Jungkook's pov :

"Taetae?"

I looked into his eyes, and his eye color wasn't honey brown nor dark brown.

They were blue.

"Yeasss, I am Taetae. I am 6 year old and taetae reaaalllyyyyy is sleepy. Taetae misses mommy soooo much please bring Taetae to mommyyyy." He whined as he pouted.

I was so confused and I didn't know what to say.

"Who you are? you look like a little bunny." He said again, coming closer to my face.

He was acting so childish and if I closed my eyes and heard him talk, I would really believe that he's 6 years old.

I decided to play along.

"My name is Jungkook. But you can call me kookie."

He nodded cutely and started playing with his fingers.

"So, who's mommy?" I asked.

"She always play with Taetae and make yummy food for Taetae. and she always takes good care of Taetae."

I honestly didn't know if Taehyung was being for real or if he just was messing around.

"Okay taetae. Do you want to do something for me?" I said with a smile.

"Hmmmmm. Okay!"

"Can you look into your pockets? There might be some keys in it."

"Pockets? What are pockets?" He said, confusion was obviously to be seen on his cute baby face.

I laughed and pointed at his jeans pockets.

He adorably laughed when he realised what pockets were and put his hands into his pocket.

He took everything out and gave it to me.

"I like kookie! Kookie can have them all !"

I chuckled and looked at what he gave me.

There were two keys, they had to be our dorm room's keys so I kept both of them and put them in my own pocket.

There were some unwrapped gums and a tiny pocket notebook.

I took the notebook and looked at it curiously.

He was still looking at me. His blue colored eyes were still there so I assumed he wouldn't mind if I took a quick look into the book.

As I opened it, he quickly held my hands. I slightly startled and looked him in the eye, I sighed in relief when they still were blue. I thought V was back.

"Hmmm. I thinks they do not want kookie looking into those." He said with an innocent expression, looking at the notebook that I was holding.

I didn't know what he ment with they but I just decided to act like I knew.

"Lets keep it a secret between kookie and Taetae. Don't tell them, oke?"

He thought about it for a second but quickly nodded and shot me a boxy smile which was the cutest smile I've ever seen.

I opened the tiny notebook and started reading.

161109 - Taehyung's note

Is it that hard to be loved? is it that hard to be normal like everyone else? Why am I like this? If I just stayed strong and wasn't that weak back then, I wouldn't be trapped with them. They wouldn't have taken control over my whole life. There are too many of me... to many others.

I didn't know if I even wanted to read this. But I wanted to know more about Taehyung.

So I skipped to the next page and started reading.

161110 - V's note

I know he doesn't like me anymore. I used to be there for him for so long. I used to protect him from everything and I still am. Why can't he realise everything that I did for him? He created me after all. But I guess there are too many of us now.. too many to the point where he doesn't even need me anymore.

As I kept reading, there only kept getting more and more questions in my head. Questions that I didn't know the answer of.

I took a quick glance at Taetae in front of me. He was looking down, playing adorably with his fingers.

His eyes were still blue.

So I decided to read further.

161112 - Gucci's note

I went to the club yesterday night and damn that chick was fucking hot. Okay, I won't lie, I had some drinks... a lot of drinks. And I 'kinda' spent all the money there and I 'kinda' got laid. But hey, you only live once, am I right?

Gucci? Who is that?

I decided to stop reading before I turn mad and gave the notebook back.

He looked at me with his adorable blue eyes and smiled slightly.

"Kookie done?" He said with a cute voice.

I nodded and he put it back into his pocket.

"Well, let's go to our dorm room, Taetae" I said while standing up.

"WE GO PLAYING !?" He said with so much cuteness.

I laughed and walked towards the restroom door.

"I need to know more about him, I have to know more about him."

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