I looked at the ocean...its bright and clear...Blue as the blue butterfly pass me...As the sun goes down...beautiful isnt it? I wish it was heaven and yet...i am still breathing and live in these earth where humanity was cruel upon my eyes that seems to be blind...Bruise,Cuts,Abuse....Punishment....Love...is all they say...betray and lie...family...

I looked at my scar and bruise...Its getting purple and blue...as i was dragged and thrown in the basement in full force that i could hear my bone click. Its pain....and yet i didnt scream...My eyes looked upon the light...guided by the two devils of my own blood....

"This is what you get" they say

"Punishment and learn" they say

"Hatred" they say

They close the path as i was guided once more by my own fear....darkness....i curl myself into a ball as my eyes let it bleed with tears...

This is my story and this...is where my beginning....with no end...Or....will it end?