Okay.. I'm back! I decided to update today instead of tomorrow... sorry the chapters will be shorter but I will probably add more in the future.. I have one other part for this made!

(Anniahs pov)
Neiah did not come to school so after school I headed to her house... her mom sent me to her room. When I came in she was covered by the covers of her bed and there was ice cream containers scattered around and her room was a mess, some broken glass and objects were scattered. Looked like a rhino ran through her room.
"Neiah! What in the world!"
"What do you want.. leave me alone." She told me.
I grabbed her blanket and she I saw her I sank down to her bed and a tear ran down me face.
"Why? What did you not come to me?" I asked.
I saw blood on a pillow case and her wrists were cut up in bunch of places.
It looked like she was constantly crying.
"Your life is perfect! You did not just have to put your only sister in the ground.. YOU did not have to come overseas cause your homeland was not safe anymore.... YOU have a perfect life.. living with two singers, meeting other 'perfect artist', you get to travel everywhere... and.. and.. your life is perfect!! Why does all the bad things happen to me??"
"Neiah I want you to listen to me.. okay?.. 'when Neiah looked at me then I continued' Neiah, I was abused, I was raped in many occasions, I was beaten for a long time, I tried to commit suicide, look..." I told her and reviled my wrists.
"You did it too? How did you stop?"
"It took a lot of help, from family and friends... trust me you can't do this alone... now I know that you feel like Gods on the other side of a giant brick and stone wall but I can promise that God is right by your side.. and he is on your side.. don't fight alone. I have never had to put a family member in the ground but when my dad died life got really hard... that is when I started cutting the I started to think about suicide.. please, you can't just stay here with all the problems that you think you have.... trust me.. we all have problems. I do too, my parent do to.. did you know that my dads family came here from Australia after loosing a half million dollars in a concert, when they moved here they had barely any money... they kept their faith and soon food appeared at their door step and checks came for them... someone even gave them a brand new minivan. God works miracles and with faith anything can happen."
"How can you be sure? I mean now I have no one besides my mom, my dad may be getting a divorce.. if they spit up then I don't know what to do..."
"Neiah, I'm sorry. That's rough but I know that God has a plan. If your parents do spit up my door is open. If you need me I am a call away, I am always by your side and so is God! I am never sure of Gods plan but I can always remember Gods promise that he will never leave and that he is always there."
"I'm sorry, I just have been in a hard time, are the teachers mad?"
"They are a little but the understand but you can't keep skipping school."
"I'll be there tomorrow." She told me.