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"One week, it's been one whole week Ri" Ishana says sadly.

"You should concentrate on your studies otherwise you will have trouble when exams will come" Riddhima tries to explain the need of concentration.

"I am trying, bye talk to you later" with this final words I leave them and walk to car and sat in back seat.

I know that I need to concentrate but it's not that easy. I haven't talked with him since two days.

You talked!

I don't think so. I glare at my subconscious mind.

Good morning, good night, had dinner and take care types messages are not called as talk.

Okay! But let me remind you, you are the one who said not to chat....because that will disturb his study.

Hmm, I know.

But now...

it's disturbing my study.

*****

This is the most disturbing and irritating time of day.

Night!

Hmm, whatever!

I feel so lonely on this stupid 'Bed' even with Tam-Tam.

I take Tam-Tam in my lap and sit on bed, look at my mobile just wishing to get a call or even a message from that particular him.

I remember our First call conversation after he went Bangalore.

I was completing my notes when I heard my Mobile was ringing.
I checked the name of caller

"It's him, it's Om... Oh god what to do? ...receive it stupid"

"I m talking with myself when my hubby wants to talk with me"

I received the call after clearing my throat...I tried to speak in my most soft voice "Hello"

"Hello, Gishi"

His words weren't soft like mine but they were the most softest music for my ears, there were need, some urgencies in his voice.

My name from his mouth sounded so alluring, like he made me alive with just a word.

"Om" this time with so much feeling rolling inside me, my voice came like whisper.

"Gishi, how are you?" He sounded so calmed....how can he change from urgency to calm? I Wondered.

"I m good, What about you?" I asked him, i don't want him to know about my sad and confused feelings.

"Everything is good,..." He whispered something which I can't understand.

"What?"

There was silence for sometimes then I heard his very low voice, which explode my every sense and turned me into liquid "I miss you"

Awe, my hubby, my baby is missing me. I didn't care how sappy I sound, but I had tears in my eyes with his confession.

My tongue worked by itself " l missed you too"

I wiped my tears, there was silence for a while I completed my sentence "Lot's"

I heard his voice admitting the same word at the same time "Lot's"

"How's your study is going?" I asked him after composing myself.

"It's good, I hope I can score good marks"

"You will, I'll pray to Shankar ji"

"Don't pray to Shankar ji, he have given Already Lot's to me"

"What?" I didn't get, what did he mean?

"If You will pray then Shankar ji will definitely hear that, I don't want that...I want to achieve success with my hard work" his words were so sincere, I can't help... the respect for him in my heart raised to a new level.

"Best of luck"

"Thank you, Gishi"

"I believe you, Om" I don't know why I said that.

There was silence for a while then I heard his heart melting voice "I'll never let you down"

It was a promise not to me, but with himself, I felt that.

I couldn't utter a word, I was floating in the sea of emotions.

"I want to hug you" his confession was all needed.

"Then take me in your arms"

He laughed on my words "how?"

"Try to feel me their with you"

"It's stupid, Gishi"

"Then I m stupid too" I said stubbornly.

"No you are not" I could feel his smile in his words.

"I m"

"Okay, then me too" he said playfully. I love his this side most..  My playful Kara.

"No you aren't" I said because I wanted to enjoy his playful side.

"If my wifey is stupid then me too" he said stubbornly like baby.

"Then I m not your wifey" I said.

"Don't play with this, Gishi" he said seriously.

"Why?" I asked shocked with his change of mood.

"Cause you are mine" with his words I felt butterflies in my stomach.

"Yours?" I ask in whisper, with so much emotions.

"Only mine" his determined voice felt so good to hear.

"But you don't listen your wifey's words" I said faking hurt.

"Okay"

"Okay?" I asked in shock.

"Come in my arms...my wifey, my baby" with his word I hugged myself in the balcony, looking like idiot.

"You feel so good in my arms" with his words I felt the cold breeze hugging me, by taking me in it's arms.

"Hmm" I couldn't speak more than that, I felt complete, alive for the
First time in whole day.

"I can keep you safe here always"

"Then never let me go" my words shocked me.

"Never, ever" I could feel from his words that he would had been tightening his hold on me, if I would had in his arms for... real.

"It feels so good, so real" he said in surprising voice.

"Imagination is very powerful thing baby ...don't wonder... just enjoy the emotions and feelings"

"How was your day?" After sometimes I heard his voice, with his voice my beautiful comfort got broke.

"It was okay, What about you?"

"Same here"

I heard some voice from his side,
"One minute Gishi"

"Okay"

I couldn't hear what they were talking, so I admired the beauty of half moon, the night.

"Hello, hello Gishi are you there?"

"Hello, yeah"

"I will call you tomorrow, have some work now"

"Okay bye" I said unwillingly

"Take care"

"You too"

I miss him so badly, I haven't seen him since a week and now no call, no chatting it's killing me.

I open my Whatsapp and it's really a SOS moment, I will die if I didn't message him.

I am typing that I miss him, I get his message.

Hubby:
I can't concentrate.
9:30 pm

I like the word which I have saved for him recently. 'Hubby'

I send my message.

Gishi:
I miss you.
9:31pm

Hubby:
I want to see you.
9:31pm

I get his message at the same time when I send mine.

Gishi:
Then see me who is stopping you!
9:32pm

I send him happily.

The next moment I get video call, oh god I run to mirror and try to comb my hair with my fingers, I m not looking good but it's my okay look, and right know I want to see my hubby.

So, without making any delay I receive call, it take one or two second to appear his face on mobile, my heart was doing disco dance till then.

The moment I see him, the world around me stop, my heart skip a beat, he is wearing a black V neck T- shirt, his hairs are not set all are going in different direction.

The call cut before I can say hello or even admire his beauty, I was about to message him, how did call cut ?

But before I can send, I get his video call so I receive it.

I change my mood of asking how did call cut?, because I can see the reason clear, he cut the call for making himself presentable. His hair is still not set but it's better than before.

"Hey" he says shaking his other hand in hi symbol.

"Hi" I reply, shaking my hand.

He looks at me like, he is trying to think what to say, But didn't say a word. He just admires my face.

I too admire his beauty, it's been one week since we both had looked at each other, though I do see his pictures everyday.

"You are so beautiful" he says still admiring me.

My face turns red, I don't know what to reply. I had heard in my family from all relatives that I m beautiful but never got compliment like this.

I look down and reply "thank you"

"What were you doing?" He asks.

Missing you!

"Just some college work" I reply using my sane mind.

"Oh"

"By the way, you look good"

"Thank you" he blushes little, making my heart flip.

"You were looking more good when you first called, before setting your hairs" I say so innocently.

He rubs his neck, oh this action is for when he is cought red handed, I think.

I noted it, you don't worry. In future we will be prepared.

Thank you!

I say sarcastically.

She glares at me, I zip my mouth inside my mind.

"I....umm" he quickly runs his other hand in his hair, messing it.

"What are you doing?" I ask him in shock and with big smile which is followed by a laughter.

He winks "I m following my Chiriyaa's wish, and making her smile too, My hair will be as my wifey want"

I blush, he changes in less than one minute, from awkward Om to playful, this boy is changing me too.

Did I tell?, that I love playful Om.

Shut up.

"What about your studies? Are you prepared for tomorrow's exam?"

"Not really" he shakes his head while saying making himself dangerously cute.

Which rises questions in my mind.

"How many girls you have in your class?"

Jealous wifey!

My subconscious mind smirks at me.

Nope, protective and possessive wifey.

Whatever!

"I didn't count" he replies with his cutest smile.

"Oh"

Do count and make them sister, ASAP

Thank god! I didn't say my inner thought loudly.

"How many boys you have in your college?"

"Around thirty in my class" I reply.

"I thought you will answer same like me" he seems little shock "by the why did you count them?"

I want to have little fun with him, can I please?

Go ahead.

I reply my subconscious mind's answer.

"I counted the proposals I got" I reply very innocently.

Seeing his expression don't know how but I add "In this class"

His eyes get so big "oh" and his mouth form very big but slow 'ooh', if I m not wrong then there is fear in his voice.

But fear of what?

"Didn't you propose anyone?"

Before I can stop my subconscious mind, It asked that question who's answer I don't want to hear.

Don't lie to me please, you want to know the answer but you are fearful of knowing it!

yeah, my subconscious mind you know me well, happy?

Very!

"Yes, I have" his answer was fearful of my expression.

You don't know Mr. Hubby, I m hurted from your answer and I know how to hide it.

"Oh cool" If he had proposed then I m sure no girl can say no. So here it's Crystal clear that I m not his first.

We chat little more, but my mind was little off, which I tried my best to hide. I wanted to talk with him more but I don't want to disturb his exam so in fifteen minutes we wish good night, take care and of course I wish him best of luck with that we cut the call.

I know I shouldn't feel bad, but I can't help and feel hurted.

He didn't know you that time.

So what? I also didn't know him, but I waited for him, without saying yes to anyone. I didn't even fell attracted to anyone other than him.

I m sure he didn't even have saved his first for me, hack with that, I wouldn't be his first kiss.

It's normal all guys are like that, you can't accept him to be different.

Whatever, that was my right. I m his wifey, I should be his first in everything. If he had given my place to anyone else then he had robbed me from my rights.

And I can't forgive him, for that.

What you think about Gishi's thinking? Is it like this or she is being child?

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