Prabha's POV

"Hey Y/N I was actually on my way to your home, to meet you." I looked at her with eyes filled of shame -I did not talked to her, or send a word for two days, and I came to know Arjun's ruckus on her house that late at night through his friends. I feel little and guilty, and don't even have the guts to speak to her normally.

Y/N, standing near a flower vendor choosing some roses from the basket, looked at me with blank eyes. Her eyes are puffy and red; she looked at me for two seconds and then continued to pick roses.

"You are on your way to visit me?" I asked her and she looked at me again and then to the flower basket. In this wild city, Y/N and I would only visit each other; the buses that stop here in this bus stop where the flower vendor is sitting near leads to my place. This is how Y/N comes to visit me, giving me suprises... Those flashes of our past memories makes my heart heavy. I shouldn't have done that.

"I know Y/N. I won't give cheap excuses. If we can sit down for a minute, I can explain... figure this out, I was ju--"

Y/N sharply turned to face me after handing the vendor money for the bunch of red roses she's carrying on her hand.

"Anna, can you help me spray these, to make it look fresh?" Y/N handed a mini spray bottle to the flower vendor and he sprayed the roses one by one. She turned to face me, while holding the roses for the vendor.

"I wanted to apologize to you, to make you feel such way. I should have known better.. than to make you waste away your productive life with me." This is the first time I see Y/N with a sad smile. Her hands are shaking and she is swallowing-trying not to cry.

"Y/N what-"

"My goodbye won't be dramatic. Because I don't want to waste words or tears for someone who couldn't even keep their heart faithful. But since I am a person with actual dignity and loyalty, I wanted to thank you. Indeed you helped me from Arjun in many ways. But from now, I can handle it." She handed me the dewy roses and took a step back, with a tear on her eye.

"Y/N this is not what I wanted!" I am confused! But Y/N looks angrier. She barged towards me and grabbed my collar by her hand.

"Then what?? You want two lovers by your side da? One's wild nature to keep you entertained. Other's care to pamper you, huh?"

"Y/N y/n you mistook the whole-- whoa!!"

The roses in my hand started to burn. Y/N walked away; she threw the lighter on the side walk, and gone, without turning back for once.

"Adipaavi! are you hurt, Thambi?" The flower vendor asked and I smiled at him apologetically and walked away with burnt, black roses.

It's my mistake. I remember not talking to Y/N by assuming she's taking advantage of me, whereas all she wanted is a safe place to keep her away from Arjun. And I hid inside Priya's home when Y/N was struggling with Arjun!

I deserve this.