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This guy, he can't stop his tactics, god only knows how he makes my heart beats so fast.

Stupid heart and stupid hubby!

Who knows? Maybe you are only one stupid here.

No one asked for your opinion so please shut your mouth.

I glare at my subconscious mind.

Poor me!

She pouts making me more angry.

This hubby is enough for making me mad now this stupid subconscious mind of mine is irritating me too.

First this guy rejected.....to ....to kiss me, and now behaving like so innocent abla bicchara(poor) type.

Why the hell he didn't kiss me?

Isn't I am desirable or kissable?

What's his problem?

And what's yours?

He rejected me that's my problem, how can this guy reject me all the time. It didn't happen first time with me.

This was third time, I feel so rejected.

This is the problem, you feel you are rejected but even if he had kissed you, you would had felt hurt.

Maybe you are right but who cares he still rejected me.

There was true desire in his eyes, I saw that, I felt that. But he suddenly stopped.

Why?

Why god why?

These guys are so unpredictable and strange.

Hmm Let it be, who cares?

Oh god

Maybe he had any girlfriend whom he loved and left for this marriage, now he can't move on from her.

You are thinking nonsense now!

Shut up let me think.

Whatever!

This make sense, that's why he always control himself around me and never kissed me.

But then why he behave all lovey dovey and so caring type?

Good question! Now what to do?

Ask him.

What? How?

Silly girl! SOS.

Yeah!

I takeout my mobile, and type message. My thumb his hovering on send button not sure what to do?

I look at him and found him looking at my mobile, I unconsciously shift my mobile from his eye sight.

He looks up at me, giving me his favourite annoyed look.

Today I am also in no mood of his drama. I glare at him and gestures him to look ahead otherwise this stupid hubby will die himself and kill poor his mom dad too.

He gives me a sharp look then look ahead.

Now back to main problem!

What to do? Send or not?

My subconscious mind giggles like school girl.

What?

You was hiding this message from him.

So?

And you want to send the same to him.

She laughs on my situation.

Making me more angry this time my glare doesn't work on her.

So what to do? I smile at my stupidity.

I send the message, accidentally while playing send or not to send.

Why didn't you kiss me?

Oh god, how the hell I can send that message ?

This message isn't get even one tick, I can delete it.

You better don't.

I don't want to send or delete this message. Oh god I am getting mad. How the hell is it possible that I don't delete or send this message?

It's possible stupid girl!

How?

Just like now!

Stupid girl, You didn't on your internet setting.

Oh really? I am so silly.

That's why message didn't send.

Om parks car, I don't get chance to delete that message or send how silly me.

As soon as we enter inside airport, Dad gets call and excuses himself, Mummy to follows him. Leaving both of us alone.

I am looking around like idiot, my one hand is playing with my mangalsutr. I feel a hand hold my shoulder little tightly for my likeness. When I look up of course it's my stupid hubby.

Who isn't looking at me but at a guy, more like glaring at a guy.

Oh god please don't tell me that he is jealous.

Poor me! Because he is.

He pulls me closer to him making him clear that I am taken.

Guys don't have brain seriously.
Both are idiots, can't that idiot see my mangalsutr. I pull it little up and show him clearly that I am taken with my best sweet fake smile.

I hear chuckling from non other than my hubby, who find all this situation funny.

I glare at him, he keeps his fourth finger on his lips indicating he is quite.

I am still angry on him so I pulled away from him. And looks in other way.

But someone doesn't want that, so my devil husband holds my hand and He starts to walk pulling me with him, not so harshly but still pulling me.

"Where are you going?"

"Washroom"

"Why?"

"Why people go there?" He asks halting and give me playful wink.

"Chii... Om, I don't mean that. I am asking why are you taking me with you?"

"You will know" he says in very serious tune.

I don't have another option so I walk with him, or just try to walk with him. His long legs are so fast, it's hard to keep up with them.

Finally he stops, and before I can look and ask anything, about where I am.

I am plastered in wall and he is hovering on me, his closeness effect like always. His eyes are demanding wanting to know something which I don't know.

He move closer and I feel his hot breathe on my face, his closeness is enough for making me dizzy. My mind can't think or do anything properly. But today I have one task 'I will not close my eyes' I repeat it, like mantra. I know once I closed my eyes he will reject me once again.

He closes the distance between us, I feel his lips near to mine. It feels so magical that I can't do anything other forgetting my mantra. I close my eyes, my mind and the world around us and enjoy his touch, very little touch on my corner of lips.

I don't know what I will do when we will have a real kiss. With this guy everything feel so magical. It's like he is a magician.

Magician of my heart.

He moves back and shower my face with wet kisses. I hold him tightly and enjoy the moment.

"I can't claim your lips, unless you love me"

I look up at him with widen eyes.

"And I know you don't want to give your first kiss without love"

He moves closer and kisses on my both eyes, making me close them once again.

But our not so happening romance get disturbed because of his stupid mobile's ringing.

We both pull away, I try to make my heart beats normal. He receives call and move his other hand on his hair.

I couldn't ask him anything what he meant, because my mind is blank.

Suddenly my heart is full of fear of losing him, leaving without him, missing him.

We reach to mom and dad, it's almost his time to board. He hugs his dad and say something to him, his mom hugs him and says so many things to him. Like take care, eat on time and all.

He too say something to her which was inaudible just like when he said something to dad.

He looks at me confusedly, I don't know how but I hug him, But I did. He holds my waist and pull me up in air, hugging me tightly. His face on me neck, inhaling my scent, like he wants to take all of my memories with him. He kisses my temple while drooping me on land.

I pull his face down and kisses his forehead without caring about world, I enjoy his closeness to me. I want to stop this moment or at least save all this.

I look mom and dad both are side hugging each other. Mom have tears in her eyes. That moment I feel my own eyes wetness. I wipe my eyes and look up at Om.

He holds my face in his hand and Kisses my forehead. I love the way he kisses me. It's like he is promising something to himself to me.

We hear click sound and see dad has clicked our pic. Looks like he heard my heart wish of saving this moment.

We have a groupfie, with mom and dad. Soon he says bye to us, leaving me all alone.

I feel side hug and see beside me to only find my bru. I hug him and he reciprocates it.

I have told to mummy not to come to see off Om because his flight was late night. But looks like my stubborn bru didn't listen my words and I am glad that he didn't listen me, right now I feel alone, I need him.

I had taken pictures from dad's mobile and I have sent them, and with pictures my that message has sent as well but right now I don't care anything, nothing. He had answered that answer and even he hadn't, I don't care.I am so sad, bru is taking me with him he talked with mom and dad.

They were more than happy with my bru's decision of taking me with him at my home.

But right now here on my room, on my bedroom with all my friends, with whom I have slept my whole life, I can't sleep anymore.

And I know why?

Because I don't have Tam-tam here with me in my arms. But I have brinky, Pinky and browny too.

I want tam-tam, yeah want him.

But my heart know more better what I want, more like whom I want.

I didn't feel this Alone after marriage how much I am feeling now, I can't help and just wonder what's this.

Is it love ?

Heart is saying yes.

But my sensible mind is saying no.

If yes

Then why didn't I get kiss.

And if no then why I am feeling pain in my heart.

I cry and cry, finally sleep with one question is it love or what?

I know sad update but needed can't do anything..

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