|Sonic's POV|

I think I just spend of my day and night sleeping, to save up my energy, there really wasn't anything I could in this room besides just prove to Shadow that I'm not a disappointment, though the look on his face just tells me other wise, I just need something to end this pain I'm feel in gut, I know he's gonna be mad at me for using the fork that was on the plate to carve the words Disappointment on the side of my leg, but that's just how I feel, I just don't know what's wrong with.

I don't know why I was created.
I don't know why I'm so alone in my thoughts.
I don't know what anything thing means.

I just look over at the full plate of food that Shadow left me when I was sleeping, I know he's gonna end up being concerned about me. Since I hadn't talked him and I've barely been moving much.

I was hungry, but I can go days maybe months without eating something and that's just how I'm gonna out.

Slowly
By Starvation

It's just how I feel right now, I can't be happy, always a disappointment to everyone, I've meet. I sat up when I heard the door open to the room I was staying at I was hoping it was Shadow or Rouge.

"Sonic?"

It was Shadow, I just felt like crying there right now, but I had to keep it in, I just want tell him that I was sorry for being a pain in the ass, and being such a pathetic excuse of being his Ultimate Counterpart. I heard something being placed by the bed side table I look over to see a notebook and pencil.

"Just tell me what's on your mind" he said to me.

I don't know what came over me but I started to write out some like an apology, i did I care so much about him, it felt like yesterday I just met him, but the feeling in my gut is telling me that we've knew either for what sounded like years. I finished writing down what I needed to say.

I don't know, I just wanted his approval. More than anyone else

I know the Scientists had said that I had this weird connection with Project Shadow, and so did Shadow, with me and now we are together at last and I just fucked up our first introduction by almost killing my self and injuring myself.

Have we always this this connection, I know that we were created the same way, just I was with more chaos energy than he was, but for some reason I always know where he was and even if he was five miles away.

I didn't let him get the chance to read my apology, I just grab a hold of his arm.

"P-Please...I'm s-sorry" I tell him, I vocal cords hurt from just crying to much.

A sigh escapes his lips before he turned to look at me.

"Sonic, I'm only doing this cause I want to understand"

Have I always been this close to him, I mean I remember that kiss I forced on him, it felt good even if he didn't kiss me back, I don't know what's wrong with me and I don't know what this feeling is, but I don't want it to stop I want more of it, and looking into Shadow's eyes I needed him.

|Third Person POV|
⚠️ Warning Mentions of Sexual Themes ⚠️

Shadow didn't know what this feel was when he was looking at into Sonic's eyes they didn't look dull and lifeless anymore but just full of regret and loneliness, his eyes had some spark in them which was something they were missing. And that kiss they had three weeks ago it was more of a force kiss than anything but it felt nice, before he continue with this thought and felt a pair of lips on his own, his eyes widen when saw Sonic kissing him, it wasn't like that night though it was more passionate, but the ebony hedgehog was compelled to just kiss him back.

Sonic felt Shadow kissing him back, he just wanted to feel something other than regret and sadness and with Shadow he felt those other feelings, the azure hedgehog, just deepens the kiss, he wanted to taste the other hedgehog, he just slides his tongue into Shadow's mouth a moan escaping the blue hedgehog's throat.

Shadow pulls his lips away from Sonic's, he did hear the other moan and he knew he was gonna regret it but the blue hedgehog was giving him a look that was compelling him to continue and he just couldn't ignore this. "Damnit Sonic..." he just whispers to the blue hedgehog, he just turns to face the other hedgehog and just started to the feel up his body.

Sonic's body shivers slightly this was different from that jackal touching him, cause he actually wants the ebony hedgehog to take him, to mark him, to claim him as his own, the blue hedgehog lets out a shaken moan feeling Shadow's hands feel his back spikes, he didn't care if the ebony hedgehog was standing, his moans just got a little bit louder, the blue hedgehog just tightens his grip on Shadow's neck, he just started licking the other's shoulder where the knife wound was, he felt sorry for everything.

Shadow let's out a huff he can feel himself getting hot from the other's back, but he wanted to heard Sonic more, just gripping the other's ass firmly, and groping the other ass just hearing Sonic moan.

Sonic felt something rubbing against his stomach, he didn't need to know what it was was, the blue hedgehog just lets out a gasp, his body shaking violently, he honestly has a habit of just vibrating randomly when he was either scared or in this case trying to not think about a painful memory, he just hears Shadow's groan and moan, but the blue hedgehog just didn't except Shadow to be so big to the point that was stretching out his walls.

"Hah...Relax I'm not gonna hurt you.." Shadow whispers into Sonic's neck, the blue hedgehog just felt his cheeks heat from the hot breath on his neck that was very sensitive cause of the mark of his neck.

The blue hedgehog was broken into a sweating moaning fit, this was very different from that force lessons he had to take because of the Jackal back at G.U.N, he didn't mind the kissing that's as only to shut him up so he didn't strain his damaged throat that was still healing from that suicide attempt.

|Sonic's POV|

He was amazing, he really is Ultimate, but I did have to asked has be done this before or am I his first, it doesn't matter it just felt good and I don't want him to stop until he was finished, and I was about to get my wish. I just flinch feeling Shadow bite me on the shoulder and painful groan escapes my lips when I felt his hard on throbbing inside me, before the warm thick liquid was shot inside me, filling me up.

It felt so much better than, he made me feel something that I don't really understand but it was better this other feeling, I'm sorry, I so fucking sorry Shadow.

"I accept your apology..." Shadow said to me, I just can feel him licking my tears away, I hadn't notice was crying after this session, but I just felt so terrible, I just let out a small whimper when I felt him pull out of my pussy.

"N-No...I...I hate n-not be a-able to talk to y-you" I choked out, I can just taste copper in my throat but I really wanted to use my words not just use that stupid hand language just to express how I feel. I just moving my arm to cover my face so I can just let the tears flow from my eyes.

"Sonic..."

I just look at him tears in my eyes, hate how perfect his looked, While I was just fucking mess.

"There's more of a reason why you created and not just for me, you just need to get that mental problem you have sorted out...and I'm here to help you with that"

I don't know what to say but I'm glad that he was here, even if it took me a forty years to figure out what the reason why I was created for.

|Third Person POV|

Shadow just lets out a sigh at least he can understand why Sonic acted the way that he does, he just needed some guidance not torture, before he could just leave he was suddenly pulled back towards Sonic, looking at the blue hedgehog, definitely didn't look like he was satisfied and before he could protested he was brought into a kiss from the blue hedgehog.

Rouge made her way to the stairs to make it back to her apartment that was above the main house she walked past the room and her ears caught the sound of the two hedgehog's making some noise the bat only smiles to herself, she was just glad that the two had made up about this whole situation, though she knew she didn't have worry about the two getting some disease for not using protection after all the Ultimate Life Form and his Ultimate Counterpart are immune to everything, almost everything. "Just stay up all night..." she joked before continuing down the hallway.