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Omkara's POV

It's little awkward, but glad we stopped on time. Maybe it's not the right time. But it felt so right, so good.

It was a precious dream, which came alive.

My angel is fulfilling my dreams.

Hmm

My all dreams, even silly ones are slowly coming alive with my beauty, but never mind.

Now, what should I say for lighting mood?

Say her, how much you enjoyed!
How much you wanted to carry on!
How you desire her with all your body!

Shut up pervert.

"Gishi, did you study?"

She gets startled from my unexpected question and looks at me, her face grow red maybe because just back we did good revision for exam.

I smile mentally with this thought.

She looks here and there her long forgotten books which are still open on study table.

"I...I m actually not done yet and it's late if you want you can go in your old bedroom for better sleep" she says in very soft voice avoiding my eye contact.

"But isn't it late for study?"

"Not for me Om, I like to study in late night, because I don't believe on my sleep" she says with little smile.

When she says Om, I can loose whole world for that one single moment.

Hmm, my girl. I say happily mentally to my subconscious mind.

Her little smile makes me believe all awkwardness had already run away from window.

She rises her eyebrows indicating she is asking something, which I don't remember. what does she ask? Dude?

I ask my subconscious mind for help.

I don't know anything else other than how cute she is looking right now.
My girl!
My girl!

We both say together at same time inside my head.

"Om?" Gishi says little loudly this time for bringing me out my thoughts.

"Huhh?" I ask confusedly

"Don't tell me, you don't listen me?" She asks little irritably.

She is Looking more cute than a small baby.

"Umm....sorry" I reply helplessly.

"Seriously Om, okay never mind. are you going to your old bedroom? It's already 12:30 am I don't want to keep you up all night" she says last part reasoning why she wants me out of room.

Whatever but she is throwing us out. Dude. Didn't she enjoy what we did with her? say her we can do better than before for her pleasure.

Stupid shut up. I say angrily to my subconscious mind.

"No, Gishi it's perfectly fine, I don't want to go in other bedroom you can study here only with me don't even think to go there because your face is showing some hint of coming this idea from you" I say seriously after reading her face.

"Umm.... Actually I have habit of reading in loud voice while studying" she says like small baby.

"It's fine, don't worry" I say assuring her And lieing little.

Little later

I m trying to sleep with lights on which is not my thing, plus her small voices which is trying to make it minimum.

I can't sleep like this.

Because you are idiot

What do you mean? I Ask my inner self.

You have such beautiful wife, who is near you, after so many days and you are trying to sleep

In a way he is right.

I m always.

I ignore my subconscious mind and move to process. Gishi notices my movements.

"Sorry for bothering you, I can go in other room you can sleep peacefully" she says.

Does she really doesn't want me near her, I m already missing her on bed when she is in same room. How I will survive without her in this bloody room?

"Don't you want me here? Is my presence suffering you?" I ask thinking maybe I hurt her with all those things which I did today.

We didn't do alone, she too did and enjoyed too just like us.

Shut up it's serious.

It's little upsetting that she doesn't want me here with her.

"Umm....yes I can't concentrate when you are here with me and more to my concern is I don't want to trouble you" she says looking down, like she has done some mistake.

She reads hurt on my face and she doesn't want to see it that's why clear answer without any eye contact.

She seems hurt too, I want her to read me like books almost all time but not my hurts and worries, I like to hide that just like I hide my most of emotions from world.

"Do I make you uncomfortable? Gishi?"" I ask softly avoiding hurt from my voice.

"Umm no...maybe yes..umm actually I don't know"

Silly girl

My silly girl.

Leaving quilt I walk to her, who is sitting on study table. I reached to that corner of bed which near to table.

"Even if you feel uncomfortable, we should work on making it comfortable, because we can't avoid each other always if I will give you space now then it means giving you space forever" I say simply indicating you have to bear me unless it's so important I m not giving you space leaving you is impossible.

She thinks something maybe pondering on my words and getting satisfied.

In two steps I reach study table and grab my one book from it whatever comes in my hand, unluckily it's first semester book which I have completed little before marriage but never mind let's study.

I try to be near her but without bothering her she seems little uncomfortable for a while but later she got totally engaged in books leaving me.

I took this moment as chance to admire her, she is so beautiful even with those crazy hairs, natural and her oily face. Maybe she seems little cartoon like this, the cutest one. but for me I have never seen a girl as beautiful as her.

Because you never had eyes for anyone else.

True my eyes were reserved for her, and even If I see anyone no one can make her less beautiful in my eyes. She is beautiful from inside out and more than that she is the only one for me.

I m old fashioned guy and possessive too some past memories surface in my eyes but I shut them back in my head, I m glad whatever life took turns I got her as my everything.

It's so late 1:30 am already and she is finding it hard to keep her eyes up. It's enough now.

"Gishi, let's sleep I m sleepy now" I say acting sleepy.

"Om I need to complete this chapter, you sleep" she says firmly

"But you are sleepy too" I say reasoning her.

"Still I need complete it, let's talk a while for getting mood fresh"

"Yeah do one thing take your book in hand let's get on bed we can talk and sleep on bed too"

"No if once I get on bed I will sleep for sure" she says.

"Please Gishi" I say requesting her.

"I know why you want me on bed" she says making funny faces which are seems funny only to me.

Is she going to say something naughty?

No something childish, I m sure from her looks.

"And what's that?" I ask so innocently.

"You don't want to carry me till bed that's why you want me on bed so even if I fall sleep you wouldn't need to carry me, I m smart you don't think me fool" she says making me laugh like manic I was prepared for something childish but it was beyond my thinking power.

"Don't laugh on me" she says making faces.

"If you thinks like that then let me carry you till bed or if you want I can carry you all home in my arms like last time" I say controlling my laughter and remembering that day when she slept in car.

"Hmm, let me make tea or coffee for freshing up our mood" she says with red cheeks to change topic.

She walks little towards door and was about to ask tea or coffee again but I walk to her and take her in my arms like bridal style, she seems little Chubby but she is so light. No changes in her weight from last time.

"Om, I don't want to..." Before she could complete I cut off her.

"I promise I won't let you sleep" I say sincerely. I drop her on bed and books which was she reading and the book which I was reading.

We sit on bed with support of pillows, I want to let her study but she seems sleepy.

"Do you believe in ghosts?" I ask the first thing came in my mind

"No" she replies little late then she adds "bru loves horror movies with him I watched too but I m little scared of it" she said showing thoda on her fingers.

A new thing I learn about her, I nod my head.

"Are you scared?" She asks

"No, not at all"

I look at her and find she is not sleepy but disturbed maybe scared.

"Gishi, since I promised to help you in completing your chapter will you let me complete my one fantasy" I ask like girl.

For you anything Gishi
Qq
Absolutely

"Yeah say" she asks curiously.

I open my arms for her "come here" and ask her.

She looks me me for awhile "come" I say once again indicating my awaiting arms.

She comes in my arms and sit on my
Laps, like hugging. I take her book from her side and give it in her hand and take my book in my hand.

"Now study" I say her I want to enjoy this moment she is in my arms while studying it was really a fantasy.

"Really it's a fantasy for you?"

"Hmm, which you are fulfilling" I kiss on her nose.

She thinks something for a while then cocentrate on her study.

I read my book, and get it all fresh in my mind but her voice doesn't let me so I didn't bother much myself.1aqq I concentrate on my wife.

"Om" she says close to my chest

"Hmm"

"Do You feel comfortable like this studying?" She asks making me think that maybe it's not comfortable for her. I think to make her sit her own but it doesn't seems like she wants to leave my lap bcecause the way she seems comfortable. I m bit confused.

"Yeah, I m. are you uncomfortable ? If not then It's fine" I say thinking about her.

"No, I m perfectly comfortable in start I thought it won't be comfortable but look at me I completed my last answer too" she says me happily.

"Great then let's sleep now it's late" I say taking book from her hand but she takes books from my hand her as well as mine, And hugs me keeping her head on my chest "no I want to be little more like this close to you"

I felt so happy that she too wants me near her like I want her to me and best part is she is saying it clearly.

Maybe I m right about my old assumption which I made when I was in Bangalore. While chatting also if once time crossed 1 at night she speaks without thinking much like a drunken person do.

We keep hugging eachother quite for a long time enjoying our moment.

"A thing or person who scares you most?" I ask her in curiousity wanting to know her more.

She thinks for a while then breaks hug and say.

"I don't fear from anything or from any person, but failure. It scares me so much, I know failure is important part of life for learning. I don't know why but it's very scary thought for me, it's like I don't know what to do. It's very confusing" she says honestly I can read that on her face.

"What about you?" She add then.

"Losing, I can't handle losing anyone, especially a person whom I love so much. That's why I never want to hurt anyone, hurting is bad and it can be lead to losing " I answer thinking some memories, I guard my emotions.

I m glad to have her in my life because I m sure we will never judge each other as per our thinking or anything we like to respect difference.

We soon take our usual sleeping place on bed and another day ends with her being in my arms.

A memorable day.

With her everyday is memorable, let's make memorable forever ❤️

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