|Third Person POV|

It was late at night and Sonic was just holding the knife that he stole from that Mobian was threatening him with it, the blue hedgehog just looked at the bruises and healed up cuts that were on his arms, he just felt like a monster those innocent people didn't deserve to get killed by his own hands, and now Shadow was upset at him, and disgusted with him for killing them.

"Do it"

Sonic just digs the blade into his arm, just making deep cuts into his flesh, he felt a little pain but it wasn't enough pain that he wanted, just watching his warm blood roll down his arm to drip onto the floor beneath him, the blue hedgehog never smiled, why would he he just never had the reason to do so but when it came to pain, that he causes himself it made him feel something and he just wanted more.

"Yes...Doesn't it feel amazing?"

The azure hedgehog just went crazy with the blade on his arm until his was covered in cuts that were in a directions as if the blue hedgehog couldn't decide which way he wanted the cuts to go, his peach fur now a dark crimson color, the hedgehog only looked down at floor to see some blood had dropped from his arm to the floor.

"More"

The azure hedgehog looked at his other arm, he just needed more, the feeling of the blade cutting deep into his arm, it was better than using his nails he takes the blade and starts to do the same thing that he did to his other arm with the same arm, he just hated his personality that was so bloodthirsty.

Shadow couldn't sleep, he was rather concerned for Sonic if the hedgehog had two more personalities are they just like the first one, a sigh escapes the ebony hedgehog's lips before he just gets off of his bed and makes his way through the hallways to the living room, he honestly hadn't giving the azure hedgehog a room to sleep in yet.

Sonic's body was shaking as he just took the knife to his thighs, his arms were already covered in cuts from his wrists to shoulders a deep shaken breath escapes from the blue hedgehog lips as he just watched the blood soak into his blue fur, that was already dirty to do fact that he fell in to that dumpster water in the alleyway that those two mobians pulled him into, So was about to knife deep into his thigh.

"Sonic!" The blue hedgehog just toned the ebony hedgehog out while he was just focused on making himself hurt cause of his attacks before his hand was roughly grabbed by other hedgehog. "WHAT THE FUCK SONIC!" The other hedgehog yelled at Sonic just looking at on the bleeding cuts the blue hedgehog had made on his body. Shadow just heard a whimper from the blue hedgehog.

"I-I...I'm sorry..." Sonic said his voice just to damage to make out any words.

"What the fuck were you thinking!"

"I-"

The dark hedgehog growled at the blue hedgehog just feeling other arms to see if how deep the cuts are, the blue hedgehog just started to whimper more and his body shaking violently. Shadow only sighs as he just pulls the azure hedgehog up to his feet, Sonic didn't flinch he just let Shadow help him, following behind the dark colored hedgehog to the bathroom to help the hedgehog get the wounds cleaned up, when they make it to bathroom, the ebony hedgehog picks up Sonic and sits him on the counter in front of the mirror, starting to dig into the cabinets for the first aid kit.

Sonic only watch as he just started to scratch at his cuts not really feeling satisfied with himself, and the dry blood was sticking to his fur making the skin itchy, the scratching made sense cause of the collar situation the redness had spread a lot because of him scratching. Shadow just takes a hold of Sonic's hand to stop him from damaging more of his arm.

"This is only gonna sting a little bit" Shadow said taking a bit of disinfected spray and just starts to spray the cuts on the hedgehog's left arm first, the blue hedgehog only lets out a small noise before just pulling his arm away from the Shadow, whimpering his arm was stinging because of the cuts but the ebony hedgehog had grabbed the other hedgehog's arm and starts to spray on the cuts before quickly the azure hedgehog thighs, and turning on the sink behind the hedgehog and just starts washing the azure hedgehog's cuts.

"I'm s-sorry..." Sonic responded his eyes a bit full of regret and sorrow.

Shadow just starts wrapping up the hedgehog's arms with some bandages and his thighs, he was gonna have to do something about the Azure Hedgehog's claws, but he was gonna have to get the hedgehog to find something else to do than hurting himself, but what was the ebony hedgehog gonna do with getting the hedgehog to do something other harming himself, but he just kept apologizing for his actions so he wanted something in return.

Sonic looked down at Shadow what had just leaned into the azure hedgehog, he didn't really understand what the other hedgehog was doing, before he felt a pair of lips on his own the blue hedgehog's eyes were wide from the action, but at the same time it felt kind of nice, is this what he was going go to get every time he did something good that didn't upset the other hedgehog? Or was this to just mock him out pity. When the ebony hedgehog pulled away he can see the look on the azure hedgehog face, his eyes were still dull and lacked any kind of emotion but it was a step closer to at least get the blue hedgehog to not do things that would upset him, he just watched the blue hedgehog feel his own lips just out of confusion.

"You do something nice, I'll reward you, and if you do something that upsets me, you don't get award" Shadow tells Sonic getting the hedgehog down from the counter.

|Shadow's POV|

I honestly don't know what I did, but I needed to at least give him a sense of mind. But based on his reaction to him cutting himself he didn't flinch at the pain he was causing to himself, had he really gone numb to feeling pain. And his eyes they are so dull and full of sorrow.

So I just thought maybe a kiss would help him at least feel something other than pain it worked kind of, just still no life in his eyes, a sigh escapes from my lips I have a lot work cut out for me.

I just glanced over at Sonic who wasn't really pay attention to me he just was looking at the bandages that was covering his cuts he made himself as for that knife I'm gonna have to hide my sharp objects so he doesn't do this again. I know Rouge is gonna make fun of me for actually caring about someone who was designed to actually put me in my place. But if G.U.N is treating him this badly to the point that he's nothing but an empty husk of emotions it tells me other wise.

My ear twitches when I hear a yawn coming from behind me, did he get tired or is it the fact that he lost probably at least two cups of blood from his little episode. I just put two fingers on the side of his scared you neck, he still had a descent pulse going, so he must just be tired.

"Sit down" I ordered him to do. He did as he was told, at least he's obedient like the Commander wanted. But turning him into something that doesn't have emotions though. I just reach around his neck and unclips the collar from his neck the deep red mark that circled around his neck I really don't attend on using the shock collar for him looking at the collar I just toss it.

Did I do something wrong?

He asked me, well at least the notes were right about one thing that he's a visual learner. I only shake my head. "I just attend on using that" I admits.

Sonic only nodded at me before he just took the pillow from the opposite side of the couch and lays down on it.

Let's just hope I can at least give the hedgehog his feeling back cause his dull eyes are really starting to bother me a lot. And the scars all of his body whether they were self inflicted or from G.U.N itself it's just isn't right and they were keeping this abuse a secret from the likes of us who just willing joined to work for them. Calm down Shadow you just met the guy a few days ago you should've feel This way for this mess of a hedgehog.

I heard some soft snoring from the other hedgehog I just pulled the covers over the blue hedgehog to let him sleep after all the stuff he went through just it was rather eventful.