maybe if i had called the police sooner, they would've caught the killer sooner.

7. Even if Caleb killed your parents, are you still going to stay with him? Caleb isn't himself when he kills people and he wouldn't dare hurt you in any way. are your feelings for him stronger than the anger? I hope so. Anger and and feelings of revenge never get you anywhere.

Stay with him? I was never with him to begin with. And I know that Caleb isn't himself when he kills people but does that excuse all the horrible things he's done in the name of his illness? He killed several innocent women simply because they looked like his mother, does that seem okay to you? It certainly doesn't to me. The families of those girls lost someone just like i lost my parents. Its not like I'm the only one who's suffering because of him. So yes, my anger definitely overwhelms my previous feelings for him. Im mad at myself that i ever let myself get so attached in the first place.

8. Do you believe Marcus when he said Caleb killed your parents?

Marcus certainly isn't the most reliable source but i do believe him. First off, how would Marcus even know about my parents or their death if Caleb didn't kill them? Marcus doesn't know who i am, nor has he ever known me. He wouldn't have known my parents name, my name or even about their death if it wasn't his own son that killed them. The only explanation is that Caleb killed them and somehow Marcus found out about it.

9. Did you force yourself to be naive after your parents were killed? Or was it something that they taught you and never let go of?

I never realised i was naive until your question. I guess my answer would be the same as the one answered in question 6. Not a lot of bad things have happened to me before the death of my parents. I guess when they were alive, my parents protected me from things as any parent would. And i was an only child so i guess that played into it a lot as well. But even after they died, i stuck close to myself, never really did anything too adventurous and always tried to see good in people simply because it was too hard to see otherwise. I knew there were bad people out there but it was hard to think everyone out there is as bad as whoever killed my parents. So yeah, i guess in a way i did teach myself to be naive. Just not consciously.

10. How does beings stabbed feel? Since you've gone through so much for Caleb, could you say that you love him?

Being stabbed hurts. It really hurts. Im not even sure there a word do describe how much it hurts. And i was stabbed four times! I think its safe to say that I'm lucky to be alive at this point. And Re. As for Caleb, yes I've been through a lot. But i wouldn't say it was FOR him. Id say it was BECAUSE of him. All the pain, anger, hurt, sorrow, its all his fault. Before i met him, my life as good as someone with dead parents could be. But it was all bad things after meeting him so no i couldn't say i love him. I certainly felt something before...But i just feel stupid for feeling those things now.

11. Do you secretly wish to bone Caleb? Be honest now.

*blushes viciously* I wish to do no such thing! And even if i did, i'm not sure how it'd be possible seeing as i have a girl parts...

12. Will Caleb and Alexa end up together?

There was i time when i hoped that maybe someday. Now...no.

13. Why are you dumb?

There are so many rude people on here. *looks to Scott again* *Scott falls of his chair laughing*

14. Do you love Caleb?

Im not even sure what the word 'Love' means. Ive never been in love. I always thought love looked like my parents. The way they would hate each other in second and tease each other the next. make each other laugh and cry but in the best way possible. And just they way they would look at each other. They didn't have to kiss or touch physically to show their love, it just radiated off of them the second they lay eyes on one another. Do I love Caleb? No. He killed my parents.

15. Do you have any other family members apart from your mum and dad? If yes, why don't you live with them?

I have distant uncles who are my parents cousins but I've never even met them. A few family members came to the funeral but I've never been close with them to begin with and had to go off to college so it was just easier to live with friends. I kind of wish i did have close family members though. Maybe i could've talked about my parents with them.

16. Will you ever consider marrying Caleb?

When i was younger i always dreamed of getting married to the perfect person. I planned my whole wedding out when i was 10 and even had a wedding binder. Marriage was always something on the table for me. But Caleb hurt me, so no. Maybe when i'm a little older and i find someone thats good for me.

C A L E B:

1. Why don't you fight back?

*Glares viciously at the screen not wanting to take part in this Q&A at all*

Fight back with Marcus? He's always been stronger than me, theres no point.

2. Do you really care about Lexi? Or do you plan on using her and killing her?

Her name is Alexa. And I've grown to care for her, yes. But only a little. Next to nothing really. I would never use her or kill her. I'm back on my medication and clear headed. I don't even remember trying to kill her that night.

3. When did you start falling for Lexi? Did you ever consider making a family with her?

It's Alexa. And i never fell for her, what gave you that idea? She's annoying. In fact she constantly causes me headaches, or earaches or just heart-

I never considered having a family at all, let alone with her. She's too young. And I don't want to be a father. I'm not fit to be a father. Ever. I'll only end up turning out like my own and no child deserves that.

4. Why did you kill her parents? Were you forced?

I'm assuming you're talking about the women i've killed? I didn't realise any of them were mothers. I killed them because they looked like my own mother, not because i was forced. But i was off my head back then. I hate myself for what I've done now. Thats one of the downsides to medication, it makes me remember what a horrible person i am.

5. Are you a dog person or a cat person?

I like cats. They're smarter, sneakier and sleep a lot. i can relate. Plus Alexa is scar- Next question.

6. Would you say you're a fuckboy?

I'm not entirely sure what a "Fuckboy" is. *googles fuckboy* No, i would not say i'm a fuckboy. Maybe when i was a teenager. Psychopaths don't really have time to sleep around when they're busy murdering people. You teens have odd sayings these days.

7. Did you have any feelings towards the girls you killed?

No. Nothing romantic or sexual if thats what you mean. I killed them because they looked like my mother. I felt hate towards them simply because their appearance matches my mothers. I know, its sick and twisted but i wasn't sane.

8. Why did you kill Alexa's parents?

*Eyes widen* I didn't... I- Who..

9. Do you think you could live with yourself if Alexa hated you forever for killing her parents?

I've never met her parents.. *Narrows eyes* I don't think. How could i have killed them? And no, couldn't live with myself if Alexa hated me forever. I know is aid earlier i care very little about her, but thats a lie. Maybe i care a little more than a little.

10. In a non-fucked up world where your parents were normal and hers were alive, would you have taken a liking to Alexa? Or do you just like her because you cant relate to each others pain.

In a non fucked up world, i don't think i would've had the chance to even meet Alexa. She's a small town girl living in America and i probably would've been in London. Maybe if we were living close to each other though and we bumped into each other then i may have taken a liking to her.

Yes we relate to each other pain but thats not why i like her. Sarcasm is also definitely why we relate. But I like that she's young and naive, it means that she needs protection form all the horrible things in the world and I'm more than willing to provide that for her. I like that she's fiery at times and doesn't take mine or anyones crap because it shows that she's strong and independent as well as sweet and naive. Like a tiny little walking contradiction. I like that she's small too, its easier to... Next question.

11. I just want to know if you and Lexi will ever be a thing? I have been shipping you guys since before reading the book.

Okay i have no idea what you just said there. Shipping? What do boats have to do with this? Also, its Alexa.

12. How did you manage to find victims that look exactly like your mother?

Difficult. Probably why i moved to America. But second personality didn't seem to have a problem with finding them.

13. How many babies do you want with Alexa?

I told you, i'm not fit to be a father. But in an ideal world, maybe two. Not with Alexa though...

14. Do you like Alexa because she reminds you of the good times with your mum? Or do you like her regardless?

I like her regardless. It funny because i hated her at first. My mother has no play into this thing with Alexa. I'll admit, when she first walked into my room at the sanatorium, she looked really familiar to me, a lot like my mother in my head. But only in one part of my head, the other was screaming theres no way she looks like her. I think because at this point, the anti psychotics were still taking their time to kick in so the voice in my head did all the thinking for me. But now, i see no resemblance in looks or personality. Just goes to show how fucked up i was...or still am i guess.

15. Why don't you just take medication and love Alexa? She loves you.

I have been taking my medication, that doesn't make me sane and safe again. And i'm not sure i know what love is. Ive never seen love in action, just a world full of hate. I highly doubt Alexa loves me. She's 19 years old, she doesn't know what love is either. And if she did, she certainly wouldn't love someone as fucked up as me. I don't deserve her love and she deserves someone much better than me.

16. Were you really responsible for what happened to Alexa's parents?

I...I- No?

17. Why don't you like chocolate?

It is literally so bad for your teeth? How can you like it?

18. Why are you so hot?

Sometimes my temperature increases when i take my anti-psychotics but those are just side effects of the drug, nothing to worry about.

19. Why cant you just get with Lexi and get rid of all the bs?

How many times...Alexa. And also, i have no idea what you just said. Please talk to me like i'm a 26 year old and not a teenager.

20. How did you come to meet and kill Alexa's parents?

I've never met them.

21. How does Lexi make you feel?

In short, sane.

22. Do you like the idea of children, a wife and family?

I used to think about it when i was younger. But of course thats a stupid thought now. I don't want to burden anyone with the presence of me.

23. Are you a virgin?

Of course not. *scoffs* Do i look like a virgin?

24. Are you dead?

Maybe a little on the inside.

25. If Lexi actually looked like your mom, wouldn't you have hated her as well as all those other girls you killed?  Did the other girls you killed betray you so you feel like they deserved death?

I only see the resemblance when medication wears off. I certainly don't see it anymore. And no, i only killed them because of how they looked. I deeply regret what I've done and wouldn't object to a death sentence for it.

26.  How does it feel in your head when your on and off medication? Does it hurt? Do you feel exhilaration?

Its difficult to explain to someone who's never experienced it before. When I'm off my medication, my whole body feels alive, physically. Like every muscle is waking up and every organ working faster than normal. It physically feels exhilarating, yes. But it all feels numb when I'm back on medication. I must say, i prefer being off medication but my heads not right when I'm off and the voices start again so I've decided its better to just stay on them. I like the feeling of being in control of myself rather than not.

27. Did you know that it was Marcus torturing you in the sanatorium? If so, why didn't you tell Lexi? Do you know why the other nurses were torturing you?

At first, no. It all became clear after i woke up, tied to a chair with Alexa and her friend. They were both full of tranquillisers and i saw Marcus for the first time in years. Then it became clear how and why i was tortured in the sanatorium. I didn't tell Alexa i was being tortured at first because i didn't trust her at first. I came to realise after that she was harmless and naive too. They say ignorance is bliss and i thought it'd be best to protect her from those kinds of evils. Afterwards i found that she was in as much danger as me if she stayed ignorant because she had that annoying tendency to question things that don't concern her or go to the police. so i had to tell her. I have no idea why the nurses were torturing me. Maybe Marcus hired them?

S C O T T:

1. Who are you again?

Scott. And who are you? *Winks*

2. Where do you think your friends are right now?

It depends what you mean by friends. I have a lot you see. Very popular. Very good looking ver- Lexi and Re are in hospital.

3. Are your feelings towards Lexi just buddy-buddy or something serious?

Me and Lex? *Laughs looking at Lexi and almost falls off chair again* I mean yeah she's kinda hot i guess but she's more like a sister dude.

4. Did you ever notice your friends went missing? Or did you just not care?

Well sadly, no. We all went back home to our hometowns for Christmas break and we all agreed not to text each other during that time. I feel shit for listening to that particular request. My friends were bing hurt and i was too busy drinking eggnog to notice.

5. Are you stupid dude? Call the police or something?

*Jumps out of chair in anger* You what dude? Fight me. *Lexi tells him to sit tf back down* *Picks up chair to sit down* Sorry.

6. Why do you disappear and suddenly appear?

Idk man, ask the author. Its like I'm a filler character or something jeez.

7. Do you like Lexi as more than a friend?

You mean more like a sister? Yeah sure.

8. Would you have stayed behind with your friends had they asked you to?

Yeah man. I hate the holidays with my parents. I mean, i got presents but still.

R E:

1. On a scale of 1-10, how much do you hate Caleb?

789,404,043. Wait minus one because he actually helped us escape from the motherfucker Marcus.

2. Are you going to approve of Alexa and Caleb's relationship when they eventually, hopefully, get together in the future?

Um, they're never getting together. I don't know if you've noticed but that dude kills people. Violently. And hopefully Lexi's taste in men isn't that bad. But he's also hot so...idk maybe.

3. Why are you in the middle of everything?

*Resting bitch face* Wtf you mean?

4. I LOVE YOU.

Thats not a question but thanks stranger, I love you too. Are you hot?

5. Would you put aside your differences with Caleb for Lexi?

If i were to answer seriously, then yes. I know that he did what he did was because he wasn't himself. And I've been studying psychology long enough to know that its basically a whole other person in their head when someone has schizophrenia. If he somehow manages to get himself better and if Lexi did truly, deeply care for him then maybe. But i don't think ill ever fully forgive him for trying to kill us.

6. Are you upset that you stayed at home with Lexi during the holidays instead of going home?

Honestly, no. Im so glad i was there instead of Lexi. If i hadn't been there, Psycho Caleb would've killed her instead. I love Lexi like a sister. I couldn't live with myself if something had happened to her.

7. Can you just please leave?

Done. I didn't want to be here in the first place. Goodbye.

P R O F E S S O R C O L L I N S:

1. Did you know Alexa was observing Caleb Castillo and knew what he has done? If so why didn't you let her change her assignment when she wanted to change because of her safety?

She is? I was completely unaware. Caleb Castillo has been in the news but i had no idea she was observing him. Had i have know, i certainly wouldn't have let her continue. I simply thought she was trying to get out of a difficult assignment.

2. Would you have a one night stand with Re? Or any of your other students? If yes, then who?

Thats a very inappropriate question. But off the record? Yes, theres a dark haired girl who seems to sit next to Miss Reid in every lecture, id be willing to date her if she was interested. I'm not sure who this Re person is.

3. Why are you such a bitter man?

I work at a university. What do you expect?

4. U crazy for putting your students in a mental asylum.

I think you meant "You're" I certainly hope you're not university student. And Its part of the curriculum, i have no say in the matter.

5. Marcus has an accomplice, we know its you. Don't deny it.

I have no idea who this "Marcus" person is. Is he a student here?

6. You do know that you could've got Doctors to sit in with your student whilst they observe psycho's? Why ask for them to do it alone?

I'm starting to worry about these accusations here. Has something happened? i simply gave my students a task to complete, i was not aware of  anything wrong happening here.

7. Why are you so annoying?

Are you the same person that commented the same question on my RateYourTeacher.com profile?

M A R C U S:

1. Did you love your deceased wife? Why did you treat her so badly?

I loved my wife very dearly. I never treated her badly. If Caleb told you that, don't believe a word that comes out of his disgusting mouth. He's a liar. and a psychopath and very skilled at both.

2. Why are you so cruel? Did something make you this way? It cant be your wife, because you treated her so badly.

I'm not cruel. If you're talking about my actions towards Caleb, he fully deserves everything he gets. He killed my daughter and my wife and four inncocent people. Oh and he killed Miss Rieds parents. Doesn't he derserve all the punishment he gets? Think of me as a server of justice.

3. Why would you treat you child like that?

Because he killed my daughter. He's an abominaton.

4. Did you ever love your son?

I regret it, but yes. When he was an infant.

5. Whats your real name?

Marcus Castillo.

6. Last time i checked, you were a teacher.

I used to be a teacher, yes. But i stopped as soon as my daughter died. Went off the rails for a little while when my wife died and then got better and decided to study and become a doctor where i would i have title, money and resources.

7. How would you like to be killed? Stabbed repeatedly or hit by a trick repeatedly?

Who's asking?

8. Do you have a psychology degree? If so, how the hell did you get it because you seem to blame your son for accidents?

Yes i do among other subjects. And i got it by going to university and studying. I don't see how treating my son badly has anything to do with it? If anything, i kew he was sick in the head from the moment he killed Lily.

9. What kind of medical condition would you diagnose yourself with?

I am not medically ill. I am not like that bastard son of mine. He is the one who is deranged, not me.

10. Did you change your surname to Castillo to Riverfield or did Caleb change it from Riverfield to Castillo?

I changed from Castillo to Riverfield.

11. Why wont you leave Caleb, Lexi and Re alone?

I promised myself i would punish Caleb for as long as he is alive. As for the other two, they simply got in the way. They deserve it too if they're willing to sympathise for a psychopath.

12. Why are you such a fucked up motherfucker?

I'm not.

13. Why don't you just die already?

Who are you?

14. Please let me be your apprentice to your insanity and torturing methods.

No. I don't know or trust you. But if you hate Caleb as much as i do, then i might consider it. You'd have to be willing to get violent though.

15. Why did you burn your wife? And torture your son? You cant hold grudges for so long. what happened with your daughter was traumatic, he didn't do it on purpose, he just wanted to help. Do you feel guilty for what you did? do you feel better for telling yourself that Caleb was the one who killed you wife?

I have no idea what he has told you but he's a liar! I did not burn my wife. That low life I'm ashamed to call a son did. You have no idea what happened with my wife or my daughter. You believe a psychopath killer over me? He's fucked up and deserves all the torture he gets and more.

16. How did you change identity and find Caleb to torture him all over again? More importantly, why?

It really wasn't too hard of a plan if I'm honest. Changing identity is easy in the UK. I found Caleb easily too, back in England. A drug and alcohol addicted psychopath off the rails is certainly no good at keeping off the radar. Ive been following him since. He doesn't seem to remember. All the voices in his head probably fucked him up too bad. Then i came to America and opened up my sanatorium, isn't it great that he ended up being admitted there? As for the why, ive said time and time again, he deserves it all.

17. Why are you such a bitch?

...

18. What do you think about the possibility of the being grandfather to Alexa and Caleb's child?

The though of the bastard procreating disgusts me. And i disowned him as a son a long time ago. The child would not be related to me as far as i'm concerned.

19. Why are you such an ass?

...

20. Why did you burn your wife?

I didn't. Caleb did and he's a liar and monster.

21. Why assign Alexa to Caleb?

I recognised her immediately. She's the splitting image of her mother. Caleb killed her. I thought it'd be funny for the two to meet. When it was clear that he would only speak to her, it got interesting. I thought i could get information about him from her maybe even mess with his head a little. You know love and torture and all that.

22. Why would you tell Lexi something like that when the three of them were about to die anyway? Was it to hurt her?

I told her the truth. And I guess I did it a little to hurt her too. She sympathised with Caleb and she looks a little like my wife...

23. Did Caleb really kill her parents or are you lying? Was it you?

Why would I lie about something like that? He killed them and should suffer for it. What motive do I have for killing them? No. It wasn't me. It was Caleb.

24. Why are you dead set on revenge on your own blood who had nothing to do with your wife's death and was a child when your daughter died? You caused Caleb to become the person he is today. If you claim to hate his so much, why go trough all the trouble just to track him down, change your identity and punish him when you already know he's going to be punished?

He deserves more punishment than what the law can give him. He treated with vulnerability instead of hostility because he's mentally ill. He wont get nearly as much punishment as he deserves without me to carry it out for him. And you have no idea what you're talking about when it comes to the past. Its his word over mine. You might want to rethink your sanity if you chose his over mine.

25. Why do you blame a child for the death of a baby? Would you have killed yourself or our wife if you had killed the baby instead?

Why are you making excuses for a psychopath? He's killed innocent people don't you get that?

26. Were you always like this or did your sanity start going downhill when the baby died?

I've been perfectly sane my entire life.

27. Would you have been sane and happy with a happy life if the baby hadn't died?

Maybe. Although Caleb was still mental back then, so he would've ruined it all at some point anyway.