Hi everyone! Yeah it's me again starting things out of nowhere just because.

First of all, if you are sensible about any of the topics mentioned in the caption I highly recommend you not to read the story, because I don't want to make anybody feel uncomfortable. Read at your own risk.

None of the topics discussed in this au should be taken lightly. If you're feeling down, having addiction problems or things like that I highly reccomend you to look for professional advice. Drugs and mental illnesses are very sensitive topics and they aren't funny or romantic, so they should be treated with the respect and seriousness they require. I'm not a psychiatrist but I just want to state that my intentions aren't romanticizing these topics but giving them a shout out. We must normalize going to therapy and visiting the doctor not only because of physical problems but also psychological.

All of the characters of this au are fictional as well as the story itself and they had nothing to do with the reality. And none of the people mentioned are like that in real life. Please do not associate any of the behaviours displayed in this story with real idols' personalities and lives.

Also, this one shot is one of the most random things that had appeared in my mind so don't expect a lot, I just was feeling like writing something soft yet sad and this is what has happened. I also wanted to try and write a fic in English to practice, since my mother tongue is Spanish. Don't hesitate and tell me if there is any grammar mistake so that I can improve my level and make this story a better one.

And even though this fic is based on one of Thirteen Reasons Why Season 2 soundtrack it has nothing to do with the show, which I actually think it's one of the worst tv shows of the last decade. But I love the soundtrack though, that's why I decided to base this au in that song.

Anyways, I think that was enough with the talking, enjoy! <3