~Y/N POV~

It was a pretty chill yet slow morning today. I've started to get use to everyone pretty much being awake around the same time just either before the sun begins to rise or just after. I watch it every morning either by myself or with someone I don't mind either way.

It seems that even if the morning was going slow and people were chilled it didn't mean that it was that quiet either. Now this took me some time to get use to and I'm not fully use to it yet but I'm getting there and quite frankly I enjoy seeing the boys so upbeat in their good moods, talking to one another or some times bickering but mainly bickering about something where as I just sit back and watch them.

Although I did notice Yoongi does that too when he's with us in the kitchen while everyone does their own things. He just sits beside me quietly at the table sipping on his coffee and staying out the drama that was currently going on further across the room.

Namjoon cut his finger while cutting up some melons for everyone as a snack since breakfast was all done. Jin and Jungkook were washing up the dishes while both Namjoon and Jimin cut up some fruit but obviously now Namjoon was wounded and Taehyung took his place.

"Just go sit over there Namjoon!!" Jin

Pointing towards Yoongi and I at the table, clearly judging by his tone he was extremely annoyed but he did care because I watched Jin drop what he was doing to see what happened to Namjoon. It's just now that he was all cleaned up, Jin could now show off his annoyed side.

However Namjoon just pouted and came to join us at the table, sitting in a direction of facing everyone else on the now far side of the kitchen.

"Where did Hoseok go?" Namjoon

Suddenly realising he was gone and no where to be seen in the kitchen.

"He left, I don't know where to though."

I shrugged, picking up my glass of fresh orange juice I still had left over from breakfast. Namjoon frowned and turned towards Yoongi who just shrugged at the lion and sat back in his chair.

"Don't look at me, I don't know either." Yoongi

Namjoon huffed out a breath and stood up from the table but only to stop himself from going any further when Hoseok's voice chimed through the room from the doorway.

"Y/n! I have those photographs you wanted to see!" Hoseok

I gasped and turned around to see Hoseok walking towards me, stacks of thick leather books in his hands piled on top of the other and dropped them onto the wooden table with a thud.

"You went in my room?!" Namjoon

"Calm down Namjoon, its not like I saw those dirty magazines you keep discreetly under your bed." Hoseok

Yoongi snorted back a laugh and I swear Namjoon turned into such a deep red he was close to being a strawberry.

"They're for research purposes." Namjoon

Hoseok rolled his eyes at him and pulled up a chair beside me. I laughed at Namjoon seeing him suddenly become all shy and sit back down on his own chair across from me, not even being able to look in my direction.

"Namjoon I thought I told you to get rid of those magazines?!" Jin

"Namjoon has magazines?! Where I want to read them." Jungkook

"They're not for your eyes." Jin

"Why not? What's wrong with them?" Jungkook

"They have naked women in them Jungkook." Jimin

He giggled, covering his mouth using the back of his hand. Jungkook hearing upon hearing Jimin's words lowered his gaze to the sink and pink blush across his cheeks.

"Hey Namjoon could I borrow them? I like to study too." Taehyung

I caught the cheeky wink he sent Namjoon from across the room but Namjoon scowled at him and turned his body away to face me but grumble something under his breath and cross his arms over his chest all at the same time.

"Can we get back to looking at these books please? I shouldn't of said anything." Hoseok

Laughing again to the situation Hoseok just smiled at me and yet pushed forward the largest book out of the pile of three books. The hard cover was thick black leather but plain. Nothing for decoration or anything like that. More interested in what was inside it I just pulled it closer to myself across the table and opened it up carefully and slowly.

The first picture that I so happened to come across was something that seemed home built in the woods. Like a small hut, made of sticks, lumps of hard thick wood tied together with strings and some kind of roof made with more wood but was decorated with massive leaves. I only stared deeply at it and even though I knew and heard the murmurs of the others coming to the table to see I kept my focus on this picture.

When I finally realised what it was, I gasped out of shock and straight up my back to look up and meet Hoseoks eyes as he grew a large smile to see my reaction.

"This is the hut we made wasn't it? I mean I'm guessing we all used it but I dream of this place all the time."

"You do?" Namjoon

I nodded towards him and looked back down at the picture. I couldn't believe this place was actually real. It just a massive slap to the face coming to reality that what I must of been dreaming about for years was actually something my brain obviously didn't want me to forget.

"I dreamt of this place for a very long time. Good and bad things."

"Bad things?" Hoseok

I nodded again but didn't say anything else about it but to flip the page.

The next picture had me laughing. I know what I look like from a young age since Mr Lee had young pictures of me from a baby all the way to what I am now but they were all of my alone, no one else. Well apart from the few that had me and my dad together. Those pictures were special to me.

It seems I must be about one in this picture but the funny thing was that I was naked on a beach, playing in the water looking at me sandy hand in some sort of disgust but I wasn't alone in this picture. There was a little boy maybe a little older than myself standing beside me but smiling at the camera and waving.

"That was me!!" Taehyung

"Yeah you'll find a lot of naked pictures of you as a child hyung." Jungkook

Taehyung scowled at him, pouting his lips but then laughed suddenly and slapped Jungkook across the shoulder.

"You were no better little boy." Taehyung

Jungkook's eyes widen and stepped away from Taehyung shyly.

"I'm not a little boy anymore." Jungkook

I heard him mumble under his breath trying to avoid anyone looking at him right now but I couldn't help but think he looked quite cute when he gets all shy. Without another comment I turned the page again just to see another picture but this time I wasn't in it but only a picture of my dad, sitting on his favourite chair in the living room, his glasses and a book in hand with three little hybrid boys sitting on the floor in front of him.

"Who are they?"

I pointed to the small boys in front of my dad, staring up at him intently in front of the burning fire place.

"That's Jin, Yoongi and I." Namjoon

He said, peaking at the picture himself by leaning over the table just to sit back down again after he confirmed who was who by pointing at them individually. Namjoon was the little boy in the middle, glasses on himself but chubby cheeks, Jin sitting to the left, back straight and legs crossed where as Yoongi was on his stomach, hands supporting his head under his chin. All three of them looked so cute.

"You're all so adorable here!"

Yoongi grunted close to my ear, leaning in to get a better look for himself but didn't move away to give me space after that but it's not like I mind either.

"Was he reading you all a story or something?"

"He was. Usually he would do that when he comes home at nights but that night we were the only three awake for him to read anything." Jin

That makes sense. I remember my dad sitting in my bed reading me a story but some of those memories are also a blur too. So I flipped the page and this picture somehow hit me hard.

It was a picture of all of us.

My dad, me, Mr Lee and Mr Choi my dads once best friend now enemy standing behind us while I sat on my dads lap in a pretty pink and purple dress. The boys were spaced out around us. Taehyung, Jimin and Jungkook sitting on the floor in front of my dads feet. Hoseok and Yoongi standing up straight yet close to my dads chair located on the right side and Jin and Namjoon in the same position on the left side. All the men and boys were wearing smart suits and supporting smiles.

Now when these guys said they knew my dad and all of us were close it was only hear say to me but now seeing all of us together in one picture looking happy, it was like a gut punch.

In this picture I had to be at least not much older than eight or nine. The boys were obviously older but you could tell clear as day it was them.

What got me the most was we all seemed happy, even Mr Choi who had made it his mission to be against hybrids when I know once upon a time he use to love them just like my dad did. Something must of happened.

"We all look so happy here."

I commented, eyes refusing to leave the page.

"That's because we were." Yoongi

And with that he was right, the proof was right here. No doubt about it.

I just hope I can be that happy again. Maybe one day.