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My day is rocking awesome.

Fu**ing awesome, if I m not wrong.

Thanks genius.

First of all early morning surprise test, then in canteen I committed my life's biggest mistake.

Actually you committed that way before, maybe on your first night.

Shut your mouth two are enough.

"I can't believe Nish it's been months since you got married and still you both are not have done anything" Riddhima says and I give her are you crazy look because she is giving me same, I can't do anything other than coping her.

Ishana pipes in "she has done something and according to me it's fine if she needs her time then she can have, it's a arrange marriage they need time and they are youn.."

Riddhima cuts off her in middle "yeah that's what I m Saying you both guys are young, you should have some action, I can't believe you are young any more... I guess old couple could show more action then you guys" she says showing how big crime I have done.

And also said you are old lady.

My subconscious mind laughs manically on me.

Really?

Yeah moron

"Shut up All of you" my stupid subconscious mind you too.

"Okay" three voice in union .

"Why don't we are talking about the surprise test, which was super amazing and tough too, because we are not studying nowdays, that questions were foreign to us" I say mocking the word surprise test.

"Ri baby, believe me nothing is more important then your love life for us" she says showing her fake love and care.

"Exams are starting from next week and we are wasting our time like this"
I say them meaningfully.

"Ri, you can manage exam we have time for that but I think today you need to do something" she says so seriously that I look her for continuing.

Ishana is also looking her waiting to know what I should do "you need to do that tonight"

"What? Are you mad?" I ask her pissed with all this.

"Ishana tell her, aren't I m saying right?" She sees Ishana.

"Look Ri, we know that you love him, and I m sure till now you too know this. If you feel comfortable and want to take your life ahead then take action, it will be a good experience I m sure for you. Because the way you was saying it today about your all those situations shows that you are confused, I know maybe you want to wait or you want to do but be clear don't get confused. It must have hurt his feelings too" Ishana smiles lightly on me then Riddhima continues.

"And dear, he is a guy. they have needs you should think about him too"

This line give me tones of thing to think. All lectures went in blur I couldn't concentrate on my studies.

Om shows up at time to receive me, I bid bye to my both friends. Riddhima hugs me and say "Tonight is your night"

With little smile they say bye and I move towards car.

"How was your day? Gishi" he asks as soon as I wear seat belt.

"Fine" I reply in low voice.

The whole ride was silent other than him asking me "are you hungry ?"

"No" again short answer.

The moment I reach home, I run to our bedroom and lock myself.

I hear footsteps near bedroom door but no one knocked the door.

I try to think all the situation from a guy side but I don't know how a guy think so it's useless.

In this modern world why doing extra work take Google help.
My kind subconscious mind suggests me and for the first time in my life without any argument I take her suggestion.

I try to Google but don't know what to ask.

You are a useless girl, you don't know a single thing

"Thank you" I reply to my subconscious mind.

I write something and Google it.

Results are not what I wanted to know but there is a answer which is related to my question. It's on quora. It's a app people use it mainly to write about themselves and ask questions even answer to others.

I click on that answer then I read it, there are more answers, I keep reading them. Some are good answers some are so shocking.

But this helped me to know guys thinking at least little bit, a good application.

After sometimes I get fresh and leave the room. In hall I find mom and Om.

Om looks little tensed about something while mom is happily talking.

Om looks up at find me, his all worries leave his face in just some seconds, he scans me and then smiles at me.

"Gauri, why are you standing there come here" mom calls me.

I walk to her and sits beside her.

"How was your trip?" I ask her because I wasn't have talked her properly since ages. Mostly she wasn't here or I wasn't.

"It was good, I enjoyed there" she replies softly.

"How was your day? Baby, you looks tired" she asks caressing my face so lovingly.

"It was fine, I had a surprise test and I wasn't prepared for it" I said sadly.

"Oh it's okay, it was just a test, Gishi don't get sad about it" says Om with light smile.

"Yeah, it's not big deal. You know if you will do everything good and right then there won't be any fun. It's your life manage it properly enjoy and learn in balance way" mom says, I hug her, she hugs me back. She is coolest mom of world.

More cool then mummy

Yeah right

"Thank you mom, you are so smart and cool. You explain so easily that all feel so right" I say her.

"Because I m old and I know how life treats us" she kisses my forehead. I close my eyes in delight. I thank God for gracing me with such a good family.

"Mom, you don't love me" says Om with a sad face.

"Why do you feel that way?" She asks little surprisingly.

"Where is my forehead kiss?" He asks kneeling front of mom.

Mom kisses his forehead too and slaps him lightly on his cheek.

"Always jealous" mom says and smiles at him.

It feels so good to see a mother and son together showing there affection indirectly.

"I could never be jealous of Gishi" he says and looks at me with love.

"Good, because she deserves my love before you" mom's this statement makes me confuse, but I don't break my eye contact with Om.

The way he is looking me now with lot's of love, I can live my whole life in just this moment of pure love.

Mom clears her throat breaking our eye contact. I look down feeling so embarrassed. Om gets up from floor and sits beside me on same sofa.

Feeling so much Embarrassed I keep looking down, avoiding any kind of eye contact with anyone.

"I have cooked kheer, let me bring for you both" she says and stands up.

I too stand up, "mom, you sit here I will bring"

"No need, Gauri you sit I will be back in two minutes"

Mom walks towards kitchen, I keep watching her, Om holds my hand pulls me down to sit.

I look at him then our joined hand, I sit there and move little away from him. For my surprise he doesn't leave my hand and move little closer to me.

I try to free my hand and  move little ahead, but he doesn't leave my hand.

"Om, leave my hand" I say him softly. Still avoiding eye contact.

"Why?" He asks so innocently

"Mom will see" I say him reasoning idiotically.

"Means you don't mind, and I don't mind anything else"

Same here my hero.

"Om, it doesn't look good front of elders behaving like this" I say.

"You are my wife and you are fine with it then no one will feel it bad or wrong so chill"

I m super fine, never leave it.

"Om...

I gets cut off by mom "Om, leave her hand, how will she it without it?"

It's so embarrassing for me, I want to hide somewhere.

"Don't worry mom, I m here so she doesn't need to worry I will make her eat" Om says tightten his hold on my hand.

Mom smiles so happily that I don't feel uncomfortable, Om being mad guy makes me eat without listening me. He makes mom eat too with his hand and we all end up taking selfies.

It feels good to know that how much I m loved here, but I miss my family, I do talk with them and be in touch but sometimes I want to cry.

***

Later in bedroom I m trying to study and Om is doing God knows what?

It's Saturday so I m glad that I don't have college tomorrow and I have one week to prepare myself for exam.

I m trying to concentrate but it's not possible, I wish I can meet papa it's been almost a month since I meet him.

"What's bothering you? Bhalu(Bear)" Om asks near my ear.

I didn't notice when he come here and this much near me.

Idiot he called you bhalu🐶 do something, it's about our pride

Yeah right.

"Om, how dare you?  call me bhalu?" I ask him angrily.

"Why bhalu? Am I not allowed to call you that?" He asks innocently holding my face and nuzzles his nose with mine.

Very lovingly I repeat his nuzzle and reply "No" in anger.

"Okay bhalu🐶, I won't call bhalu anymore" he says teasingly nuzzling.

In a second thought Bhalu sounds cute!

Finally you lost your mind, but how can you?

What do you mean?

You never had one.

So funny!

"Good" I reply in low voice and try concentrate on my studies.

"What happened? Gishi" he asks in serious tune.

"Nothing" I reply trying to avoid eye contact.

He holds my shoulders and make me turn facing him, and lifts my face up, I look at him with tear full eyes.

I can't manage and end up in tears.

He is confused but he pulls me in hug "what happened baby?, Do I hurt you? Sorry I won't tease you please say what happened, Gishi" he asks while rubbing my back.

My stupid tears aren't listening me and following endlessly without my permission. Or maybe with his permission with sweet words he keeps patting my back lightly, allowing me to cry out like baby. He holds me in his arms for long and caresses my hair.

"I miss papa" I say like small baby.

I don't know it's 100% truth or not but I do miss my family, specially papa and bru.

"Gishi you scared me" he holds my face wipes my tears and kisses my  head.

"Sorry" I say looking down.

"Get up fast and get ready, I will inform mom till then" he says while standing up.

"Inform what?" I ask him confusedly.

"That we are going your home" he thinks little then adds "it's Saturday we can stay there till Monday"

What?

"No, Om" I say immediately and stand.

"Okay baby, we will stay for a week" he says with little smile.

WHAT?

"Om no"

"Gishi it won't look good if we will stay there for more days and we can't leave mom alone here right?" He asks me like I m some small baby.

"Why will you stay at my home?" I ask him with big eyes.

"With you, I can't leave you alone" he says firmly.

"Why will I go there ?" I ask more confusedly.

"Because you are missing them and I want you to be happy" he replies and pinches my nose like I m baby.

No one is perfect so not even these characters so don't judge them, just try to see from their view.

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