~Y/N POV~

A full day passes since Yoongi told me I have seven hybrid mates but not just any hybrids but them pacifically, they are the mates that I have. I was shocked but very pleased because I like them and I felt like I just clicked with them right away so I guess the whole mate thing explains it all.

I went from travelling the world with Mr Lee feeling alone with only one person to really interact with and now I have seven people that seem like they would be willing to do anything for me. Hell they spent years looking for myself and Mr Lee and it was truly touching to know that. I knew something was missing within myself I felt it for years but now I know I have hidden memories somewhere that could open back up again was really good to know. I just cant wait until that day I can start remembering things with them.

The day past by very quickly today mostly I've been quiet but that's because I've been watching all the boys interact with one another and just secretly hoping this could be a way something clicks in my mind. Like to jog a memory that I so desperately want to remember.

Because I have been quiet I was asked several times through out the day if I was okay and I am, I'm very happy despite the loss of Mr Lee, it's just my mind has been buzzing all day. I love just watching the boys talking with one another.  The way they joke around and make fun of one another and Jins constant scolding of Jimin, Taehyung and Jungkook just makes it so much more funnier. I actually wanted to join in with them. Something within myself telling me it's al normal with a sense of familiarity to it all. It was like a place of stability, instead of moving around a lot. This place you could call home.

I lay happily in my bed just thinking about it, thinking about it all. That's all I really do is think I'm surprised I haven't had a headache yet.

There was a knock on my door, it was quiet and soft yet it was audible.

"Come in."

I answered and the door opened to reveal Hoseok smiling widely at me and stepping in closing the door quietly behind him and walking to my bed as I sit up.

"I just wanted to come in and check on you. You've been very quiet today and we've been worried." Hoseok

He sits down slowly yet carefully as if I could tell him not to sit on my bed with me but I don't mind in the slightest. He could get into my bed with me and sleep next to me for all I care. I feel that comfortable with him, with all of them.

"I'm fine just been thinking a lot about yesterday."

"Ah, about the mates thing right?" Hoseok

I was taken back how he knew exactly what I would be thinking about but I nod shyly and started to fiddle with my fingers on my lap. Hoseok chuckles a little bit and scoots closer to me.

"I've been watching you all today because I was hoping something would jog so much as a memory with at least one of you but I've had nothing so far."

Hoseok frowns in concern and  leans over to me a little more closer and places on hand on top of mine.

"Don't force yourself though. It'll come with time. " Hoseok

I nod knowing that he's right. There was that constant tingling from his hand touching mine it was nice and gave me a sense a warmth. I looked at Hoseok and he was just watching our hands together with the tingling feeling and a wide grin spread across his face. He must be feeling that too.

"Can you feel that tingling feeling too?"

Hoseok nods slowly and removes his sights from our hands to meet my eyes.

"Yes, it's because we're mates. You'll feel that with the others too." Hoseok

Now I remember I felt that with Namjoon and Yoongi too but didn't know what it means but now I do. I like it.

A suggestion pops up in my mind, since I can't remember anything right now do you think he would tell me something that he remembers of when we were kids.

"Hoseok could I ask you something?"

"Sure. You can ask me anything y/n." Hoseok

He smiles kindly and I move my hands so I could crawl just that little bit closer to him until he's just inches away from me. I thought he would move back a little but he doesn't. It's not like I wanted him because I didn't I wanted to be close to him but I kind of thought he would.

"Can you tell me something of when we were kids please? It's been bothering me all day that I can't remember."

"Ah, right okay. Let me think." Hoseok

He tapped his finger on his chin with a thinking face and his lips slightly pouted staring off to the corner of the room until something came to mine and he clicked his fingers and completely shifted his body right around to face me with now one leg on the bed as the other hangs off.

"There was the time when you were about five maybe, you found out that the seven of us would do anything you asked of us so you used that to your advantage." Hoseok

He grins as he recalls the memory while I listen eagerly.

"What did I do? Or what did I make you all do?"

"It wasn't anything really that bad you were a good kid it's just a cheeky personality that matched with Jungkook a lot. The two of you got into the most mischief but anyway it was all pretty innocent anyway it was just simple dress up." Hoseok

I frowned to what he meant? Dress up?
Dress up into what?
Hosoek seeing my confusion comes to my rescue and explains what he meant.

"Dress up in dresses y/n. You wanted a tea party but there were no girls so all is boys dressed up in dresses and frilly hats and put on girls voices and had a tea party with you. Your dad actually took a picture of it and I have to admit it was fun but I was only embarrassed when the picture was taken." Hoseok

He scratched the back of his head nervous giving me a side glance. That sounds so sweet it's just a shame I can't remember it.

"You all dresses like that because I asked you too?"

"Actually no, come to think of it you didn't ask us we just did it because you were so disappointed so we surprised you." Hoseok

That's even sweeter!!

"I'm guessing those pictures would be destroyed by now?"

I sadly thought. It's would of been nice to see some. Growing up with Mr Lee I only had the pictures of my mom and dad, other than that nothing else.

"No, they're not destroyed." Hoseok

"Huh?!"

Hoseok laughed loudly throwing his head back just because of my reaction to what he said.

"We have the pictures y/n." Hoseok

"What? How? I thought everything was destroyed?"

He shook his head and took my hands without breaking eye contact with me.

"Not everything just the facility your dad was working in but everything else was in your house and that was untouched, well apart form his home office but your office became abandoned. So I think it was a year later we went back there just to think of old times and Taehyung found all the photos. Once we found them we had to take them with us we couldn't just leave them so we carried them around for a while." Hoseok

Yes!! There's pictures!!!

"Can I see them? Where are they?"

"They're in Namjoons room in a safe. I can pull them out tomorrow if you'd like and we can look at them?" Hoseok

"Oh yes please!!! I'd love that!!"

I was so excited like a child on Christmas morning. I became so excited and squealed that I didn't think of my actions to what I did next. I grabbed his cheeks and pulled him towards me and kissed his lips quickly smooching a loud 'MWHA!' afterwards. Hosoek froze for a minute and so did I when i realised what I did.

I just kissed a boy on the lips. My first kiss.

Hoseok blinked with a tint of pink upon his cheeks. I must be the same.

"H-Hoseok I'm s-sorry. I didn't kn-"

He cut me off by kissing me again but this time I responded to his kiss instead of freezing like when I kissed him.

I don't know how long we kissed for but it felt amazing and the tingling I felt in the lips was just even better.

But sadly we were cut off and separated when my door was pushed open to reveal two annoyed looking tiger hybrids at the door with arms folded and tails swinging side to side.

"Hoseok that's no fair." Jimin

"Yeah I wanted to kiss her first!" Taehyung

Hoseok sighed rolling his eyes and leering go of my hands and standing back up.

"Yeah well I got to kiss her first get out." Hoseok

He swatted then away until he walked up to them both turning them around and pushing them out the door.

"Goodnight y/n." Hoseok

He smiled at me but I was still blushing but still said goodnight.

"Goodnight Hobi."

"GOODNIGHT Y/N!!!"

I heard both Tae and Jimin shout from the corridor. Hoseok shook his head and closed the door. I laid back down on my bed slipping back into my bed covers and smiled to myself thinking now if only the kiss Hosoek and I shared.

I really liked it. I wonder if it'll feel the same way with the others too?