(In The Cell With Only The BLU Team)
(BLU Sniper, Medic and Scout are Not Chained up. but the Others on the Team Are)
(The BLU Scout's POV)

Why was I so weak. I couldn't.... I just couldn't fucking belive that I had, had a chance to Run away.
I didn't take it!.... Why?
That's just a lot of Crap! I knew why I didn't run...
But I also didn't know if the others may or may not know why though? And belive Me if I told them, that I see them all as My family away from Home.. Not that them Home were My family, they will ever be!
But as I really thought of that.
I sure do and because of it... I was scared to face the others... I was scared to face My family and hell even look at them could I fucking do that.

Eventhough I'm sure that none of the others will ever see Me like that.
The only one I know do see Me as something from a family and as a Son are Medic because He have told Me. So Himself? Medic said that He saw Me as the Son He never got to have?!
I had let them down just down... all of them I had let them the fucking hell down.

But Was it really the Truth... I mean. What the RED Spy had said, was that after all really the Truth about Me.
What I was, and that I'm a Weaking?.. or Am I just some helples Boy!?
Am I the fucking Weaklink to and on the BLU Team.
but how could that Be?

"Scout are ze felling eney better?" I looked up and saw Medic and Sniper they were in front of Me.... Wait Infront!
They were not Chained up like the Rest of the Team!?
But unchaied in the room like... Me?

"D-Doc?... S-Snipes?" I said, I was still in pain but it was't as bad as before, as I was still on the ground. Sniper sat down next to Me and sems to know that I was cold somehow.
It was then Sniper takes Me onto His lap, pulled Me close. I began crying this was to much for Me to take.
How could Sniper do that after I had just let them down?.... I had let Him down!

"I... I'm.. Sorry," I whisperd. Medic sat down next to us, and after using his thumbs and wiping My eyes clean of the tears that had been fallen.

"Don't be sorry lad?" it came from Demoman.

"Yeah Scout don't worry we're here, we won't leve Without you trust Me," The Medic said with a sad smile on his face.

"Bu-but Doc... W-what if t-they take o-one of us a-awa-," I said before I was cut off by Engie.

"Son don't worry they won't do that.
I'm Not gonna give them the Chance? So don't worry we're here and We won't leve someone behind," Engineer said, smiling at Me.
like with Sniper. Engie's smil could make a bad Day turn into a good one.
But it was different from Sniper's smil somehow.

"Scout," Spy said My name, I looked over and up at Him confused. My crying slowly comming to a stop and eventhough I knew what Spy was gonna ask.

"Scout. I just wanna know, Why didn't you run?" Spy asked, as if He was scared that... What they had already done to Me.
Could have been wores, looking around Myself. I saw the others with the same worried looks, looking at Me.

"Spy.... I don't really know? But I didn't want to leve you Guys behind, yo know...
Who knew what they were gonna do to, and or do with you. if I wasn't here!?" I said looking down... I couldn't look Spy, Medic or the others in the eye, hell I couldn't even look Sniper in the eye.. I couldn't face them I just couldn't.
"I did Not run. I did it to Keep you Guys save...
Because I know that they can and probably just will keep on hurting Me.
In onder to hurt you Guys though Me, I know that was the only fucking good thing, that it was gonna do if I mead a run for it!?
But like I said. Was that I can keep you guys save," I said trying to keep up a strong face up at the start. but in the end I was crying Again.

"Lettel Scout not big Heavy's Mama," Heavy said looking Me.

"Son I don't understand why you didn't run?" Engineer asked confused, looking a little bit sad.

"YEAH WHY DIDN'T YOU GET OUT OF HERE SCOUT. YOU FUCKING HAD THE CHANCE TO MAKE IT OUT!" Soldier shouted kind of angry that I didn't run and try to get back to the BLU Base.
Because of that I was crying more I couldn't stop it. How and Why was Soldier yelling at Me. When I'm trying to Keep Him and the others Save?!
I don't undestand what did I do worng, didn't Soldier want Me on the Team was I weak, was that the reason?.. Mabey just mabey it's the Truth. All I am is a weaking who can't be use full to My own Team!?

(End Of The BLU Scout's POV)
(Now To The BLU Medic's POV)

"Soldier You don't have the Right to yell at Scout. After what He has been put though!... You don't even know Why? because I'm Sure that there's more as to why He didn't run away," I Growled. Soldier didn't have the Right to yell at Him, after all Scout's been though sines we had been kidnapped by the RED Team.
Scout had been the only one of us to Suffer.
Not Soldier, Not Heavy, Not Spy, Not Engineer, Not Pyro or even Myself and Sniper had not been do a single thing on or to.

I couldn't belive that Soldier had just yelled at a Boy, one who had just been put though all of this in just one or two Days time.
A teen, My own Friend a young Boy the one. I thought of as a Son. But I not only thought of Scout as a son but also as the Son of the Team.

I saw Scout as My own son, now that son... Scout had Almost been raped by an Enemy infront of us and had been yelled at by a Friend?...
Why were they fighting with themself, at a time like this. This was when they needed to stick together, to get Out of here.

But Spy's right, Scout had gotten a chance to make a run for it when the RED Medic and RED Soldier was about to chaine Me back against the wall and floor.
But what I didn't get was Why Didn't Scout Take It!? But at some point I undestod Why He didn't run.
I still rember the Day Where I meet Scout and the Rest of the Team it was 3 years back, soon to be 4 years.

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