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My world stopped with just that one line I couldn't hear anymore what they were talking I wanted to move and go up but my body wasn't reacting it felt so much painful, I wasn't wounded anywhere but it was paining so hard.

I carried myself up in bedroom I seat on bed and tried to control my uneven breath and heartbeat. Even if he had any past it's okay I never dared to ask him, I m possessive more than I should be. It's okay it was his past if somebody was there than it's all gone now he loves me I can feel from his behaviour.

More than that girl?

Did he ever tell how much he loves you?

Does he compare you with her?

Do I keeping him happy more than her?

I close my ear not wanting to hear all these I run to balcony, I m trying to find peace inside me when there storm in my heart. I know I shouldn't react but I can't help this is the way I m, I love him so damn much. I don't know when I fall for him and why I never fall for anyone else but it's life it had different chapters rules and questions for all.

I heard door opening noise and I m not ready to face him, not right now. He must be missing her I don't want to look in those eyes and feel them looking for someone else.

My heart is so selfish and small, I can't accept or share my place in his life, in his heart.

"Gishi, are you there?" He walked after the question.

Right now I don't have power to talk or reply. I want to avoid him, as well this world.

He wrapped his arms around my waist, with his touch my body melt. Today I m wearing turtle crop top. Now I m cursing myself for that. His hand is on my bare waist making me forgot all.

And that's what we want!

I want to hug him tight, maybe I shouldn't do that but I have alright to do that.

I turned and hugged him, surprising him.

"What happened Gishi? Are you fine?" Suddenly his voice is full of concern.

"Did I hurt you?"

Lot's

I wanted to say but I couldn't speak a word. I just hugged him and forgot the whole world around me.

"Gishi, now you are scaring me?" He tried to see my face but I tighten my hold on him. He kissed my forehead.

He rubbed his hand on my back, I didn't cry just kept myself close to him. Maybe my inner self needs a surety that he is mine.

I slowly broke the hug pulling away myself from him after a long time, he kept mum when I didn't reply to him at all.

I walk inside bedroom and seat on bed, Om came following me. Still looking at me for answers. I don't know what to do or say.

"Do you want to talk about it?" He asked softly.

"No" I replied without thinking anything.

"Okay, let's have breakfast" he said and sat beside me. I noticed he had already brought breakfast with him.

Without any other question he feed me, and I feed him. I don't want him to feel that I m upset because of him, because it's a stupid past which is hurting me.

I wanted to ask so many things but my heart fears from the answer.

In last he made me drink juice and kissed my head. Kept plates aside. And hold my both hands with his.

"You know Gishi, I m always there for you. You can come and talk with me. I m never going to leave you or let you face anything alone" he said so sincerely.

"I m sorry" I said feeling guilty.

"Don't be sorry, just if you can tell me, let me know why are you sad?, Maybe You don't know but seeing you like this hurts me. Specially when I don't know matter or how to solve it" the way he said all this I wanted to hug him and ask all my doubts.

But I m not ready to listen or accept all that.

"Just promise me you won't leave me ever?" I asked looking into his eyes I wanted assurance. I was fearful that he will leave me, not for her but still leave me.

"I won't leave you, never ever, this world has no meaning without you" he said and looked into my eyes.

I crashed my lips with his, no more wanting to think about past or anything else. He is the one I want for myself for my whole life.

This Kiss was needy, I was expressing my love, my fear, my insecurities and he reciprocated with assurance like he is understanding my questions, my doubts.

Later Om went out office with dad as he wanted Om to learn all work. I spent my day with mom.

"Mom, Om lives in hostel in Bangalore but if I m not wrong you told once papa has bought flat there" I asked curiously just wanting to know my new family more.

"Yeah, that he bought as surprise for Om and you, we wanted you both to have more time together since it's arrange marriage I thought it would be difficult for you to understand and be in a long distance relationship, just after marriage" she smiled apologetically.

I held her hands "thank you so much mom, I don't think I could had gotten anyone more better than you as my mom" I said sincerely feeling touched with her words.

"No need to thanks, and specially when you both didn't accept the gift and live in it. I know Om was being idiot while saying that he doesn't want you there but he mainly meant to not trouble you. He is different, he try to act angry and bad so he can choose good for other"

I was shocked, till now not knowing what to say about this, he actually hurted me that day, when he said he wants me to study here without asking me maybe I wanted to change my college for him, but I m very bad in adjusting in new place.

This place is more than perfect mom is so good that's why I easily adjusted here.

"Gauri, where are you lost? Don't tell me, you didn't know that he think you might have problem with changing college and it was only one year thing, he will be here for forever from next year" she is so much talkative more than me I really enjoy her company.

"I know he try to act differently but he care more than he can show" I said feeling little shy. Mom pulled me in hug and kissed my cheek.

"Thank you so much Gauri, you don't have idea what you have done for my family and for my son. I wanted to thank you from so long" she said with tears. I just hugged her not knowing what else to do.

"I need your help, Gauri" she said once we broke hug.

"Yeah mom, tell me" 

Before she can speak dad and Om came with very tensed expression.

"What happened?" Mom asked them.

"Nothing serious we have two meetings on same day after tomorrow and I m thinking to send Om for Bangalore meeting. His college will start from next week so it won't be that big issue, and I trust him he will manage the meeting, it's not like he will handling it first time he has done in past too. I m sure he will not disappoint us" Dad said all in serious tone.

I tried to process all news, so Om will go tomorrow Bangalore for business meeting.

I looked at Om his eyes looked sad mine must have mirrored the same.

Mom was looking sad too she must have felt sadness just like us.

Mom took dad to bedroom for talking about something. Once they were out of sight I moved to Om and held his hand, he was looking tired and stressed.

I hugged him "I missed you"

"I missed you too, Gishi"

We broke the hug and I took him with me upstairs on our bedroom.

"You looked tired, what happened Om?" I asked him

"It's little tiring, I look office work now and then but still sometimes I feel out of place in office" he said and looked down.

"I m proud of you Om, you are a very good person, a best son and super best hubby" I said with smile and kissed his cheek.

He circled my waist and pulled me too himself, we have approximately 1 foot height difference, it's so perfect. He bends and keeps his head on mine.

"You make me feel so light, with your one touch all tensions, all worries leave me like they weren't ever in my life"

I kept my hand on his heart, feeling his presence near me. "You make me happiest person Om"

"I don't want to leave you Gishi" he stated the words which were in my heart.

"Then take me with you" I said hoping he will take me with him.

"Hmm, that's nice idea but your college will start soon, I will be busy there in work and college, we won't get time together you will get bore. It would be better if you will stay here with mom dad" he said while playing with my hair.

"I won't get bore and even if I get. it will be fine. I feel bored here too" I said wanting him to understand my feelings and take me there.

"Do you really want to come?" He asked making me angry.

No I just want to convince you and ditch you later in flight.

Idiot

"If you want me then I will come with you" I said hoping he will say he wants me more than anything.

"I don't want to disturb you, I won't be able to take care of you like mom dad are doing here, I will be busy maybe it won't good taking you there" I felt so hurt and angry on him. But I didn't prolong the conversation.

Later we had dinner with mom dad, mom seemed more relaxed then before. After dinner we went straight to bed where Om pulled me close to his chest. I was angry and sad too that it might be last night together for a while so I hugged him close to my life.

"You will miss me?" He asked while making circle on my arm.

"Hmm lot's" I said snuggling closer to him.

"I will miss you Lot's too, without you my life feels so meaning less" he said and kissed my forehead moving down on my face, his open mouth kisses were driving me crazy.

"You want it" he asked so close to my lips that I can feel his hot breathe.

With "hmm" I closed the difference and we had a very romantic and dreamy love making. His hands, lips are miracle on my body. He makes me Alive every time when his lips kissed my neck, my shoulder, my body, my soul.

Next morning before going out he kissed my lips and said bye, but I wasn't ready to let him go. That moment was so emotional I wanted to pull him and hide him somewhere inside me that no one can create difference between us.

I held his shoulder and cried on his arm, "Gishi, I will come soon. I will try to come in weekends" when I looked up with my teary eyes, his eyes were red with tears too.

"I will miss you, Om please take care of yourself eat on time, I m confident that you will do good with meetings as well with your studies" I said and tip toed and kissed his lips softly "I trust you"

"Take care of mom dad, and yourself" he kissed me on neck on love bite mark which one is most fresh because it was made tonight "I will miss making new art on your body" he chuckled, I slightly beat his arm.

"I will miss it too, I m a great admirer of your great work" I laughed with him.

How was the chapter? What you feel about it?

Does anyone can relate with Gishi's character? Or it's hard, I m like her confused and hurt, knowing everything but it's very hard to accept.

How was the bonding between Gauri and mom?

Does anyone still loves Om?

Anyone wants Om's POV?

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