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It's Om, finally he called.

"Hello" My voice come soft, more than I have intended.

"Hi Gishi, how's your day?" He asks making me think back, how was my day till now?

Restless

Yeah I was, but his voice is enough for making me forget all my stupid thoughts.

God only know? What his closeness will do?

Good for you, he is coming soon.

"Fine, how was your exam?" I ask getting worried about his exam.

"It was good, don't worry about me honey" he says simply, he uses not only sweet words but also his sweetes voice.

"Okay, so when are you returning?" I ask hoping 'Today' as my answer.

"In three days" he replies in a very obvious tone.

Three fucking days?

Language

Hell with language, I can't go a more day without seeing his those beautiful brown eyes.

But now we have to, the thought of waiting for him more three days, breaks my heart, Making obvious my love for this Donkey.

"Gishi, I have little work here. I have to complete that then only I can come there. I have to submit some documents in university" he says like I m so mad person who can't understand what he saying.

God! We are not fools.

Idiot guy.

"Hmm, It's okay I understand, you can't do up down everyday. You need to settle things there. It's fine"

I want to say him or more like order him, to ask his friend to do that work, studip work keeping him away from me and mom. She too miss her.

Cruel world !

My subconscious mind getting super angry on this world but not on her hero. Huhh?

I can't be angry with him, how good I feel near him you won't understand.

Uh really?

Yup, she smirks proudly.

I m amazed, my subconscious mind is mad in his love!

"What are you doing?" He asks bringing me back to earth, world, college and finally in canteen.

Dieing wanna join?

"Going for next lecture" I try to say in normal voice, don't know why this news is hurting so much. I wish I can punch him and get relief from this hurtness, this pain.

"Oh" his voice sounds little shocked with little bit hint of sadness.

Good that he is getting sad too.

No it's not good, I don't like him sad.

"Sorry, but I have to. I can't miss today's lecture" It's an important topic, I had heard it's quite tough lesson.

"Don't be sorry, it's fine. You must be getting late. I'll call later... bye"

"Bye" I say thinking about more three big days.

"Take care, eat on time and take needed rest" he says like a good mumm.

Like he cares?

My subconscious mind getting in her bad mood.

Of course he do, don't worry we will manage more three days without him and without that peaceful arms.

"You too Om"

"Bye"

"Bye take care" with this three words I cut the call and try to carry my broken wishes, dreams and heart.

It was a long day after boring and important lectures, I went out with my group. Me and my both besties we are enough, we don't need more people for enjoying.

It's not like we don't like more people or we didn't get more people. It's just that we three are comfortable and alive Together.

Don't know how? But they get to know whatever is inside me. Most of time they make me say and sometimes they get by face.

Like today, they get to know by themselves that what must be reason of my mood change. I was restless and happy before his call and after I m broken.

I sat in lecture because it's important but couldn't concentrate because Something else was important for my stupid heart.

My mood was so obvious to my friends that they took me out. First they thought to go out at beach because it's my favourite place they know, but after being there with Om I don't want to go with my besties and miss my idiot hubby. They don't deserve to see me being all sad and missing him.

So, we went to mall did little shopping had coffee and lots of fun. I got Om's call but I didn't talk much with him because I m not in mood of getting sad.

They are best, just like Richu they never let me be quite or sad, and if once I get my mood nothing can quite me or around me.

If he can't come today or tomorrow it's fine, it's not like we are not going to meet at all.

I m here waiting for him, no matter what I'll always wait for my love, my hubby and my heart. I know he will come because I m his one and only like he is mine.

It's late, I m late it's 9pm and still I m on way to home. Me Gauri Sinha I have never been this late ever.

Silly me, I m no more Sinha. Now I m Deewan. Gauri Omkara Deewan.

I know, you won't leave a single opportunity of saying his name.

You know me well, his name sounds so good in my ears, so good on my lips and best when it completes my name. It's amaze me how he completes me, in my life, in my name.
I keep my hand on my heart "In my heart" I say slowly to myself.

You are gone nuts, in his love. your madness is now shocking me too, that how you connect every single thing to him. Seriously you are Amazing you can connect anything to that idiot husband.

Yeeyyy! Finally you are angry on your lover boy, who has mouthwatering body, killer smile, sweetest voice, chocolate eyes and so on.

P.S - all in your own words.

My subconscious mind gives me most shocked look anyone can give, with open mouth.

I m proud of myself, I can shock my inner sense, my subconscious.

When I have some fun moments with my lovely friends, I go mad in happiness and get better view to see things.

If he can't come two days Early
It doesn't mean, I m not important for him or I m not his priority. Maybe I m his priority that's why he want to complete all his small works and be mine without any disturbance.

Yoy baby you are shocking me too. Yeah you are right, I m his most important work he needs more time to deal with me.

We, I m smart than you since always.

She pouts making baby face but doesn't come back with any smart mouth answer.

Wow, so many things happening for the first time.

See Gishi, Being smart brings peace in your mind too.

I m actually not getting smart but I thought today, things can't happen the way I want or with someone else want. Same goes with my hubby he can't come even if he want sometimes we have some problems like his documentation work.

But he could had shown sadness, how much he miss me.. I mean us.

Yeah, right.

I m always!

So, like this I m back to same thinking I m angry on him, I have to sleep today also missing him, thinking how we will meet?, how he will kiss?, how will I feel?

Lot's of stupid questions are unanswered because he doesn't want to meet me.

You said something else, now you are changing your words baby

So what else you expect from me? I m a girl. I give full tooth smile to myself.

I m mad, I talk with myself but what to do it's my best friend who always say opposite of my thinking. We have best discussion because of that. And I love my this kind of chat with my self.

Congratulation Gishi you are getting smart....or mad I don't know.

At least I reached home, It's late and mom dad are gone out for some business meeting. I m gald they don't force me in all these things. Both are best In laws in the world anyone can have. They said by themselves I have all life for that kind of meetings and I have to suffer them in future, so why now? It's my enjoyment days according to them.

I believe the same.

Hmm, I know you sure do.

I m hungry but not in a mood of eating alone. I hate to eat alone so I took one apple from kitchen.

"Hi, dinner" I greet to Apple and have a bite. What to do? I m hungry and little boyish.

I don't know what's boyish in it?, let me correct myself. I m hungry and not so girlish.

It sounds better.

I walk to up in stairs while biting apple. When I reach up I hear some voice from my bedroom.

I get alert and walk slowly towards door, I open it slowly and examine whole room. But nothing is seen uncommon.

I move in and throw my bag as well shopping bags on bed and sits there. I m tired as hell today.

Enjoyed as hell too!

I lay my head in bed, it's my unique resting style. Legs are in sitting posture and upper body in lieing posture.

Home sweet home

I close my eyes and relax, I spread my both hands in both the sides, don't to forget I still have apple in my right hand.

It feels good and relaxing. I hear some noise, same like before. This time I know it's someone's walking sound, and it's coming from balcony side.

My heart thumping loudly, making everything fearful, I m back to alert mode, which I didn't leave totally earlier.

om gan ganapataye namo namah:

With god name I sit up and throw apple to that direction from where walking sound is coming.

I open my eyes and get biggest shock of my life, it's like heart attack. I can't breath, I can't believe.

Om is standing holding the same apple which I have thrown at him. Not to mention laughing on me crazily.

"Oh god Gishi, is this the way you will save yourself from some thief" he walks near me clutching his stomach laughing like manic.

I feel like idiot, here inside me Lot's of things emotions are happening and this stupid guy is laughing.

"No, I was welcoming you" I say and turn my face to other side getting angry, sad, happy and god knows what more?

My heart is still beating fast. I feel overwhelmed with emotions.

"Not at all a good way, for welcoming such handsome husband" he says while sitting beside me.

"It's my way, and which idiot told you that you are handsome" I ask angrily.

Looks like our love is coming out in anger.

Hmm, it is.

"Why? You doubt my handsomeness?" He asks getting little hurt maybe.

"No, there is nothing like handsome in you, so please don't feel yourself handsome" I say rudely.

This is too much of lie, Gishi we are angry that's fine but don't insult his mouthwatering look.

Shut up.

"Really? Mom said I m handsome, she lied to me" he says like baby.

"It's not her fault, every parents have this kind of useless thinking, you are not handsome don't keep this kind of doubt" I say without thinking anything.

"Okay, I won't. Anything else?" he asks getting closer and while holding my hands.

His touch, I can't explain how it create so many things inside me, there's sparks, butterflies and different thoughts, thousands of different emotions floating inside me.

The moment he touched me, I know. it's that what I was missing, craving for it till now.

He turns my face, I can feel his touches are hesitant, he makes me look in his eyes.

"Are you angry?" He asks softly.

"Don't know" I say looking down.

He pulls me in his arms and hugs me, I feel solace, peace, happiness, completeness and loved. Now I know he is my home.

Without any hesitations I pull him, and hug him burying my face in his heart. I feel accepted, he circles his arms in my body, bringing me closer through my waist.

We both are lost in our world, in a complete world. Being each others solace.

"Sorry" I hear his melodies voice after so long.

We are still in same position, I don't want to leave him, and I think he feels the same.

"Why?" I ask in whisper, his arms feel most safe place to live, forever.

"Don't know"

Gishi's expectation hurted her!

I hope you guys like the update, Personally I like it finally they are together.

I don't like to keep them apart but what to do it's needed.

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