june 13th 2013

dear yuri,

i had brought in my band members to meet you a few moments ago. they each tried to keep the mood up and talked to you as if you were actually awake and listening to every word that came out of their mouths.

some spoke of the memories that we shared so far and others spoke of how much they have heard about you.

but i know that they were secretly in shock from the moment they had entered the hospital room.

they had a look of worry on their faces as they stared at me smiling. they had felt me hurting from looking at you. they knew i was in pain. yet, they smiled along with me and had spoken to me with positivity in their words.

they didn't want me to hurt more because of you. i appreciate what they have done for me today.

they had also decided to sing for you. i hope you appreciate what they have done for you. hopefully you will get the chance to speak to them in the future.

until next time,
kim jongin

author's note;;

next chapter will be a journal entry then the chapter after that will be a very special chapter. about 3 chapters left until the end.

look forward to them!!

-nehal ヽ(*⌒∇⌒*)ﾉ