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I thought I m angry on him but it seems different like I was dying for his touch. Our lips crushed and it synced totally fine, I forgot all the tensions all the matters and enjoyed the moment.

He held my face with his big hands and kissed me hard, I tiptoed and gave better accessibility for kiss.

I poured my all love in the kiss and tried my best to convey my feelings. In start I felt he wasn't sure where it will lead but after my passionate kiss. It was totally clear we are moving towards making love.

I move my hand on his chest feeling his warmth, his heartbeats. I can feel his heartbeats are fast just like mine.

He pull me up and circled my legs around his waist.

Thank God, already my toes were aching because of standing on it for a very long kiss.

We wasn't kissing breathlessly, so we didn't break kiss. We were just making it slow and keep placing soft kisses on each others lips.

We started it in anger but it turned soft and loving the moment we touched. His touches calm me in a way which is undescribable.

He placed me on bed and kissed on my neck, the cravings I was keeping inside, is now opened. I wanted him, his all attention, his love, everything.

I didn't feel I was having tears in my eyes until he kissed them. He sucked my tears making it more emotionally sexy. I was feeling the all volcano inside me with closed eyes.

He suddenly stopped, I opened my eyes and saw him waiting for my answer. I didn't want to say him that I m jealous of his first love.

He was reading my eyes, I m sure if I gave him time then he will read me like a open book.

His eyes were so dark that it made me want to be his lights, His dreams, his imagination.

"Am I first girl in your life?" I asked out of nowhere. I saw his eyes widening with shock.

"I mean, am I first in your life with whom you went this close?" I never thought to ask this because I trusted him, but this question was in me from very start. Even before marriage I always thought to ask him this question on one fine day. 

He is first and last guy with whom I m this close, I never even wished for anyone's closeness. So, I can't judge him, whether he was experienced or not.

The all day I was feeling upset with the thought of him loving other girl. If he really had loved or kissed anyone other than me then I don't want him anywhere near me, because it's only my right, if he gave it to other, than he can go to her I don't want him, I already thought, I won't let him touch me. Don't know whom he had touched in past before me, with his big hands.

But here I m taking all initiatives for kisses and touches. His touch is all I need to calm my heart and mind. His warmth is something for which I craved every night when he was away. I was loathing his touches sometimes back but now with his single touch I feel my body holy.

No matter whatever he replies, I love him and I will accept him. I will try my best to change my over possessive and jealous side.

He withdrew himself from me and sat making little difference between us. 

"Om, it's okay if you don't want to answer"

You can leave your possessive side but I can't, I want his answer and I don't want it as yes. I m already sharing him with you now no one more.

My subconscious mind yelled making me more nervous of his answer.

It's so tough to forgot past and accept. Please god I will accept him just let him reply with answer which I want to hear, I have asked this question after gathering lot's of courage.

"Gishi" he whispered and paused.

God please, I m already so much scared and I know myself how much I try I can't control my anger which will explode on him. Even in movies and novels I don't like heroes with broken heart who get their true love in second attempt.

I was looking down praying to God. He swiftly move my chin up I looked in his eyes. "Gishi, It was my first time too" with his words I felt little relaxed.

"Gishi, why you asked me this suddenly, do you have any doubt on me or any question ? You can ask me baby" he said so softly like he is convincing a five years old.

I nod my head but didn't ask him anything. I just hug him. I want his hugs. They are so best. I sat on his lap keeping my legs both side of him.

I hugged his heart. He stroke my hair. I felt myself, his baby in true sense.

I wanted to confess my love but I don't know why I couldn't.

I wanted him to confess his feelings, I read his love in his eyes, I feel his love in his actions, but don't know when I will hear them.

The days in my home actually in my old home went so fast I didn't realised how it ended but today evening is the day when we need to go back home.

But before that papa took me out with him to temple the same one in which he took me for talking about my marriage.

"Gauri, are you happy? I know I took a very important decision of your life"

He is looking little tensed, but better than my marriage time that he used to look more weak now he is looking healthy than before.

"I m happy papa, I m glad that you took this decision for me. I don't think I could had choose anyone better" I said with shy smile.

"If you only know" he said smiling at me 

"What?" I asked not getting what he mean.

"Nothing, but I need to tell you something" he said seriously making me tense.

"Is everything alright papa?" I asked him with lot's of concern. My family is my weakness a single thought of there their problem, kills me.

"Everything is alright now, at the time of your marriage I wasn't well, I had health issues, I wasn't sure that time about my life so, I took the decision of your marriage in hurry"

I looked at him in shock not believing that he hid this much important thing from me. A tear escaped from my eyes.

"Gauri, I m fine baby. Nothing is serious now" he wiped my tears.

"I trust you" that's all I said. He is my superman I trust him with my all problems.

"My baby" he hugged me.

"Gauri, The decision was taken in hurry but Om was someone whom I trusted with you from very long, I wasn't sure about him in start but with time I recognize" before he could complete his words a call disturbed us.

Papa received the call it was from mummy asking us to come fast.

"Gauri, your mummy ordered us to report in 15 minutes" he said with fake scare.

"Papa, can you please tell me what had happened to you at that time of my marriage? I don't want to know anything which you feel I shouldn't know but this is something I truly want to know" I said 

"Gauri, after Richa's marriage one day in office I got severe chest pain. In hospital they told me maybe it could be heart attack" he saw my fear and held my hand "But it wasn't I went through all the tests. At that time I felt so scared. In all that tough day Om helped me and said me I will get fine and he was always there if I needed him. Report came showing It was a mere gas pain"

I felt relaxed after knowing he is fine.

"But my cholesterol level was high, even my blood pressure was little high. I took medicines for that now I m all fit and fine but I will need to take care of my blood pressure levels" he said.

I just hugged him "Nothing will happen to you papa, I will pray for you and soon I will be a good doctor so I will take care of your health"

"I know my baby, Om was always there with me in hospitals for tests, he called me everyday and reminded about my medicines timing, I feel I couldn't had find him for you if" before he was again disturbed by call.

It was Mummy's call we left hurriedly. I was feeling so happy that my Om took care of papa when I wasn't aware of it.

Soon we bid bye to all and left.

In car when Om was driving the car from one hand I took his left one in my hand. "Thank you so much Om"

"For what princess?" He asked me sweetly.

"For taking care of papa today he told me all, why he took the decision of my marriage so hurriedly" I replied.

For a second his expression changed he looked at me, I smiled and kissed his hand. He stopped the car, we were on empty road so it wasn't any issue. He unbuckled himself, kissed my forehead and then he kissed my both hands. He loves my hands, he doesn't mind that they are so small. He pressed my hands with his than kissed my lips. 

It was a just small kiss. He broke the kiss buckled himself and resume the drive. 

The moment we reached home, I hugged mom dad and said them how much I missed them. Mom had tears in her eyes. She missed me alot. Since my marriage she is habituated of me in home suddenly without me and Om she felt her life empty.

This time I didn't forget my Tam-Tam in my home, I brought it with me.

I thought Om must be tired after driving. After dinner I came and slept. Later I felt Om hugging me. We both drift into sleep.

Because of some bad dream I got up in midnight, I checked time it was only 3 O'clock. I hugged Om and tried to sleep.

"What happened baby?" Suddenly Om asked maybe I disturbed his sleep because of continues change of position.

"bad dream" I replied.

He held me tightly and stroke my head " what did you dream?"

"It was bad, papa wasn't well and someone was asking me to choose between papa and you" I said still fearing from that stupid dream.

He kissed my head "I have checked Papa's every report he is fine now, don't worry nothing will happen to him"

I didn't reply anything just snuggle more in him.

He took my hand in his and then took it to his lips and kissed it.

"Don't fear baby, Papa and I won't leave you ever" he said and pulled me little up.

He looked into my unsure eyes and then moved towards my lips. I closed my eyes and welcomed his love.

I kissed him slowly saying him thank you for his concern towards my family, showing how greatful I m. With his touch my mind and heart both felt relaxed. I pulled him closer making aware that I want more.

He accepted my wants gladly and showered me with his kisses, his touches which are loaded with his love.

I know he loves me I never doubt his love. just wish to hear his confession.

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I seriously love these characters Om and Gauri both are like my babies. I m totally attached with them.

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