Chapter 34
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His sadness made me angry on myself, I quickly cover the distance between us and hug him. I feel ashamed of me and my childish behaviour.
"I m so so so sorry for behaving like that, I knew there must be some reason otherwise you could had surely informed me still I behaved so idioctly" I say pulling him more in hug.
I was wishing this pulling will make him see my side and he will understand my madness.
Certified Idiot!
"Gishi, calm down. It wasn't your madness. I m not sad or upset because of you. Stop blaming yourself" he says while rubbing my back.
Slowly we both break hug and see each other with some different emotions in our eyes. I try to avoid eye contact and look around I see people staring at us not continuesly but still they are keeping eyes on us.
I always had very confused and mixed view towards PDA. It's sometimes cute and adorable to show feelings but sometimes it's look bad. Specially when children are around.
I have seen so many couples doing PDA but in limit it feel good, but when limits get crossed it doesn't feel good anymore.
Right now, not wanting to make it bad impression on others or on children I try to be in some sense without touching him.
Finally after sorry chapter first from him after from me it ended. We both did lot's of masti and had junk food.
My favourite!
Later we moved towards car for going home, which mechanic dropped here. How can I didn't notice that Om came to pick me without car. Now I know reason so I still feel sad on my immature behaviour. He is already tired and I made him more troubled.
While driving he is holding my hand. Making me realize how much he wants me.
We stop at some place which is totally new for me, but Om promises me this place is something which I will love for sure.
We walk around ten steps and there I can see a jungle which is looking like bay but it's not an actual bay.
"Wow the view is awesome" I say in amazement.
"Hmm it is, it's filmcity down there, all those are movie and serials sets" he says looking down.
"I never been at any shooting place and I m not even interested, but this place there lighting all so beautiful, I m glad that you brought me here. I can guarantee, that down sets and all won't be this beautiful from any other view" I say looking around. This place above here is good, there are people, couples busy in their on world.
Om holds my hand and lead me towards left, when we reached there I found it's secluded place, it's look like little jungle. I can see a couple hugging in a corner.
This side views are same like there but little more Forest. I felt something different here, maybe I want to get some alone time.
"This place good, how you know about it?" I ask.
"I used to come here with friends" he says looking at me.
We were holding hands, I move little near him. I want to feel him near me.
Maybe he want the same, he keep his arm around my shoulder. We aren't talking but our bodies are doing.
He pulls me little towards him, I circled my arm around his waist and hugged him. I tried my best to reach him, but I can't, glad that I can hear his heartbeat. We took every hand movement, every touch slowly making it more physical than it was.
In his arms it feels good.
Yeah, My stupid height.
But still we hug, it feet so good to be near him, he is holding me so tightly. I hear footsteps and brake the hug.
The voice is coming from little away so it's my useless fear, Om is firmly holding my waist not ready to let me go. I touch his hand on my waist and make him remove.
It feel good at wrong don't know why ?
There is a rock we sit on that without talking.
"Do you like to hug me?" He asks me out of nowhere.
I m lost, I don't want to admit my need for his touch, but I don't want to come up as a needy girl too.
"What about you? Do you like?" I ask him back his question.
he gets that I don't want to answer first, from my question he understand that.
"I love to hug you Gishi" he says clearing my misery and touching my cheek.
I melt at his statement the way he confesses, I will die if he is going to say like this his love for me.
I stand in front of him, he is still sitting I hug him. "I too love it"
I close my eyes feeling him near me, his beard felt rough but still pleasurable on my skin.
He is holding me so tightly, reciprocating hug. We brake hug and look at each other.
I feel I m doing wrong but it felt good, I don't know it's wrong or right.
"It's wrong" I say but I hug him back. I m mad, I m chanting it's wrong we should go home but I m making him hug me.
He is holding my waist, I want him to touch me more. I turn my back to him. He places his and on my belly.
It felt so good his hand on me, I close my eyes, enjoying his touch. His foreign touch on my belly is creating havoc on me.
His hand is slowly moving on my belly above my top, I feel tingling in my whole body.
He turns me and hugged me this time his head on my heart, my heart was beating so fast.
"Your heartbeat is so fast" he says in little shock voice, hearing my fast rhythm of heartbeats.
"All because of you" I say moving my hand in his hair. Wanting to enjoy this moment, savoring this for life time.
There is no space between us not even for air, we have closed over eyes enjoying the feel of love or maybe lust.
In this moment I can't feel anything else, we want it. His hand on my body circling me tightly, I can feel in his posture he wants more too.
My heart is still saying it's worng but I can't seem to listen anything, there is a pressure on me, I want him near me but there is something which is not good for us.
We break hug, he makes me sit on his lap, his one hand is on my belly my back is in touch with his chest. His another hand shifts my hair in other side from his way. He kisses on my ear, his breath creates havoc on my skin, his lips is fire. A fire on which I want to burn. I hold his hand on my stomach tightly giving him encouragement.
He pulls me more in him, and kisses my cheeks ear, eyes everywhere. It's a torture but I m enjoying it. I want more I move my head in other way and give him full access on my neck.
He kiss me on neck, slowly slowly small feathery kisses, he starts sucking me, I find myself circling my hand around his head. It's bliss as well as pain, he keeps sucking my neck moving down and I m not in sense at all.
I m moaning slowly, his name not wanting him to stop ever. I feel him pulling my top down so he can meet my skin and give me this sweet torture. I hold his head and push him more in me, he keeps sucking, kissing whatever skin he can get.
"You like?" He asks suddenly stoping all, I can't process a thing or what he asks. It takes me a moment to understand all thing what he is asking and what we were doing.
I don't know what to say him, I love when he touches me but there is some madness in me which stops me.
"Gishi, do you like my touch? you want me, my touch?" It's a big question for me getting physically close to him is like an addiction I want to but my mind has battle with my heart.
He tries to search answer in my eyes. His eyes show his pain, I don't know what to do? He avoids eye contact and looks down.
I don't know how but I know he is feeling ashamed, but ashamed of what touching his own wife?
I place my both hand on his cheeks, and looks directly in his eyes, I plant my lips on his.
We close our eyes and move in slow rhythm. Maybe we were in lust before but this kiss is pure sign of our love, our sacred bond.
We break the kiss And enjoy there little time, understanding eachother, knowing eachothers silence. I keep my head on his shoulder feeling secured, he holds my shoulder protectively.
Now I m sure whatever will be come in future good or bad, happy or sad I want be like this forever in his arm.
It's my home.
We reach home get fresh had some chit chat with mom and dad. Later on dinner table everything was like always mom said how was her trip and all, papa joked how mom bored him. They were so happy to have Om back.
Later at night we slept together feeling perfect, today we learn to understand each others silent side.
We don't say love you and there is no need to say because we feel, but still my stupid heart wish to hear Love you from my prince.
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