Haya, first and foremost, 1K READS?! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! secondly, this story is gonna get seriously sad and dark and just bad. anyway, onto the triggers.

TW: drug abuse and my writing.

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Patrick awoke the next morning feeling amazing. Those pills really helped. He was feeling a bit buzzed , but he figured that it was a small side affect. It wasn't that bad.

in fact, he kind of wanted another one. meh, what was the harm. The doctor did say that it was also for paranoia... He opened the small orange bottle and took one of the pills out.

Patrick popped one into his mouth and swallowed it dry. Not the best method, but its something.

The pills would kick in in a few minutes, giving Patrick enough time to get ready.

He changed and did all the usual morning stuff, then sighed as he felt the familiar buzz, but stronger.

he started to giggle as he watched things move in slow motion. he hoped that Pete wouldn't wake up and see him like this, so he opened his room door and walked out.

Patrick started to stumble a bit as he was new to this extreme feeing. He had never been high before, but he knew that it felt really good.

Melanie skipped down the hall, curls bouncing softly. she got to Patrick and smiled. "hey Patrick" she said, giving a small wave.

Patrick gave a bright smile. "hey mel" he said, more cheerful than usual.

Melanie frowned at Patrick's dilated pupils. "are you high?" She asked him.

Patrick only shook his head. "no, I'm perfectly fine" he said, sounding pretty sober.

"okay then...." Melanie said, walking off. Patrick walked to the cafeteria and sat down next to Gee.

"heya" he said with a bright smile. The rest of the group smiled back at him.

"hey Patrick" Mikey said. "did you listen to what I said?"

Patrick nodded and looked at Mikey. "and I chose to ignore it" he said. Mikey looked at him with a confused expression.

"what?" he asked. "what the hell are you talking about?"

Patrick sighed, feeling more confident than usual. "I'm ignoring it." he said again. "Pete is a nice Person and I dont know what you guys have against him"

Gerard's eyes widened. "Pete was one of our best friends. We have nothing against him" he said.

The rest of the group nodded. "yeah, then one day, he stopped sitting with us" Andy said, sighing.

Patrick was more confused and was now starting to feel lightheaded. "what happened?" he asked Andy.

Andy shrugged. "we dont know" he said.

Patrick nodded and sighed, looking over at Pete. He never noticed just how beautiful he was. How his whiskey brown eyes would sparkle when he smiled, how his blonde hair would sway with the cool winter wind, how his laugh was absolutely contagious...

"Patrick!" Frank said, snapping his fingers in his direction. "dude, you're staring" he said with a laugh.

Patrick blushed a little, while Mikey growled. "hold yourself together dude" Frank said with a laugh.

Patrick nodded and looked away from Pete, just before he turned away, he locked eyes with Pete, who smiled at him.

Patrick fet a heviar blush on his cheeks as he haerd the loud gasps of his friends. "oh my god!! Patrick has a cruuuuush~" Ryan sang cheerfully.

Mikey rolled his eyes. "no he doesn't" he said in annoyance.

That made Patrick think. Did he have a crush on Pete? he was beautiful, and funny, and supportive, and helpful, and single...

"and what if I did?" Patrick asked Mikey, who was shocked at him. "what if I did have a crush on Pete?"

Mikey raised an eyebrow at him. "dont." he said. "everyone who had ever dated him, left him for a reason"

That made Patrick so angry for some reason. He didn't know what was going on with him, but he hated what Mikey was saying about Pete.

"that's because he wasn't with me. I wouldn't leave him" Patrick said with determination.

That made Mikey roll his eyes, and Gerard look at him with bright eyes.

"hey, if you like him, go for it" Gerard said with a smile, leaning into Frank's shoulder.

Patrick looked at Frank with a confused look. "hey, how come you dont talk much?" he asked.

"I talk all the time" Frank said, slightly offened. Tyler nodded.

"you just never heard it because of the timeskip" he said, taking a sip of his orange juice.

Patrick was confused, but decided to brush it off and suffer through the rest of the day, as his buzz was dying down.