Sorry for making you guys freak out...hehe..

I am listening to IOI Very Very Very while writing this..i dont know why...

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Its been the whole week....since Namjoon left me. He never came back again or called me....never.

It seems like....he is gone. We will never meet again. When think about it it makes my heart hurt.

I am now working again with Mr Jinggo. Thank god he still accepted me to be his worker.

And..Mr Jinggo had hired a new boy to replace Junho. When think about Junho it makes me remember Namjoon...since he is the one who killed Junho. But i still love him. I know i am stupid. But what can i do?

He tortured me and killed people but i still love him.

Maybe there is something in my head. Maybe i am the one that should be in that mental institute.

By the way about the new boy at my workplace...he is cute..his name is Taehyung.

He is a year younger than me but he acts like he is older than me.

"Taehyung..help me to take the order. I will clean the table over there." I say to Taehyung. He nods.

I clean the table. I hear someone is entering and i being the polite worker..i have to bow and said 'welcome'. But when i lift my head and look at the customer...my heart drops...Namjoon.

He just ignores me and sits at the one of the table. Taehyung goes to him and takes his order.

I'm still cleaning the table. My mind is somewhere else.

"Noona..." Taehyung calls me. "Yes?" I said to him.

"Our shift is already finished. Lets go out and have fun. Maybe watch some movies." Taehyung says and gives me his rectangular smile.

"Alright. Let me change first. Wait here okay?" I said. He just nod.

I go to the room for staff and change my clothes . If Namjoom is ignoring me...then maybe he already moved on..why not me?

If he hates me...and i cant do anything with that..what can i do?

I get out and find Taehyung is not there. Maybe he is waiting outside.

I go outside but i bump into someone. "Hello." He said.

Who is that...hahaha..now i am listening to Lie by Jimin! I really love his voice...